Dynasty By Dwimordene dwimmer_laik@yahoo.com (Chapter 1-11) Summary: A tale of the opening of the Fourth Age, of struggling Harad and the lands once under Sauron's dominion, of Gondor's rise, and the price of victory. Chapter One Bloodlines Spring was fair this month, which was an unexpected reprieve from April rain showers, and many were the children at play in the streets or on the lawns. Even those who had business to attend to cast wistful looks at them as they hurried along, and hoped to accomplish their tasks quickly enough to enjoy something of the day. But in the Tower of Ecthelion, the gravity of ill-rumor cast a pall on the bright morning, and Líriel pursed her lips as she took a deep breath and made herself sit very still like the lady she was. Or rather, like the lady she would be in a few years’ time, for she was only just twelve. Just twelve, but I have sat in on these councils for a year now, she reminded herself primly, and with a certain pride for that fact. And also a certain anxiety, for there were moments when she doubted her parents’ wisdom; certainly the councilors had not at first approved of her quiet presence among them, and many were the hard, skeptical glances that had been cast in her direction. But whether or not I am fit to be a queen one day, I am my father’s daughter, and my mother is the match of any of these here! Líriel thought, feeling her spine stiffen at that as she listened to the adults talk. And because she was her father’s daughter it was important that she not embarrass either him or her mother by any too obvious display of impatience or discomfort. After all, I am not a baby like Halareth anymore! Which did not mean that she did not envy her sister her carefree ways at times like these, for the news was not good that had convened this particular meeting. "… insist that more than messages pass north and south. Records can be altered, and the private affairs of each of the Eight are not a matter of public knowledge. We of the desert take a long view, and the great as well as the less hoard against a day of need. In spite of the current woes and financial short-fall, any one of the Eight might have more than enough stored away to equip a not inconsiderable force. If even two are in alliance against us, then the prospects are grim indeed." That was old Indirkan, for years the representative of Harad in Gondor*. In fact, he had been appointed to the post four years before Líriel had been born, which would make it quite a long time ago to a twelve year-old, but that this particular twelve year-old had elven blood in her veins and had grown up to a different understanding of that word, ‘long.’ The Haradrim had the darker complexion of his people and deep-set dark eyes that stared hawk-like at friend and foe alike, and for all that his hair was streaked now with white, he was unbowed and radiated intensity even as his native sun radiated heat. Líriel liked him, though she was occasionally afraid of his temper. Of course, that is nothing compared to my father’s temper! At the moment, however, it was not anger but considerable worry that drove Indirkan as he gazed at each councilor in turn, ending with the king. "My lord Imrahil says that he, too, has been warned by traders coming north that some houses buy more than their straits would seem to permit, and that none know the source of their seeming-sudden wealth," Gwithrin of Dol Amroth spoke up, supporting Indirkan. "And the pattern of purchases in the Midlands–water, food, medicines–has become suspicious over the past five months. Prior to that point, the demand for wool, cotton and dyes was higher than the demand for staples." "To me also comes word of trouble," the king replied. "Raiders have become increasingly numerous, but they come not only for water or horses. According to some of commanders based in Harad, they seem almost to test the defenses of fortresses, and entire caravans have been reported missing. That is one excuse for the traffic in heralds moving north and south between Near and Far Harad, for some of the raiders have been identified as belonging to certain houses, and it behooves the Eight, not to mention the houses minor, to attempt diplomacy." "But we know not the contents of those messages," Indirkan protested. "Your majesty, you know as well as I do that heralds cannot always be trusted!" "I do, and I think the excuse specious, but I see little we can do to halt such communications. For the moment, this is an internal matter, and Gondor may not dictate how Harad deals with its renegades and suspected rebels outside of the treaties we have established. Nevertheless, in the next ten days, Faramir’s men shall be once again south of Poros, though clear of the borders, and he himself shall be bound to Rhath-Ihnfar to try to force the matter into the open according to the means and methods available to us as allies. For once brought before an open council, the matter may not be suppressed and Gondor's concerns become harder to ignore with the steward present. It is over-late, gentlemen, to hope that we may avoid war entirely, and likely that would be the case even had Gondor a direct hand in Haradrim internal affairs," Aragorn said, grey eyes flicking over each many present, and touching even upon Líriel for a moment. "If we take the long view of Harad," the king said, nodding slightly towards Indirkan, "then we must admit that we helped to set this stage sixteen years ago. The first civil war did naught but prepare us for the second which fast approaches." "What, then, of Prince Faramir, should this war erupt while he is in Harad?" Gwithrin asked. "Faramir is invested as a herald, and given the immunity that such individuals and their escorts hold in my land, they should be safe enough," Indirkan answered for Aragorn. "Rhath-Ihnfar is far enough north that they should not be in the path of fighting. But whether or not Far Harad rises in rebellion, any such diplomatic undertaking is not without risk to your most noble herald," Indirkan added, raising a brow as he turned his gaze on the king. "He must play the game well to win respect in political circles, but the better the player, the more likely that poison, rather than a dagger, shall see him to his end one fine day!" "Nha-din hurukyokh mhat’ivar, ne?" "A na! Do, ani undoni!" Indirkan shook his head, apparently amused by Aragorn’s response and Líriel tried not to frown, perplexed. She understood the words readily enough, for she had begun learning the speech of Harad early, but she found little to amuse her in the common saying, for she loved Faramir and would not see any harm come to him. Gwithrin and Húrin were chuckling as well, but Dírthandar had the long-suffering air of one who knew he had missed the point, and Líriel fought the urge to smirk. As a rule, she disliked those who irritated her father and mother, and Dírthandar was one of few who consistently managed to do so. He was a younger man who had swiftly served his term in the army, who spoke elegant Sindarin, and had a perfect grasp of etiquette. And he is also an arrogant, over-bearing, thick-headed fool! she thought, and wished there were some way to be rid of him. Unfortunately, even a king could not flout tradition with impunity, even one as powerful as Aragorn. Dírthandar had the good fortune (or as many muttered behind his back, his father had had the bad fortune) to be the heir of the late, lamented Lord Mirhal, and had inherited his father’s position on the council. Such was the respect that Mirhal’s family was accorded that despite the knowledge that his eldest son was useless, Gondor’s council had insisted on honoring Dírthandar’s right to be seated among them. Aragorn had rather reluctantly agreed, for the law stood firmly on the side of the council, but had swiftly begun to invent ways of limiting Dírthandar’s ability to navigate perfectly good plans into a mire. Why he was here today, in such company as this, Líriel had yet to determine, but she would ask her father about it later. For the moment, she enjoyed watching him squirm a little, for if any had to share her discomfort, she would prefer that he be the one to suffer. "In any case," Aragorn said, "Faramir's purpose is less to save Harad or Gondor from this war than to watch the Eight and salvage what he can from the ruin. We need a better balance between our lands. Would you not agree, Lord Indirkan?" "Aye, that we do!" the ambassador sighed. "What says Rohan to word that war is imminent?" Húrin asked then, after a moment's thoughtful silence. "We shall soon discover that, for Arwen speaks to the messengers even now and we should have a reply within the week. But the Lady Éowyn has already been advised by her lord and husband, and she foresees no difficulty in gaining the support of the Rohirrim should it be needed in the near future," Aragorn replied, passing a letter to Húrin, who took it and perused its contents quickly ere he handed it off to Indirkan. The Haradrim did not look at it, only passed it to Gwithrin, for he had learned late to read Westron and needed more time than the council could afford to decipher a formal missive. "My lords, there is one final point that merits consideration: one of our company commanders in Harad has voiced suspicions that this matter, which we have watched in earnest now for two years and more since the last time armed intervention was required, may extend beyond Harad’s borders." "What reasons does he give for such a claim, if I may ask, your majesty?" Gwithrin frowned. "As you said, some houses appear to have means that we cannot account for, and he suggests that perhaps their wealth has roots outside of Harad. A man after your heart, Lord Indirkan, he does not trust the heralds!" Aragorn arched a dark brow at the Haradrim, and Indirkan smiled. "A wise man, obviously," the ambassador replied mildly, and Húrin shook his head, amused. But the Haradrim sighed and let fall his mirth swiftly as he leaned forward, placing his hands flat upon the long table as he continued, "Unhappily, he may be right. When first I came to this land, I thought Harad ripe for civil war, and alas! my fears were not unwarranted. The Eight have since consolidated the north, but politics in Harad are not as they are in Gondor. There are always a few who dissent, who seek to upset the balance, and they cause no end of trouble. And the divide between north and south is so old a matter that most Haradrim cannot imagine a time when it did not exist in some form. In truth," Indirkan added after a short pause, "I cannot say with certainty that it has not always existed. Under the Overlord Sauron, such differences were ignored by many lest we earn the wrath of Barad-dûr, but even Mordor could not unite us fully." "But with whom would these renegades ally themselves?" Dírthandar asked, and Líriel joined the rest of the council in staring at the man. The woeful ignorance that prompted that question was quite simply painful even to her, and she feared to learn her father’s reaction to it. For Aragorn, though of necessity a patient man, was not known to suffer fools gladly, particularly fools who compounded their natural state with lazy indifference to matters of import. The king gazed flatly at Dírthandar and what thoughts passed through his mind, not even Líriel could say. At length, though, he responded: "Give it some thought, councilor, and I doubt not that the answer shall be forthcoming." Líriel flinched at that, recognizing that quite neutral, almost cold tone as the one reserved for scolding children who ought to know better than to play with matches in the library vaults. Not that that was solely my fault, she thought. Elrohir was the one who gave them to me, after all, and there was a point to it. I forget what it was, but there was some purpose other than pure play…. "Is there aught else that you would speak of at this time?" the king asked, sweeping his silver gaze over the small gathering. When no one spoke, he nodded briskly, satisfied, and said, "Then I shall not keep you from your business, for we all have much to do in the next ten days." As Húrin and Gwithrin strode swiftly out, speaking earnestly in low voices, Dírthandar trailed after them, seeming rather discomfited. Indirkan, however, tarried a moment longer, and Aragorn clapped him on the shoulder. "What matter, my friend?" "One that may touch us closely ere the year is out," Indirkan sighed softly. "If your man is correct and the renegades deal now with Khand, then you may shortly lose my services." "What? Why?" "Family, I fear," Indirkan said with a grimace. "Once I told you that my sister, Kirdali, had no husband, and that is true enough for none would wed with an outcast once it became known that I had rebelled." Here, Indirkan paused, and a look of pain crossed his face, and for the first time, he seemed to Líriel to be truly old. The king frowned slightly, but after a second his expression hardened and he closed his eyes a moment, while the hand on Indirkan’s shoulder tightened comfortingly. "Her husband repudiated her." "Yes. And… he…." Indirkan swallowed hard and made himself look his friend full in the face. "He disowned the son that they had had. I did not know. No one would tell me, for with the sudden reversal of my fortunes, they feared reprisal. Even Kirdali was reluctant to say aught, for shame and for fear of my reaction. I learned of all of it only later, almost by accident. I shall not take your time with useless detail, but suffice it to say that my nephew took his misfortune hard… worse than I did, even. He left Harad when he was eighteen and swore allegiance to Khand–in itself, an act that would have seen him cast out of any household, but Rhanion’s reputation has long been in the gutters, and so few accounted it any marvel. Now, though, word has come north through I know not what agents that he has risen in the service of Khand. Should it come to war, his dishonor would tarnish my name once more, and I doubt not that I would be forced to stand down. I wished to warn you early, rather than wait until you could ill afford the surprise." "But if he is no longer a member of your family--" "Blood is blood, Aragorn! You know that! And in Harad it runs thick and shame must be paid for by all who share in it. Well that none seem to know that we share a cousin, however remote, else this might spill over even onto you and your house, and then what? Were I you, I would begin now to seek a replacement and try through what art you have to indicate your preference in matters regarding my successor. For the sake of Gondor and Harad both, for though it pains me to say it, I would not see the choice devolve solely onto the Eight in such times as these. That such news comes to me at all, at this very moment when Harad and Gondor dare not risk a misunderstanding due to some novice's idiotic…! " Indirkan paused, apparently realizing that his tone had grown almost vicious, and he cleared his throat, glancing at Líriel uncomfortably. "Your pardon! I mean only to say that the timing of this message could not be worse, and so it could not be more suspicious. The very warning may justify your commander's concerns about Khand, else it could hardly be used to threaten me." "Ever the Haradrim hoard against a day of need," Aragorn sighed, and Indirkan grimaced. "How long have you known of this?" "Too long, and yet not long enough to spare us both this dilemma. When last I was in Rhath-Ihnfar four months ago, I first heard of this. You know how the game is played: Kuvate drach ng ihtai.*" Indirkan shrugged, his frustrated helplessness painfully obvious. "Ah." By which, Líriel understood her father to mean that he recognized Indirkan's straits all too well. "Well, however suspicious both the timing and the… disseminated nature of this 'message,' we can but weather it for the moment, although when you join Faramir, be certain to tell him to have Mablung give the matter some attention." "I shall, though I doubt he shall succeed where I have failed. Someone more powerful than I wishes me to know this, and has the means to protect himself." He fell silent, and for a time neither man spoke, each struggling to come to terms with this unpleasant revelation. Líriel bit her lip, feeling a quiver of fear and hurt run through her at the prospect of losing Indirkan over a scandal he had had no part in. I shall miss him if he goes! And he has already suffered so much…! It was not fair, and she hated Kirdali’s former husband with a passion born that very instant for the pain and trouble he caused now. At length, Aragorn spoke again, and if he were resigned, there was also a note of decision to his tone. "I shall do as you suggest, though I pray such measures shall prove unnecessary. Is there aught I can do for you, though, Indirkan? You have but to name it." "There is one thing that I would ask should this atrocity come to pass," the Haradrim admitted, gripping Aragorn’s hand in a gesture of almost desperate supplication that was painful to behold. "As you know, my sister has come north, and should arrive tomorrow, if all has gone smoothly. Ostensibly, she comes only to visit me, but I would rather she not be made to return to Harad. She was in danger for years while I was away, and indeed, I marvel that naught was done to her. But this may prove too much! If I must return, I would know she is safe for once. And if I am allowed to continue in spite of it all, I would not have her used as a hostage against me." "She is welcome to stay, of course," Aragorn replied, and gave a slight, sympathetic smile. "Should there be aught else…." "I shall tell you. Thank you, Khordan," Indirkan said, squeezing the king’s hand hard, and then he stepped away. Bowing, the old man turned to Líriel and smiled. "Good afternoon, young lady!" And then he turned and strode proudly away, leaving father and daughter alone in the council chambers. Líriel rose from her place at the very end of the table and raised troubled eyes to her father’s face. With a soft sigh, Aragorn crossed the distance between them and went to one knee before her, laying his hands on her shoulders as he returned her gaze. "Must he leave, Ada*?" she asked quietly. "It may come to that, my sweet," Aragorn replied evenly, cocking his head slightly as he proffered a bare smile. "But let us not worry overmuch about it, for we know not how this may unfold. Nothing may come of this." "But you do not believe that, do you?" "One must be prepared for the worst, but that does not mean there is no hope." "And that is not an answer to my question!" Líriel said, letting a touch of irritation creep into her voice, for she knew her father’s ways. He would never lie to her, that she knew, but he would not tell her everything, either, unless she pressed him hard. And even then, there are times when he simply says he shall not tell me. But I think I know the answer to this question anyway, and he knows it! She narrowed her eyes at him nevertheless, just for effect, and Aragorn sighed softly, shaking his head. "No, I believe not a word of it. But say nothing to Halareth of this, for she is too young still for such secrets." "I never tell," Líriel said, lifting her chin proudly, and her father smiled. "No, you never do!" He touched her cheek lightly, considering her. "I will do all I can to keep Indirkan in Gondor, come what may, but do you understand why I might not succeed?" "Well… he is not of Gondor, and since he is an ambassador, you may not compel him to remain here since he swore to serve Harad. And what he said about blood… if he stayed, and the Eight disapproved, that could hurt Gondor and Arnor, could it not?" "Badly, I fear," Aragorn rose and perched on the table, inviting his daughter to join him. Líriel scrambled gladly up to sit cross-legged beside him on the table top. "If we lose the Eight, we lose Harad, effectively, for we must begin anew with those who shall replace them. Worse, we have men within its bounds who would suffer for our offense." "Then will you call them home soon?" "There you lay your finger on the heart of it: I cannot simply recall them, sweet, for the terms of our agreement are quite clear. For as long as they serve in Harad, they are under Haradrim command, and save only that they may not be used against us or compelled to act against our allies, they are bound to remain until their term of service is over or their superiors release them. Or until Gondor itself is threatened." "But our enemies lie in Harad or east of it, and so it would be threatened first," Líriel sighed. "It seems a poor agreement to me!" "You may blame your father for the terms," Aragorn confessed, and though he seemed unhappy, Líriel detected no real regret in his voice for the decisions he had made. "But at the time they were set, there was no other way to satisfy the demands of both Harad and Gondor. We needed our own eyes inside Harad to watch our interests and to keep our honor in the eyes of the Haradrim. There are other reasons as well, but at the moment, they matter less than this one: cruel though it is, I need those men to remain in Harad, for to call them home would break the terms of our alliance. Likewise, if the Eight decide that they need Indirkan to return home in order to keep the trust of their people, I may not interfere for my authority does not extend so far into internal matters." "But he would be in danger!" "I know, love, and I would rather he remain safely here. But those who would rule must do so in order to serve the many who have never sought peril in any form and who cannot protect themselves. Sometimes that means one must submit to injustice in order not to practice it oneself, for a rebel serves no one. Indirkan knows this, and that is why he advises me to seek a replacement for him now." "But what if he asked to stay here?" "He will not, Líriel," Aragorn shook his head. "And even were he to ask, I fear I would have to refuse him if the Eight objected." "You would let him go? Just like that?" Líriel demanded. "In the end, yes. But never ‘just like that’ as you say," Aragorn frowned at her, and Líriel blushed, realizing how stupid that remark had been. For as he stared down at her, she saw the pain in his eyes that bespoke a regret he could never justify, but which equally he could never deny without denying something essential. Of course he would not just send Indirkan back without hurt… they are friends, after all. Before she could apologize, though, she felt her father’s arm about her shoulders, and she leaned willingly against him. For all that she tried to be a proper grown-up lady, her father’s embrace still meant safety and comfort, and at the moment she needed both. "Forgive me, Líriel. You but echo my own grief, and I should not blame you for that!" For a time they sat in silence, and Líriel felt her heart beat faster as a new worry settled upon her. Granted she had only come to listen to her father’s councilors for a year now, she was still a king’s daughter, and so she knew things that many grown men down below in the city did not know. Things go ill in Harad. Again! And if Khand is in this--and father and Indirkan clearly think it is--well… Khand has never had much to do with us, save to curse our name. "You will have to leave again, will you not?" she asked, and strove for a brave tone that would not betray the fact that her stomach felt hollow and queasy at the very idea. "If things continue on as they are, I may have no choice," Aragorn replied softly. "I do not want to, though." "Think you that Lord Faramir will be able to help our cause?" "Were it so simple a matter as that, I would hardly worry but that he would persuade them in the end. But as I said, love, though it does no harm to hope for the best, Faramir goes not to Harad based on hope. He goes to try to mitigate the ill-effects of war, and to determine how best to position Gondor when it is over." "Well… mayhap he shall accomplish more than anyone expects. He is persuasive after all," Líriel said, trying to be hopeful as her father had advised earlier. And truly, any hope, no matter how small, was better than knowing that Aragorn would disappear into the South again, there to fight a war from which he might not return. She had not yet been born when the last civil war had been fought in Harad, but she remembered the last time he had gone into the east to deal with the Easterlings who had taken to raiding Ithilien. For weeks, she had gazed out of her window, hoping that the rising sun would show her father coming home, and when at last he had, she had embarrassed herself by crying in relief. At least Halareth did not see! My tears would have upset her, for she was too young to understand that I was happy. I hope Faramir will make all this unnecessary. "He is, and also well-respected in Harad," her father conceded, glancing down at her with a half-smile. "I thought he was their enemy, though. Indirkan said he would be in danger…." Líriel said, frowning up at Aragorn. "Time enough for you to learn Haradric politics," Aragorn replied. "Suffice it to say that the game is played differently there, and for higher stakes. But the Haradrim are not unreasonable, and they appreciate a fine warrior. Faramir fought well and honorably against them for many years. They also approve of cleverness, and he has that aplenty as well." "Is that why they let their own people scheme against them? Because they like cleverness?" Líriel asked. "That is doubtless a part of it, though I should think that more basic ideas and needs drove them to create the traditions and laws under which they now live." "And the laws and traditions require clever people to manage them, and so it all turns round." That earned her an approving chuckle and her father tousled her hair as he rose once more. "You are quite right in that. So! We shall try to be as clever as they without compromising ourselves," he replied, striding to the window to look outside. "‘Tis a fair day, Líriel. You should enjoy it!" Which was his way of saying that that was more than enough seriousness for the moment, and Líriel quite agreed. Still…. "What about you?" she asked as she slithered off the table in a most unlady-like fashion, and she blushed when Aragorn raised a hand to hide his smile as she had to quickly tug her skirts back into position. "Will you come and walk with me for awhile?" "I–" He had no chance to respond further for at that moment the door to the chamber opened and in strode the Queen of Gondor. Arwen glided gracefully over to join them both at the window, reaching down to lay a hand on her daughter’s shoulder and Líriel watched as her parents’ eyes met ere she quickly looked away, fighting a smile. She knew that look; indeed, anyone who knew either of her parents had good cause to know that look. Really, it is not even a look, but when they are together, everything about them seems to change, as if they know something no one else does and everything will be alright. She could give the feeling no other words, even to herself, for Líriel did not fully understand what bound her mother to her father, and her father to her mother. But she knew that it was something very special–something that was only theirs, and so Líriel never intruded whenever she sensed that bond come into play. Today, their silent communion lasted but a moment, and then Arwen squeezed her shoulder and said: "The messengers are away, and I met Indirkan in the hall. We must speak on that matter later, love. What said Húrin to Gwithrin’s messages?" "Húrin believes him, and between Dol Amroth’s concerns and those that reach us through our own sources in Harad, the picture is grim." "Dírthandar does not think so," Líriel interjected, unable to resist, and Arwen turned a very neutral expression on her husband, who shrugged minutely, as if to say Did you expect otherwise? "Well, at least now that he knows, he need not attend the formal session," Arwen said, and smiled contentedly as understanding dawned on Líriel. "I have a large stack of correspondence for him to read through concerning supplies," Aragorn replied, and if his voice was innocent enough, his eyes betrayed him and his wife and daughter both smiled. Líriel actually sniggered and leaned against him, pleased to learn that Dírthandar would have no part in the next council. Aragorn laid a hand atop her head, stroking her hair ere he settled that hand at the nape of her neck. "Líriel and I were discussing a walk. Would you care to join us, my lady?" "Of course," Arwen replied, and Líriel grinned. It was a rare thing, that the three of them had time alone, so Líriel supposed that her younger sister must be napping or else occupied with one of the nurses. Well and good then! Grasping her parents’ hands, Líriel led the way out, and Aragorn and Arwen quickly settled to either side of her. While their daughter was not looking, however, they exchanged a significant glance over her head. Well and good that they took the time and the day to enjoy their daughter’s company and briefly escape the demands of politics. Later, though, they would borrow hours to make up for this excursion, and the night would likely be a working one. Especially now that I know we may lose Indirkan! Aragorn thought. We would have eventually, for he has not the span of years that others of Númenórean descent have, and he has no heir. But though Aragorn and Arwen had already begun quietly to feel out other Haradrim for the post, neither had expected to lose Indirkan so quickly. For I doubt not that Khand is involved somehow. Faramir’s scouts report too many guards on its eastern border, and the few observers we have who venture south of the line of forts in Harad see too much traffic between Far Harad and Khand. Ithilien is ready for war, and Legolas’ Elves are in place on the borders of Mordor, and with the Rangers. Éomer will send aid–he always has, and Rohan, too, benefits from trade with Harad. If we are given the time…. That was a large ‘if’ and both he and Arwen knew it. I am so weary of war! But even before the Fellowship was formed, he had known that if ever he came into his own, he would face many years of it: decades, in fact, for knowing all that he did of Harad, Khand, and Gondor, words alone would not be enough to keep Gondor intact, nor Harad at peace, nor Khand at a safe distance. Líriel’s vibrant presence between himself and Arwen might be a balm to his war-weary heart, but she was also one of many reasons to return to the battlefields. Having fought to rise as high as he had, he had no intention of leaving her with a kingdom always on the brink of war, but it would take war to achieve that goal unless all of Arda grew suddenly reasonable. Alas that none of us shall see such a day! "Estel," Arwen’s voice drew him out of his bleak thoughts, and he heard the mild reproof in it. His wife arched a brow at him, glancing significantly at Líriel, reminding him of their purpose in coming here. "Sorry, love… Líriel, where would you go today?" he asked, putting aside his worries. "Up there!" Líriel pointed up towards a green-clad slope that rose high above the tower, and Aragorn grunted. "On the Aramen? A long climb, that. Are you certain?" "I bet I could climb faster than you!" Líriel challenged, glancing from one to the other of her parents, all trace of the dignified young lady gone, and Arwen laughed. "Do you indeed? Aragorn?" "Bold words from a bold lass," Aragorn replied, considering a moment. "Very well," he said at length, "but if you lose your bet, you will make me a promise, love." "What promise?" Líriel asked warily. "That you shall take care of Halareth for me in the days to come. And I do not mean that you shall teach her all your devious ways, either!" he hastened to add, seeing the gleam in his eldest daughter’s eyes. "And if I win?" Líriel demanded. "You should owe me something, Ada!" "What would you have?" "Well," Líriel paused, seeming to deliberate, though both Arwen and Aragorn recognized the tone and posture. Clearly, she had been planning for some time how to broach this request. "Elrohir and Elladan come always here. I would see Imladris for once! So… if I win, I think I ought to be allowed to go." "Is this your brothers’ doing?" Aragorn asked in a conspicuous undertone, glancing at Arwen. "Well, they did invite her," Arwen admitted. "But she was only seven at the time, as you will recall." "Mm." Aragorn considered his daughter once more, who stood very straight and clearly did her best to look innocently hopeful. Memories of a large book of matches and a game of hide-and-seek gone awry the last two times the twins had been in Minas Tirith gave him cause to doubt the wisdom of leaving her in their care, but on the other hand…. On the other hand, they are my brothers, and I know that she could be no safer in Minas Tirith than under their care. "All right. If you win, then I shall make the request of your uncles." "I get a head start, then!" And Líriel was off, to the vast amusement of her parents. "This is your influence, love, this penchant for mischief," Arwen said after a moment as the two of them began following after their daughter at a more leisurely pace. "That is not fair, Arwen," her husband objected. "Is it not? I have heard many a tale of your childhood, Aragorn," she replied, and the suppressed laughter in her tone was evident as she followed her daughter’s progress with her eyes. "Our brothers exaggerate wildly," Aragorn replied in his own defense, which was true, and all knew it: for Elladan and Elrohir were now well known to the court of Gondor, which had swiftly learned to fear their joint sense of humor. "Your mother was not one to exaggerate; nor is my father!" Arwen countered innocently. "If you refer to the candle incident, that was hardly due to any willful wrong-doing," Aragorn sighed dramatically, his tone one of slightly aggrieved forbearance as he nodded to the guards who stood before a small gate that led out of the seventh circle. Beyond it lay the beginnings of a rough path that went up for a while between high walls onto the mountain. The gate-wardens saluted, and one hurried off to report that the king and queen and their daughter would be unavailable for the next few hours. Aragorn, meanwhile, held the gate for his wife. "And what of the bow strings? I cannot see how that could have been an accident," Arwen demanded, looking askance at him as she passed through the gate and waited for him to join her. "No one ever found those strings, after all, and I maintain that Elrohir must have lost them." "Including the one that was strung? My brother has many talents, but even he has not such art, to lose a string off of a strung bow!" "As I recall, that string was broken, which was why he needed another!" "You but beg the question now, love." "As do you, Lady Undómiel! I doubt me that Elladan and Elrohir alone carried the burden of disrupting Imadris’ peaceful doings all the long centuries ere I arrived. Mischief is in your blood as well, and has had far longer to become a fine art in you, as many here know as well. Éowyn will remind you of her brother’s straits when you conspired against him in the matter of Lothíriel," Aragorn replied, cocking a brow at his wife, eyes glittering with amusement. "That was not mischief, that was a marriage match in question." "And whose idea was it to have Éomer’s horse startled into the river so Lothíriel would have cause to help the poor man out?" Aragorn demanded, slipping an arm about her waist to pull her fast against him as they walked. "You agreed to the idea." "After it was already over, and only because you were so very… persuasive… that night." "Then you should study to have a sterner will, love," Arwen replied simply. "Perhaps I need to practice more often, then, the better to learn to resist bribery!" Aragorn suggested, and Arwen laughed. "Perhaps… but not tonight, I fear!" "No, not tonight." "But for the moment, let us set such matters aside. Do you truly wish to send Líriel north to stay with our brothers?" Arwen demanded. "‘Tis well that your father is no longer lord of Imladris, or I fear I might never be welcome there again after such a visit!" "And I thought he could never be more aggrieved with you than after he learned of our betrothal," Arwen agreed. "Well then, come, my lady Undomíel! For Líriel is out of sight ahead!" Aragorn sprang away, and Arwen, with a shake of her head, grabbed her skirts in one hand and followed, graceful and sure as the Elf that she was. The Aramen might take a good hour to climb, but Aragorn was quick, and Líriel, for all her shorter legs, had elven blood in her veins to draw upon. It would be an interesting race, Arwen thought, and wondered who she wanted to win. ***** * Indirkan is from "Where the Stars are Strange." If you want background on the early part of his story, feel free to read. It's not necessary that you do so, however. *Ada–Sindarin, "daddy." Haradric: "Nha-din hurukyokh mhat’ivar, ne?": Nothing is without risk, no? "A na! Do, ani undoni!": True! So they tell it! "Kuvate drach ng ihtai.": 'Words out of the mouth', i.e., rumors on the streets, word of mouth. ~~~~ Chapter Two Towards the Brink Indirkan stood upon the docks of the Harlond and tried not to fidget. Such restlessness was unbecoming in one of his years and experience, yet the urge to squirm like an unblooded youth was nearly unbearable. Nearly! he reminded himself, turning over in his mind the things that he would need to do ere he set out to meet up with Faramir’s company as it moved south to Poros and beyond. Already he had completed his usual routine, but given the gravity of the situation, there was no point in leaving any loose ends for others to tie up in his absence. For who knows but that this journey may be my last. This could be my last day in Minas Tirith. As of yet, few knew of his plight, even among the escort he maintained. Only stubborn, dog-loyal Hetkahrat knew the truth, but the head of his guard detail was a morose and taciturn fellow not given to chatter, even in the best of times. Which these certainly are not! Indirkan thought. Certainly none of the dock-workers knew aught of him or of his family as they scurried about, tying the ropes, calling instructions to each other to ease the craft into harbor. But he could feel eyes on him, and turning his head slightly, he caught sight of Liríel watching him solemnly, her hands resting almost possessively on her sister’s shoulders. The heir of Gondor raised her chin and squared her shoulders in a rather determined manner ere her eyes cut once more to the boat. Halareth only cast a somewhat puzzled, suspicious glance back at her older sister, as if wondering at the other’s mood, and Indirkan hid a smile. Good girl, he thought. She has said nothing to Halareth. Indirkan’s gaze drifted from Liríel to the queen who stood at her children’s side, and Arwen offered the slightest of smiles ere she glided forward, moving with a noiseless grace that Indirkan could but envy. It was an elvish trait, he knew, and no mortal being could hope to match her smooth gait, but still, he remembered a number of occasions when he would have been glad of such unconscious stealth. "I have looked forward to this meeting for many years, Indirkan," Arwen said in a low voice. "Your sister must be an extraordinary woman." "She is. Kirdali was… is… everything to me," the Haradrim replied with a smile. "So Aragorn told me once," Arwen said, and then turned her attention to the party making its way down the gangplank. The escort seemed standard enough, but something about the way that they stood–hovered, rather–caught her attention. The men all had Rhanion’s sigils on their clothing, indicating household retainers, and behind them trailed a pair of women: the first Haradrim women Arwen had yet seen. Their robes were little different from that of the men, save that they bore no obvious weapon and were more concealing in their drape. They walked slowly, seeming to hold back from the others, whether out of deference or a certain aloof poise, even an Elf could not be quite certain yet. But whereas Arwen’s gaze encompassed the party entire, Indirkan saw but one figure--she who walked in the midst of the others and who looked unerringly to him. Kirdali of House Rhanion lifted a pair of doe-brown eyes to his and smiled at him. Indirkan felt himself smiling in response, and as the others parted to let her pass, he moved forward and swept her up in a fierce embrace. "Welcome at last!" he murmured into her ear, feeling relief sweep through him like the winds. "’Ndirak," she breathed, and her arms about him tightened. For a time they stood wordlessly, holding each other, and unspoken between them hung the knowledge that this meeting was also a farewell of sorts. Kirdali was no fool, to have lived out her life in Harad in a disgraced house, and with a traitor for both son and brother; she knew well enough the way the wind blew in the desert. But this was hardly the time to speak of such things, and as Indirkan stepped back, he caught her hand in his and turned to Arwen with a smile that showed nothing of his inner turmoil. "Your majesty, here is my sister, Kirdali," he said, speaking in his own tongue for his sister’s benefit since what little Westron Kirdali had was insufficient to the need of the day. "You are most welcome to our home, Lady Kirdali," Arwen replied in kind, and Indirkan felt his sister’s fingers tighten round his, as if with relieved gratitude for the sound of her native language. Kirdali curtseyed after the manner of the Haradrim, laying one hand upon her breast as she bowed her head and lowered herself smoothly to touch the ground with one knee ere she rose again. "Queen of Gondor," she murmured without raising her eyes to the other woman’s face. "I owe you many thanks for allowing me to come to see my brother. And I am honored by your presence!" "The sister of my cousin is one deserving of honor. But allow me to present my daughters: Liríel, the elder, and the heir of Gondor and Arnor," Arwen said, and Liríel came forward to make her obeisance. "And this is Halareth, my younger daughter." "May you never know thirst," Liríel said in formal greeting, and Kirdali blinked, casting a somewhat surprised glance at her brother. For one so young, and a girl besides, would never have spoken so forwardly to a guest, nor been called heir to a noble house. "May you grow in wisdom, young one," she replied, and Liríel nodded with commendable poise. The formal introductions now over, the group turned now to the horses stationed nearby. Mounting them, they began to make their way across the vast fields of the Pelennor, and Indirkan remembered his own first journey upon that grassy plain. There were trenches in the ground then, and gaps in the walls, he thought. Now there were few traces of the battle that had nearly brought Minas Tirith to its knees: orchards grew once more, and pastures were open; men and women worked the land and feared not that the winter would bring starvation or rations. But from that day to this, one thing remains the same, Indirkan thought grimly. When first I came here, Harad stood ready for civil war. Alas for my country and my people! What irony, that we who grudge to waste even a drop of blood in the desert should spill so much of it so willingly and so often! "My husband would have come to greet you as well," Arwen was saying, Indirkan shook himself out of his brief and dark reverie. "But alas, he could not, for he has had other tasks to attend to of late. He shall join us later, however." "I am told by my brother, your majesty, that the court of Gondor is a place of many wonders, for many are the people who come to dwell in the city or who visit it. It does not surprise me, therefore, to learn that you greet guests according to their own customs," Kirdali replied. Arwen smiled slightly, but one who knew her would recognize her approval of the other’s perceptiveness and straight-forward reply. It had not been lost on Indirkan, either, that those who had waited with him on the docks were, with the exception of the escort, female, though in truth he had wondered at Arwen’s presence, for surely the Queen of Gondor had many duties to perform. "Say rather according to a mixture of custom," Arwen said in response. "Among my people even a queen may go forth to greet her guests. I should be sorry not to make you welcome, Lady Kirdali." "I fear I know little of Elves, your majesty," Kirdali replied. "Are there many in Minas Tirith?" "The Elves of Ithilien come often to visit and to trade, and my brothers occasionally come as well," Arwen responded. "But they do not stay?" "No, they do not." And at that, Kirdali turned her eyes to the queen, considering this fair enigma that rode at her side. A maiden’s grace and youth she had, and yet she was possessed of a gravity that bespoke experience far greater than even her own. Kirdali had seen more than sixty winters come and go: her hair was grey, and her face lined with much sorrow; the decades weighed heavy on her, and yet beside Arwen, she felt as a newborn day. Her brother’s rather clumsy attempts to describe Gondor’s queen on his visits home became suddenly understandable, and she darted a look at him out of the corners of her eyes ere she looked back to Arwen. Exquisite as silk or cut glass; beautiful as tears, as men say, Kirdali thought. And yet…and yet, for all her beauty and wisdom, the other woman was not beyond the reach of mortal grief. Kirdali read it in her face which, though, unmarked by passing years, still told of sorrow beyond the power of words or even tears to express. And still she is unbowed by it! "Then you and I, my queen, are alike: alone amid a people not our own," the Haradrim said softly, yet without so much as a quaver in her voice. It was a fairly daring thing to say to one who wore a crown, and she heard her brother draw a sharp breath at her side. Even a few of the guards looked up in surprise, and Halareth and Liríel tried very hard not to be too obvious as to the fact that they listened now avidly, awaiting their mother’s response. Arwen met her eyes, then, and Kirdali felt them pierce her to the core with their silver brilliance. But whereas the men of Eriador and Gondor might marvel that so bright a regard could hide so very much, Kirdali felt no surprise, for she came of a land where the sun that illumined the plains also blinded he who would look upon the deserts. Light was no simple matter, to be trusted absolutely for its glory, for the day was dangerous. There were in Harad those who whispered that Gondor’s elvish queen was fey– a witch who could ensorcel a man and steal his soul with but a look, for were not Elves luminous creatures, changeable and deadly in their radiance? She had not come hither to test such tales, yet Kirdali, feeling the pressure of that gaze, knew then that they were true: if she wished it, Arwen could have any man she desired bent to her will, and it would need no great effort on her part. A word, a touch… not even a promise nor the hope of one, but the desire to hear her voice and be pinioned by those eyes, to be dazzled and blinded, would draw a man after her, if she willed to have such servants. But she would not, Kirdali realized. And so the rumor is at once true and false. So she concluded, and lowered her eyes, unable to withstand the intensity of the other’s gaze. I feel for her mate, to be ever under such eyes. No wonder to me that all the North and West follow Elessar if he can match such a woman! "Verily, we are alike, my lady," Arwen said just then, and with those words, much of the tension seemed to dispel throughout the group. Kirdali risked another look, but the queen smiled gently this time, and there was a touch of sadness in her face. "Very much alike indeed!" *** Faramir, Steward of Gondor, stood at the edge of the camp and followed the Harad Road as far south as merely mortal eyes would permit. Poros’ slow waters slid lazily down their ancient channel, barely audible though the river bordered their campsite. Just across that river lies Ithilien, he thought. Twenty years ago, this would be disputed land. Today, I am still a day’s ride from the border of Harad, yet though the maps have changed, I believe that the knot in my stomach has remained the same! It would never do to admit to nerves, of course, particularly before his men, and Faramir had had many years to master the art of concealing his fears. But nevertheless, he could not fool himself and had no desire to do so: he owed his life many times over to his intuition, and so however unpleasant the sensation of doom hanging by a thread above him, he took care to examine it, that he might learn something from it. Alas, until I meet with the Haradrim, or set foot in Rhath-Ihnfar, I have little to shape my intuition, save what I know already. The Prince of Ithilien sighed softly, glancing down at the ground. Still green with grass this close to the river, it would soon grow dry and dusty, and already, they had left the trees behind. If they left on the morrow, then in another three days, he and his escort would reach Mharosh, the first large city along the Harad Road, and one of few that had managed to survive the centuries of warfare and dispute intact. Two days after that, he should be in Rhath-Ihnfar, the chief city of Harad. Of Hradar, I should say, to call it as the hradari call it, Faramir corrected himself, thoughtfully rubbing his jaw. Every time he journeyed south, he went through the same period of adjustment, until it no longer felt strange to think in another language. He might not speak quite as well or fluently as his liege-lord, but he was competent, and each visit improved his speech. I do but wish my reasons for visiting were less dark! For in truth, there was much about Harad and Haradrim custom that fascinated him. But as was all too often the case, his scholar’s curiosity must be set aside, for he could not risk distraction. War lurked like an unsettled ghost from Minas Tirith to Ghoradi, from Dale to Edoras and even beyond: it touched Bree, and Annuminas and the Angle were well aware of the repercussions should Gondor go to war again. Once I turned to the army to escape my father; a taste of battle was enough to disabuse me of the notion that soldiering is glorious, and yet even had I the choice, I doubt I could give it up, he thought moodily. For while I am able to fight, I owe Gondor my service in all things. And having struggled to offer it for years when my father wanted nothing from me, I shall not complain now of anything Aragorn asks of me. His lips twitched in a slight, somewhat sad, smile as, in his head, he heard his brother’s voice, fondly wry and evincing a slight resignation just as it had so often in life: Your heart is ever willing, Faramir, but take care not to trip over your own long thoughts! Boromir, with his quick conviction and direct sentiments, would have laughed (though not unkindly) at the roundabout manner in which Faramir accepted his place as both warrior and prince. Valar, but I miss the sound of his voice! Had he lived, I wonder what he would make of Gondor today. And what would he make of me? Of Éowyn? Of his nephews and niece? For Faramir’s eldest son, Tarathil, was just now fourteen and eagerly learning the craft of both warrior and councilor. And he looks so much like my brother at that age that it is uncanny! Save only for his eyes: more blue than grey they are. As for the other two, Léof, the younger boy, had less interest in sword-craft but showed a positive gift for languages that promised to surpass even Faramir’s, which would stand him in good stead later on. For the moment, the twelve-year old was away in Rohan under his uncle’s tutelage, and would not be home for another six or eight months. I would I could send Tarathil in his place sometimes. This war, once it breaks out, shall likely drag on just long enough for him to be a part of it. And though Faramir knew that as Prince of Ithilien, he could not hold his oldest child safely at home, as a father he could still wish that the boy was occupied elsewhere, further from the front. At least he would never need to hold such concerns about Varwyn, who was too young, even, to inspire paternal fears over suitors or any other such matters. Eight years old and precocious, his daughter cared little as of yet for the burden of governance, preferring to raid her father’s collection of poetry instead. Either that or she slips away to the stables to see the horses. Éowyn had instilled an abiding love of the beasts in all of their children, and in that, more than in looks, her heritage shone clear. Of course, I do hope that Varwyn shall never take it into her head to follow her mother’s example in matters of war. If I am fortunate, then by the time she is old enough to think of doing so, we shall be at peace once more. Boromir would have raised a skeptical brow at such worries, but then again, he had not known Éowyn either. I wish that he had! I think he would have grown to like her… or else they would have been at each other’s throats, ‘tis difficult to say. Memories of his brother’s love for him--a love that only one other in all of Gondor had known of, much to the brothers’ terrified chagrin--brought fresh grief, and he wondered once more what would have happened had Denethor’s plan to wed Boromir to Éowyn been carried through.* Would he have learned to love her, I wonder? She might have been the only woman who was a match for him. Certainly she would have been a puzzle for him--a rival in sword-craft, but a woman nonetheless. Mayhap she would have won his heart, and turned him from me, I know not. There was much in that unwritten book that Faramir would have given much to know, but all such speculation eventually came up against the hard fact of Boromir’s untimely death. All that Faramir knew with certainty was that when first he had kissed Éowyn and meant it as more than simple affection or consolation, it was Boromir’s mouth and touch that he had thought of. When first I kissed her as one who would be her husband, I remembered my brother! How could I ever explain that to her, or to anyone? It was the one secret he kept from his wife, and not simply because he had no desire to hurt or confuse her: that kiss was something private, something that was only his and Boromir’s, and he would never rob his brother’s memory by revealing it to another. "You have the sea-look to your eyes tonight, my lord," a voice at his elbow startled him, and Faramir turned quickly, even as he identified the speaker. In the fading light, the other’s fair hair glinted red-gold, as if crowned with flame, and green eyes gazed back, both bemused and amused, as a slight smile curved his lips. "Legolas!" Faramir sighed softly and shook his head. "Good evening to you," the elven prince replied, making him an elaborate bow that earned a bark of laughter. "And to you, my friend. What brings you?" "Naught but the look of you," the Elf said, with unusually pointed candor. "You said I have a sea-look tonight…." "So we say among ourselves, though it sounds perhaps awkward and unlovely in this tongue," Legolas shrugged slightly. "Mayhap I should have said that you seem preoccupied. Dare I guess the matter?" And when Faramir only cocked a brow at him, clearly inviting him to try his best, the Elf continued, "Harad… Éowyn... a fear, perhaps, of failure?" "I may yet live to see an Elf wrong," Faramir replied, and this time it was Legolas’ turn to laugh softly. "In truth, all of these things weigh heavy on my mind, but it is my brother who is most in my thoughts tonight. Sixteen years it has been, yet his memory remains undimmed." "Then you are fortunate, for Men forget easily, and many are they who wish to remember but one feature of a loved one’s face with clarity," Legolas said gently. "But I think he would not wish you to grieve still when you think of him." "He would not, but we were not always of one accord in all matters," Faramir replied, smiling slightly as he waved away the issue. "Let him sleep peacefully, undisturbed by our whispers. I had intended to seek you out in any case. You need not come with us, Legolas." "You have requested our assistance, and more, Aragorn has asked for the aid of the Elves of South Ithilien. Wherefore should we refuse it?" "That is not what I meant, as well you know. Your people are spread along the borders of Mordor along with my own, and your company shall camp with mine. I had thought you would remain here with them, for you shall be needed should aught happen," Faramir replied. "I should think you would hesitate to leave your people leaderless." "Dorothil commands in Ithilien, and has seen a thousand years more of Arda, in war and peace, than have I. And my company here is far smaller than yours, and marches under the aegis of the king’s orders to you. My people shall obey the commands of your captain as if they were my own. As for myself, I serve where I see a need." "And you see a need to risk yourself in Rhath-Ihnfar?" "You have asked for an Elf’s aid, the better to observe the Haradrim and detect any foul play among them; and Aragorn believes that your mission has no small importance. Many there are among my people who are older than I, yet few who have spent as much time in the company of mortals. I would trust this task to no other, even if friendship did not compel me to place myself at your disposal," the Elf said with serene confidence. Faramir only grunted at this, knowing that further argument was futile. It had taken him some time to realize Legolas’ intentions, for when he had broached the matter of taking an Elf into Harad among his small escort, the prince had merely nodded and said, "I shall give the matter some thought." Not until this morning had Faramir learned of the other’s choice, and only by accident, for he had overheard Legolas’ second in command, one Celethrin, discussing his lord’s imminent absence with another Elf. I should still argue with him, for it would be an ill thing to lose him should aught happen in Rhath-Ihnfar. But I shall not, for in truth, I could ask for no more certain companion. And I trust that Beregond and Mablung between them shall keep him out of mischief! The captain of Faramir’s personal guard and the Ranger had come to know Legolas well--as well as any man could know an Elf who had never met one prior to the War of the Ring, that is--and the three of them together should prove a formidable obstacle for any lurking assassins or conspirators. They would also, Faramir mused, be oppressively concerned with his own well-being, which might strike him as ridiculous but that in this case, the concern was warranted. There had, after all, been seven assassinations by poison or "accident" in the last bout of internecine strife, and the count had been far higher during Harad’s first civil war as entire families were eliminated. First: as if I assume already that there shall be a second! But there was no denying that the wind was in the west, as the Haradrim were wont to say in such times, and though Faramir was not unversed in the "art" that was high politics in Harad, never before had so much hung upon his own skill. During the civil war that had broken out only a year and a half after the downfall of Sauron, Aragorn had been both king and ambassador simply because no one else in Gondor knew the game well enough to play it. And even so, he could not prevent the schism, nor has he been able to heal it since. Not for want of trying, but in the end, this is a matter the Haradrim must solve, one way or the other. "Alas that they have chosen the other!" he muttered. "Indeed," Legolas replied, seeming to have read his thoughts. "Or so it seems, for appearances sometimes deceive." "Sometimes, but I doubt that this shall prove so happy a matter. I have good reason to believe that Khand is involved, after all, and that Far Harad prepares for war," Faramir said, clapping the Elf on the shoulder as the two of them wandered back from the camp’s perimeter and passed amid the rows of tents and horses. "Ah yes. The irrepressible Bergil keeps us all well-informed," Legolas smiled, for he had grown fond of the boy in the short time that they had known each other. Half of his life, and more than that. How strange to think thus of so young a being! But however young, the lad had a discerning eye and a curiosity to rival a Dwarf’s, and he was fiercely loyal to his king--qualities that were desperately needed at the moment, and the boy had the courage to put all of them to good use. "What thinks Éowyn of these matters?" Legolas asked, since thought of Bergil drew him on to the subject of family. "Nothing good, of that you may be certain! And the king knows her opinion on the loyalties of certain of the Eight," the steward replied and offered a wry smile. "She had ever an eye for treachery, after all!" "Whom does she suspect?" Legolas asked. "Bhor’tarat and Ya’dyahnhir, though the latter is careful to remain neutral… or as neutral as one may be in Harad. She mistrusts some of the minor houses, as well, but treachery among the lesser is predictable when the great conspire against each other." "Ya’dyahnhir…." the Elf trailed off, shaking his head ere he continued, "Too reasonable they are, and a reasonable dissident is one who shakes the faith of all." "Aye. And if Lord Dharu is truly a traitor, then who can measure the harm he has done?" "Doubtless, we shall soon discover the truth," Legolas said, and then apparently decided that their conversation was grim enough, for he laid a hand upon Faramir’s back and said, "But come! Tomorrow is another day in this fair land, as we wait for Lord Indirkan to join us. Once he is come, we shall each of us have plenty of time to reiterate our worries over such matters as may arise in Harad. Now is a time to listen to the green land, and to take what comfort you can from good company, Faramir!" "You are right," the steward replied, chuckling softly as he made himself set aside his concerns. "Although I might argue the term ‘good’ company! Be warned, son of Thranduil, that Beregond and Mablung shall be your keepers on this journey. They know your ways, so mind yourself! I should hate for our only casualty to be self-inflicted." "Fear not! We cannot risk seeming divisions within our own ranks," Legolas said reassuringly. "Therefore Beregond and Mablung shall suffer no hurt not attributable to the Haradrim." "I should have asked for a second Elf simply to mind you, Legolas," Faramir replied, exasperated, but he laughed nonetheless. "Very well, no more talk of Harad for the night. Let us retire and speak of other things. How fares Gimli?" "Well and happily, and Aglarond prospers. Indeed, they have opened a path into new chambers that put all others to shame with their beauty!" "So Éowyn told me, for she heard it of her brother…." Chatting amiably, the pair passed through the camp, heading for Faramir’s tent, and the men who saw them felt some of their anxiety lift at the sight of them, light-hearted in spite of it all. *** Indirkan sighed softly, standing in the gardens where he had stood sixteen years ago on his very first night in Minas Tirith. Though he had had nearly two decades to accustom himself to such things, the sight of so much lush greenery still struck him as well nigh miraculous. And now Harad beckons… perhaps with finality, I know not! So he had come to this place tonight to remember, and in some obscure sense, to pass this treasure of a place on to his sister who must learn now to live beneath a cooler sun. Bharag ni Rhanion’tok: my nephew, the only one in whom the blood of my house runs true: my heir… and my downfall! It was a bitter legacy, and Indirkan cursed fate. After all the long years of trial and hardship, it seemed a cruel joke that he should in one breath discover that House Rhanion would not die with him, but would continue in the blood of a traitor. Have I labored so hard for this? For one of my own house to bring Harad to a second civil war? Oh, we talk around it as much as possible, for that is the way of things in Harad and Aragorn knows it well, but if war comes not now, it shall come later. ‘Tis inevitable, given the isolation of the south. We have tried to remedy that, to forge ties and yet we cannot forget the pain we have caused each other. A land divided by a divided family--poetic justice indeed! At least Kirdali would be safe here. Indeed, she seemed to accept her uprooting from her native soil with far more equanimity than he would have expected. But then again, she had accepted worse all of her life and survived with her honor intact, whatever others might say of her. At least in Gondor, she had the good will of the royal family, and if she knew little Westron, the girls could teach her. Indeed, Arwen had quietly suggested that Liríel and Halareth would be ideal companions for a time, since both children were learning Haradric and could at least make a fair exchange for the practice they would get with Kirdali. "Certainly, it will do them no harm to learn from your sister how to stand tall in adversity. And perhaps your sister would enjoy their company," the queen had said. And Kirdali had been quite agreeable when Indirkan had broached the idea with her after Arwen and Aragorn had left them alone after dinner. For his part, Indirkan would have remained with her longer, but he left on the morrow at dawn to meet Faramir south of Poros, which journey would take him three days’ steady travel by ship and leave them all bare time to come to Rhath-Ihnfar within the time allotted them. But Aragorn understood his reasons, and was willing to trust that Indirkan could make the journey at speed. "A beautiful night, is it not?" The Haradrim nearly jumped in his surprise, but given his visitor, he ought not to have expected to hear Arwen’s approach. "Quite, your majesty." "Come now," another voice spoke, and this time, Indirkan did look back to see Aragorn standing behind his wife, arms clasped loosely about her waist. "Among friends and away from other listening ears, we need not stand on formality." "Then may I say that if you expect an old man to survive ‘til dawn, you ought to know better than to creep behind him thus, Aragorn!" the ambassador said pointedly but without malice, and Gondor’s king and queen shared a laugh. "Your pardon, Indirkan!" Aragorn said stepping away from Arwen to make him a bow, and even in the light of the half-moon Indirkan could see the mirth in the other’s eyes. "But you seemed quite lost in your thoughts, and you rarely come here with a light heart." "Alas, I know it well! More’s the pity, for such a place as this ought not to be sullied with sorrow," the Haradrim replied, touching a sleeping bloom gently. "Beauty without sorrow is beyond our grasp, my friend," Arwen said softly, smiling with the sad wisdom of her people. "Trust an Elf in such matters, and learn to appreciate even the grief that makes beauty more poignant!" "Elves are strange creatures to me," Indirkan replied. "I fear I shall never easily accept all their philosophy." There fell a silence, for those words had led them to the edge of a discussion of things that none of them would have chosen to discuss, but that they could hardly afford to ignore them. Finally: "Liríel and Halareth sleep now, but look for them tomorrow morn," Aragorn said, broaching his imminent (and quite possibly permanent) departure gently but without concealment, "And have a care, for there was a brief spell when I think they were unguarded today. You may miss something in the morning!" the king warned by way of conclusion. "I shall be careful!" Indirkan chuckled, then sighed. "They are almost as my own, and if I had daughters I could ask for no better. Alas that I have but a worthless nephew who would undermine all for which we have fought for so long!" He turned away, ashamed both for the outburst and for the honor of his house. The honor of House Rhanion! Who would have guessed that any would see the day when I could say that without sarcasm? "I should know better than to complain that the world is unjust," he murmured, unable to hide the pain in his voice. "And yet… it is not fair!" "No, it is not, and in my turn, I, too, have cursed fortune, knowing well that she cares not," Aragorn replied softly, laying a hand on Indirkan’s shoulder. "Doubtless I shall have cause to do so again in the days to come. But do not surrender hope yet. This is a war made by men, and it can be ended by them as well. Your straits are less bad than they were when Sauron reigned still." "True enough, yet my life comes to its twilight, my friend," Indirkan shook his head. "I would end it in peace, and in the knowledge that Harad heals!" There was a brief silence, and the old man wondered whether it was mild shock for his bluntness or merely the fact that there was little to say to such a complaint. At length though, Arwen took his hand in hers and spoke again. "Harad shall heal, of that have no fear! It may be, however, that it is not your fate to see it but to bequeath it to your sons. And say not that you have none, for in truth you have many, though they share your blood by choice. And though I cannot grant you longer life, I would still have you continue on with hope of peace." Something cold and round fell into his palm from her hand, and Indirkan blinked, raising the trinket in the moonlight. A ring it was, pale gold and set with small red gems. "What is this, my lady?" Indirkan turned a puzzled look upon her, his gaze traveling between Aragorn and Arwen both in incomprehension. "The Three are no longer, and the One is passed away, as are the Seven and the Nine. But other rings were wrought in Eregion--wrought with no more magic than the love of a craftsman for his work, and the desire to bring joy to a friend. This is one of the lesser rings of Celebrimbor. ‘Lesser,’ I say, but only compared with the height of his craft which has brought us so much pain in the end. When the world was younger, he loved my grand-mother, Galadriel, though she gave her love to Celeborn of Doriath.** Yet he made this for her, for the heart that was in her, and it has come to me from my mother. I give it now to you, Indirkan, for good will is never wasted, and resides in all the work of an Elf’s hand. Good night, my friend. We shall see you on the morrow." And with that, the King and Queen of Gondor strode away, arm in arm, and left Indirkan to his marveling. A ring… an elven ring. Once more, Indirkan held it up to the moon light, and the pale light touched upon the stones that glinted as if with a sleeping fire. Too small it, is, then, for me to wear, and yet…. He tried it nonetheless, and found, to his wonder, that the ring seemed made for his hand. A short breath of laughter escaped him, and he shook his head, gazing after Aragorn and Arwen in awe. "Until tomorrow then. Good night!" ******* * If you’ve read it before, you know I’m referring to events in "From the Other River Bank." If you haven’t read it, you’re not obligated to, but I think you get the idea of the crux of that story. Yes, I know, I refer to my own stuff shamelessly, but hey, it’s all part of a large story web for me. I’m just not skilled enough to put it all in one giant book-like format. =) ** Reference to the tale of Galadriel and Celeborn in Unfinished Tales. There is a part describing the forging of the Elessar that hints at an unfulfilled relationship between Galadriel and Celebrimbor. ~~~ Chapter Three Behind the Throne Halareth frowned slightly in concentration, trying to untie the knot in her thread. She was not quite certain how she had managed to tangle it so thoroughly, and the six year-old's patience swiftly ebbed as her efforts seemed only to create more knots. Now I do need Líriel, except that I do not want to ask for her help. Not that her sister would begrudge it, but she would get that look and settle down calmly to fix the problem with that slight smile that Halareth knew too well. Adults might have called that smile smug or condescending; Halareth followed her nurses' wisdom and said that Líriel sometimes gave herself airs, as if she were a proper grown-up. And though Halareth was quite young, she knew full well that Líriel was still a child herself. Sometimes her sister needed a fight to remember it, and usually, Halareth was willing to give it to her. But I am supposed to be very proper myself, and so is Líri, so I better not say anything! The little girl darted a quick look at her sister, seated in a chair and reading quietly, seeming quite absorbed. And then, even more furtively, she risked a glance at the reason for their good behavior: for seated in the window embrasure was the sad and silent lady Kirdali, Indirkan's sister. Halareth did not really understand why everyone was so worried about 'Ndirak leaving, for he had come and gone many times before. But however straight the faces of those who had gone to see him off, there had been an aura of tension and fear that was palpable. Even Nana and Ada are unhappy. They do not show it, but I can tell anyway, Halareth thought, and that warned her that something Very Bad indeed had happened. Or would happen, she could not be certain which it was. And as if to prove her fears correct, Indirkan himself had behaved… oddly. When he had knelt before his 'daughters of the heart,' as he had put it, he had gazed long at them, as if trying to engrave their images in his mind. And he had said, "Farewell to you both! I shall think often of you, and I hope that you shall think of me sometimes." Both girls had assured him that they would, and there was the slightest quaver in Líriel's voice that had made Halareth suspicious of her. Líriel knows something too, but she will not tell me. And now I cannot even make her tell me! But in any case, the Haradrim ambassador had asked a favor of them just before he left: "If you would, look after my sister for me. She knows little of the tongue of the West, and I fear her days may be lonely." And so here they were, doing their best to fulfill their promise to Indirkan, but thus far, Kirdali seemed more shy and quiet than they. Or maybe she misses her brother too much to speak with us. Though she would never admit it, Halareth thought it would be an awful thing to be parted from Líriel for very long. She could not imagine spending years and years without her, and she wondered how Kirdali had managed all that long time alone. Certainly her maids were not very helpful in distracting her: one stood just out of arm's reach behind and to one side of her mistress, and the other sat quietly and sewed. Neither had spoken a word since their arrival six days ago, or if they had, Halareth had not heard it. Even when Kirdali asked them for something, they obeyed silently, and Halareth wondered if this were some peculiar Haradrim custom. Pursing her lips, Gondor's younger princess stared down at her own attempted needlework (Arwen had begun teaching her only a few months ago, and she was not very good at keeping an even line yet) and boredom warred with curiosity. Truly, it was hardly a fair battle, for anyone with a modicum of elvish blood could hardly resist the allure of the new and untried. And so, setting aside her futile efforts, Halareth climbed to her feet and wandered over to where lady Kirdali sat in the afternoon sunlight. Indirkan's sister had some pages set before her on a thin wooden board; an inkpot sat within easy reach, and she held a peculiar sort of stylus in her left hand. As Halareth approached, Kirdali glanced up from her writing and offered a slight if kindly enough smile, which the little girl returned, trying to seem as friendly as possible. But Kirdali said naught, and so Halareth let her eyes wander down to the pages on their board, and she frowned, puzzled. Halareth had been raised in the company of books, brought up to a tradition of literacy that stretched back to the founding of Númenor on her father's side and to time out of mortal mind on her mother's. Words surrounded her at all times: Líriel read to her, as did her parents when they had the chance, and she had listened to lords and ladies come to speak with as much eloquence as they could muster before her mother. Given this wealth of words and writing, Halareth had already begun to recognize certain written words, and she knew that her sister's tutors would begin to teach her to read very soon, since she had the aptitude and the interest. In the mean time, Líriel tried to teach her a little, though both girls tended to lose patience with each other after but a short while. Still, Halareth was proud of herself for her progress. But as she stood there at Kirdali's side, she could read nothing of the words on these pages, though some of the characters almost seemed familiar to her. "What do you write, milady?" she asked, hoping that that would not seem too forward a question. Behind her, her sister paused in the act of turning a page, and she could feel Líriel's attention shift from the book to herself. Kirdali blinked, seeming surprised, and she asked, "How know you that I write anything at all?" "I beg your pardon, my lady?" Halareth's brow furrowed at the strange question, and she looked again at the ornate, bold script, wondering if this were some sort of bizarre Haradrim jest. But no, there were words there, arranged into patterns and spirals rather than lines, but she was certain they what she saw was writing, and so she answered, "Those are letters, are they not? I cannot read well… not yet, but I do know the letters. Most of them, that is, though I cannot tell what some of these are. You must write something very beautiful, though, to spend so much time making them." This elicited a soft laugh, and the Haradrim set aside her stylus-- a brush, Halareth realized-- and two warm fingers raised her chin so that she gazed up into Kirdali's deep brown eyes. "Perceptive child," she murmured. "Some there are in my land who would not see the letters." "Why, then, do you write them thus?" "For their beauty," Kirdali replied, and paused a moment, glancing about, ere she asked, "They say in my land that Elves are a torrent of words, most of them magical and dangerous. Yet I see no lettercraft here, and I wonder at that." "'Lettercraft?'" Halareth asked. "We call it kevan'atailit. I fear I know too little of Westron to give it any other name," Kirdali replied. "'Beautifulling-letters'," Líriel abandoned her reading to join the conversation. "Calligraphy, I think." "Perhaps so," Kirdali said. "It is an art much practiced among the learned of my land, and for many reasons." "Why do you do it?" Halareth asked. "For the pleasure it brings to long hours," Kirdali said, with a sad smile. "Many years I have had to master the art." "Could I learn it?" "Hal, you cannot even read yet!" Líriel said, raising a skeptical eyebrow, and Halareth shot her sister a glare. "Yes I can! Not wel, but I learn quickly. You said so yourself, Líri!" Halareth retorted. Then, deciding to ignore her sister, she turned her attention back to lady Kirdali, who had a hand over her mouth, but the creases round her bright eyes said that she smiled behind that hand. "Could I learn it? Even though I do not read very well? Yet, I mean." "You have an eye for patterns, child, if you could discern the lettering without knowing enough to read it. You may have the gift, but it is not an art that is lightly taught! Once begun, the student may not ask to end her instruction: only the teacher may decide whether she is suited to continue," Kirdali cautioned. "But if you are suited to it, then doubtless you could master the art, if you are willing and patient… and open to revelations. Are you?" "I can be," Halareth said stoutly, and deliberately refused to acknowledge Líriel's doubtful look. "Yes, I am!" "Very good then. Remember that you said that, child. And if you would learn, then come and sit and we shall see what the brush says of you!" And as Halareth scrambled up into her lap to obey, eager to try her hand, Kirdali smiled to herself despite the tension that hummed softly within her. In truth, she was uncertain whether she was equal to the task of teaching, knowing the turmoil that lay just beneath the surface of her soul. For six days, since Indirkan had left, the two girls had been frequent companions, though it was clear that they were not entirely certain what to make of her. The children's nurses or tutors would appear at regular intervals to look in on them (and also to look in on her, she suspected), but other than these interruptions, she was very much alone with them. Alone with them, and with her memories of another place, and another dark-haired child who once had been all her comfort. Bharag had been so sweet a child…. And yet he became a monster! Kirdali thought bitterly. Her son had grown weary of his lot, resentful, impatient--very like Indirkan had been as a young man. But whereas her brother had never let his shame and anger shake his love for his family, Bharag had grown to hate the name of Rhanion. Often he had cursed his uncle, whose infamy had seen him disowned. That was inexcusable in Kirdali's eyes, for though Rhanion had had to disown Indirkan as well, in order to survive, in the privacy of their own house, father and sister had never ceased to mourn for him, even if they found his choice incomprehensible. For when one has nothing, or next to it, one may not simply toss aside what one does have. Bharag never learned that, and I fear now the consequences of that… that… wantonness! Doubtless, there were far more important matters afoot than her traitor of a son, since the Eight seemed likely to harbor rebels within its ranks as well. Yet Kirdali had been ever the victim of politics, and her mind and heart fixed upon what touched her most closely: her son's betrayal, and her brother's peril. Particularly when Halareth turned an enchanting smile--an elfin smile, perhaps?--up at her, she felt a thrill of shame that was shot through with dread. For if rumor is true--and I doubt not that it is--then Bharag shall be among those who draw Gondor and Hradar to war again. My own child may make the children of my hosts orphans! How could I face them or any in this city without shame should the news come one day that King Elessar comes not again? Of course, it hardly seemed possible, here, in the heart of Gondor, to imagine that Harad would prevail in this struggle, even if Khand were involved. And yet the impossible occasionally happens, as I know well, Kirdali thought, even as she began helping Halareth trace out her first letters. For at the height of Sauron's ascendancy, it had seemed impossible that the faltering West could prevail against Mordor for even an hour, let alone find victory in the end. And for a young girl, watching her brother slip away into the night, full of doubts and a strange determination born of she knew not what precisely, it had seemed impossible that she should see him again. Yet Sauron is vanquished, and Indirkan lives still. And once again, things shift and we know not whither we go now, if not to the abyss! However remote the possibility, Hradar and Khand together might overthrow Gondor if they truly are in league. And whether or not my faithless son has any part in the coming war, I doubt not that he would be pleased with the carnage should Gondor fall! Bharag ni Rhanion'tori, who had hair dark as Halareth's and a smile long desecrated by his own hatred and bitter resentment…. "Like this?" Halareth asked, her voice shattering Kirdali's thoughts in an instant. The Haradrim blinked and made herself leave off fearful speculation to examine the girl's efforts. The first written word was always the name of the hopeful apprentice, and though somewhat awkwardly formed, it was a worthy first attempt given Halareth's youth. "Good. Now, think of another word, one that touches you," Kirdali instructed, and Halareth cocked her head thoughtfully. After a moment, she gave a nod, glancing up at the old woman. "Begin again, and as you write, think of all that this word means to you and let that guide your hand." Frowning with concentration, Halareth bent over the board again, and Kirdali drew a deep breath, letting her eyes close. I should not teach her, not as I am! For to truly teach kevan'atailit required a finely honed inner balance, that passion would not blind the instructor to the nuances of another's expression. How shall I judge the state of her soul as she lets it appear if I fear to reveal my own? Such doubts frightened her, and the more she fought it, the more her own work reflected that darkness within in its more angular script, in the way the composition mirrored her sense of suffocating self-enclosure. Why must I be ever alone…? "Milady?" Halareth's voice intruded once more, and Kirdali quickly composed herself. "Mmm… let me see." She gazed down over the top of the girl's head, and felt a rather bittersweet pang to see what Halareth had written. "Torh," she murmured softly, and Líriel looked up once again from her book. "Let me see, Hal?" The older girl came to stand at her sister's side and the three of them gazed down at the paper. Something like a smile tugged at Líriel's mouth, and she laid a hand on Halareth's shoulder, as if in silent approval. "A powerful word, child, and an interesting hand. You are more deep-rooted than I thought." And mayhap this is why I will teach you in spite of myself. For perhaps you see more clearly than I in this place, in this time. Torh… Family indeed! *** Arwen stood at the door, listening to the low murmur of voices within, and she smiled to herself for the unassuming tones. After a morning spent in council with her husband, the assembled lords of Gondor and two ambassadors, the sound of such easy conversation was welcome indeed, and she was loathe to interrupt it. Nevertheless, she had not come simply to look in on her daughters (though that, too, was a welcome relief from minding worried diplomats), and so she nodded to the guards and quietly opened the door. Inside the sun-lit room, the Haradrim women seemed dark-standing shadows, starkly evident, and it was one of the maids who first noticed her. Hastily, the woman dropped to one knee, hands clenched tight against her chest, and there she remained. The others, alerted by her sudden movement, turned towards her, and her daughters grinned brightly. "Nana!" Halareth climbed out of Kirdali's lap, and she went quickly to throw her arms about her mother. Arwen smiled and laid a hand atop her head as she surveyed the scene. Kirdali had risen, and she curtseyed now, rising very slowly. "Your majesty," Indirkan's sister said respectfully. "My lady Kirdali," Arwen responded, and glanced to either side of the Haradrim noblewoman, where the maids remained in their stances of profound, almost groveling, obeisance. Pursing her lips slightly, the queen shook her head and said, "Please instruct your women to rise." Her tone was mild enough, but it was clear that she would brook no arguments, and Kirdali raised a brow at that. "As you wish. Lhinya, Irin," she said, and after a moment's hesitation, the two maids climbed uncertainly to their feet. "Should I leave, your majesty, so that you may speak with your daughters?" "No, for I came to speak to you as well. If you would, however, I would speak to you in private. Halareth, Líriel, perhaps you would show the maids out… if you would, my lady?" "Yes, Naneth," Líriel said, obediently, but her eyes glittered with curiosity. Halareth glanced from her sister to her mother, and then nodded. "Yes, Nana! Come on!" the younger girl beckoned in hradathur to the maids, and Kirdali blinked, but once again, she acceded to the request--or rather, the politely phrased command--and the two girls led the Haradrim women out into the halls. The guards closed the door behind them, leaving the Queen of Gondor alone with Kirdali of Harad. "I apologize for my absence in the past three days," Arwen said, gliding forward, and Kirdali shook her head. "You have many responsibilities, your majesty. I should not wish to think that you interrupted them for my sake!" "Duty comes ever first, but I have some duty to you as, well, my lady, for you are the sister of a friend whom I promised to make welcome. I hope at least that my daughters have given you no trouble?" Arwen asked. "None, your majesty. They are quite charming, truly. I had forgotten what it is like to have young children about." The other woman spoke softly and well, with no break in her intonation, but Arwen had an Elf's sharp ears and she yet perceived the anguish beneath that calm exterior. "As had I!" the queen replied, and smiled at the other's momentary confusion. Then enlightenment dawned, and Kirdali cocked her grey head curiously. "Will you permit me a question, your majesty? One that may seem quite impertinent?" "Of course. And if it is to be impertinent, you may call me Arwen, for queens do not tolerate the impertinent, according to the custom of Gondor." This time, Kirdali did laugh at her dry humor. "Nor in Harad, though we have no queen. Very well, then: how old are you, Arwen?" "Nearly three millennia have I seen, and am accounted among the younger children of the Eldar," the queen replied with a smile for the other's amazement. "Our people dwindle in numbers, for many have departed over the sea, fleeing the evils of Middle-earth and the waning of our power. It has been long indeed since my father's house has had children beneath its roofs. Elvish children, at least," she added. "Three millennia… and you do not forget? Nor change?" "Things of importance I do not forget, but nothing in Middle-earth may remain unchanged. That is the way of this world, and I do not seek to challenge the will of Ilúvatar in such matters." "But you could, if you desired to?" "I could set myself in rebellion, but it would accomplish nothing," Arwen replied. "I see. Forgive me, my lady, for as I said, we know little of Elves in my land, and if there is a Maker, then we know naught of him, either." Kirdali sighed. "It must be a comfort to know such things." "To me it is. To others…." Arwen shrugged. "But surely you know something, for you are an artist, I see." The queen gestured to the calligraphy. "Your daughter's work, some of that. I hope you are not displeased that I should undertake to teach her.…" "Not at all." Arwen said, picking up one sheet and examining it. "Twill teach her some discipline, and that is always good. And no Elf can fail to love the will to create, for that runs through us all quite strongly. But I fear that I came not simply to discuss my daughters, and though I would not cause you pain, there are questions I must ask you." Arwen turned somber grey eyes on Kirdali's brown ones, and the Haradrim woman flinched slightly. "You would speak of my son, I guess you to mean," Kirdali replied, sinking down onto the embrasure once more, and Arwen came to sit beside her. "I fear that I must, for you know him best, and we find it curious, my husband and I, that one man's malfeasance should come to light so suddenly and at so… opportune… a moment. When did you first learn that others knew of your son's betrayal?" "All in Dargalt knew of it, of course. How could they not?" Kirdali asked resignedly. "But Dargalt was an isolated town, and so the news had little significance to any others. Doubtless word leaked out with the traders who passed through, but who would have reason to remember such things? We were a disgraced house, confined to one small place, and save to warn caravaners away from us, I find it hard to believe that we were discussed overmuch with outsiders." "I see. How then do you account for the resurgence of interest in your family, and by those in Rhath-Ihnfar, no less?" "I cannot account for it. Unless one of the Eight seeks to deprive you of a voice and ear sympathetic to Gondor's concerns in Harad. Some there are who might wish to keep Gondor out of our wars." "Or else to entangle her more closely, for if Khand is involved, then we are bound to help our allies." "That is true, yet…." Kirdali frowned, considering her words. At length, she made herself look into Arwen's face, gazing at her as directly as she dared. "Are you certain that you know your allies? For even as divisions run throughout the Eight--and indeed, throughout the land--within one person, there may be much ambivalence towards Gondor. Even one well-disposed towards you and yours may wish to keep Gondor at a distance." "That we know, and think not that it is only among the Haradrim that such contrariness exists. Aragorn suspects some of the Eight of playing a double game, but thus far, we have no evidence and no means of obtaining it easily. The Steward of Gondor goes south with your brother to discover what he may, and he looks to the future, when this war is over, in the hopes of finding a better balance between our people and yours." "Balance… yes. The king would know of that, I guess," Kirdali gave a slight smile. "For that we seek ever, having no other choice: we cannot satisfy all, but we may achieve a balance that lets most survive." "And what balance do you think the Haradrim would achieve with Khand?" "I am sure I know not, your majesty," Kirdali demurred. "What balance might your son hope to achieve?" "If he seeks aught else but vengeance, then I shall be surprised!" And Arwen blinked at the bitterness in the other's voice. "Bharag of Rhanion House is driven by a hatred of all that is Haradrim. Long ago, he learned to despise his people, and would not be content to endure in silence, as is our way. But rather than go among the outlaws and raiders, he chose to betray us all, and he may yet bring ruin on his house!" "You believe, then, that the Eight may use his name only to be rid of Indirkan?" "I cannot say. I… I suppose that there might be some other reason. The wheel of treachery turns in many directions, or so we say in Harad. If the Eight do not use him against Indirkan, then someone else may seek to use him against the Eight, I know not. But it is always safe in Harad to begin with the two opposite hypotheses." Kirdali replied and gave a minute shrug. "What know you of Lord Dharu, of Ya'dyahnhir?" "Naught, your majesty. I am not a politician." "And I am not a Haradrim, but for the moment, I seek to learn to think as one. My husband has the advantage of his travels, but he, too, is at a loss in this matter. There is too much that we do not know." "Was it your husband's idea for you to come?" "Why do you ask?" "I…." Kirdali blushed slightly, and looked away, embarrassed by the slip. "Forgive me, your majesty, I intended no slight to you. But it is not deemed suitable that a woman should meddle in politics. Not in Harad, at least. I thought…." "You thought my husband the agent behind my visit, and that he believed you would speak more freely with me than with him," Arwen supplied, and gave a slight smile at the other's discomfiture. "You are right in one thing: he does think you would speak more freely with me, for he knows well the position of Haradrim wives and sisters. But I am not Haradrim, nor even of the Dúnedain, and my grandmother sat upon the White Council ere ever the line of Anárion failed." "Forgive me," Kirdali murmured, and bowed her head. "There is nothing to forgive. You have much wisdom, Kirdali, but little experience of the sun, or so I perceive," Arwen said in reply, bending her sharp gaze upon the other. "If ever you wish to walk out of the shadows, please call upon me. And I hope that I shall be able to call upon you at times as well, for as I have said, I am not Haradrim. Nor is Aragorn, though he has spent much time among your people. We would welcome your insight." With that, the Queen of Gondor rose, and to Kirdali's surprise, she made her a slight bow ere she turned and walked noiselessly away. Walk out of the shadows…. It was not a thought that came naturally to a Haradrim, who was accustomed to find shelter in the shade from the deadly sunlight. I do not think I am made for such journeys. I am too old, perhaps, for such a change. But you, lady of Gondor… what do you see, that you would even make the offer, if you are so wise? And though she felt that she understood the other woman a little better for their conversation, Kirdali knew now the extent of her own ignorance: three thousand years' worth of mystery wrapped in a maiden's bewitching loveliness. Arwen…. Inspired of a sudden, Kirdali reached for her brush. Let us see what I truly would say of you! *** "How went it with Kirdali?" Aragorn asked later that evening, as he and Arwen lay quietly together, ruminating on the events of the day. "Are you familiar with the saying, 'The wheel of treachery turns in many directions'?" Arwen asked. "Entirely too familiar," her husband sighed softly, drawing her a bit closer and burying his face in the crook of her neck as if he wished to forget he had ever heard it. "Kirdali sees no logic in this situation either, and what she says of her son does not help us much, I fear. We might do better to question the household escorts on the matter of Bharag." "I fear that we would learn little. Household escorts are notoriously discreet," Aragorn replied. "And many of them are very young for their posts. They may not be old enough to remember Bharag." "Hmm. I sometimes forget how young you are, all of you!" "And I am certain that I always forget how old you are, my dear!" Aragorn retorted, nipping gently at her neck, and Arwen laughed softly, turning in his arms to face him. "As if you act your age, love!" she responded, kissing his brow. But then she sighed softly. "Well, mayhap tomorrow shall bring new insight." "Perhaps. I admire the Haradrim for their tenacity, but at times, I could wish they delighted less in their own contrariness!" "I begin to wonder whether they have not set too many birds to wing this time," Arwen mused, and Aragorn grunted softly. "They may have. 'Tis too early to know, if one can speak thus of something that has built in earnest for two years! I could wish I had been a better negotiator sixteen years ago." "Spend no regrets on the past, love. There was naught more you could have done. Harad's divisions were worse then than they are now, and those who went to war out of hatred for the West were scarcely willing to entertain the notion of closer ties with Gondor. We can but hope that that sentiment will not be as prevalent in the north this time." "So my head tells me, but try to convince my heart of that!" "Oh, I wager I could convince it," Arwen replied, snuggling invitingly closer, and her husband's soft laughter she felt as a vibration beneath her palm. "The last time you said that, you wanted my approval of your match-making methods!" "And you did agree that it was an inspired soaking, did you not? Has not Éomer been happily married five years now?" "What have you done now that requires bribery?" Aragorn demanded, running an appreciative hand over the curve of her breast. "Naught of late. But I may need your pardon later, and I would rather have it to hand," Arwen replied suggestively as Aragorn caught her in his arms and drew her hard against him. "You have it. For whatever it is or may be, I care not!" he murmured between kisses. Arwen made no answer, unless it were in her fervent response to his caresses, and Aragorn asked no further questions. For a time, they spoke not, only loved each other wordlessly. But when they had done, and lay once more quietly in each other's arms, sated and weary enough now to sleep despite the wheel of treachery that spun dizzily in each of their minds, Arwen sighed softly. War comes once more to Harad… how many more nights shall we have together? she wondered, as sleep crept over her. And though she held the memory of her husband's touch close, that too-familiar doubt cast its uneasy pall over her dreams. That all of Gondor would soon share her fears was no consolation at all, and in the days to come, she would look back on this night and wonder if she had not perhaps sensed something that even elvish foresight could not quite bring to light. At the moment, however, she was content to lie warm in her husband's embrace and let herself fall prey to mortal sleep. Count not the days, Arwen, for what is a day in sixteen years? War shall come when the time is ripe! And as Arwen dreamt restlessly, in the far south, the game was opened…. ~~~~ Chapter Four On Hostile Ground "Tarakh ng’ Ehrini. Ahn-Rhat din irigharya!" The guard who had so spoken bowed ere he continued on his way to a water break. "Halota sa," the hooded, robe-shrouded figure replied, returning the salute ere it turned back to the contemplation of the moon-lit landscape. To all appearances, an ordinary exchange as the denizens of Khera fortress went about the nightly watch. But the figure that stood in the moon-light was no Haradrim: in the darkness, it was difficult to discern the difference, but for all that he wore the garb of a desert-born soldier, there were seven stars embroidered over a white tree on his black robes--all done in Haradrim style, but still instantly recognizable. Five years I have been here, Bergil thought, and smiled a bit. After five years, he no longer stumbled over his words, nor found it strange to speak Westron or Sindarin one moment, and then Haradric--hradathur--the next. And although the small contingent of Gondorrim soldiers stationed in the Midlands of Harad might seem no more than a token, it had already earned a reputation. Their numbers were few--the Haradrim were wary of too many foreigners in their land--but King Elessar knew that he dared not leave the defense of Harad strictly in the hands of the Haradrim. Not that they were incapable of protecting their own, but they would not respect an ally who refused to have a share in the danger. Thus Bergil’s company was one of several stationed all along the middle of Harad, strung out in an east-west line against the growing number of discontented raiders that swept north out of the deep desert. They patrolled the trade lines and helped to enforce the watering rights of the area, and when called to do so, they fought alongside their Haradrim counterparts. That would have been enough, according to the strict demands of duty, but Bergil and the other commanders had been warned repeatedly by both Faramir and Aragorn, among others, to adapt. And so they had. Bergil’s men might speak Sindarin or Westron amongst themselves, but their daily business was conducted in hradathur; their clothes, even as Bergil’s, were of the same cut and style as their Haradrim comrades; and the laws by which they lived now were Haradrim. Not that they forsook all traces of their differences: the Gondorrim kept their own customs, where such custom did not offend, or modified them to suit their needs in this dry land. And slowly, they had gained acceptance: for the blood they had shed and water they had shared (and protected), the wary, desert-bred Haradrim accorded them respect. Grudging at first, but with time, it was given more freely, and cautious friendships had begun to spring up between men of the two realms. That pleased Bergil, who had spent most of the last five years finding ways to convince the Haradrim to trust him and his men. Lord Faramir, when he had recommended him for this duty, had impressed upon him the importance of the task; and as his father before him, who served still as captain of the White Guard, he refused to fail his lord. Worse, the king would learn of my failure, and that I could not bear! Bergil thought, letting his eyes sweep over the canyon-riddled plain. It might seem silly to many, but Bergil felt his obligation to his king to be very personal. Sixteen years had passed, but he remembered the siege of Minas Tirith, and Aragorn’s words to a frightened ten year-old child: "It will serve. The worst is now over. Stay and be comforted!"* The weary smile that had lit the king’s eyes remained graven in Bergil’s memory, and Aragorn had looked at him in such a way that Bergil had not felt ashamed of his tears. He looked at me as if I had a place in that room, where I felt so very small! That very hour, Bergil had known that he would go whithersoever this Ranger of the North led. And if he leads us to Harad, then thither go I. And glad am I of the chance to stand here tonight. Aragorn Elessar of Gondor was a far-seeing man, and those who served him well and with ambition could rise easily through the ranks, which for long had been more or less closed to those born beneath a certain station. Bergil had only to look to his own father, a common guard in Minas Tirith and now for long Faramir's captain and counselor, to see the possibilities. Gondor was changing, and King Elessar had much to do with that: over the protests of those comfortably settled behind Minas Tirith's white walls, he had begun to change the nature of the soldiery of Gondor. Young men and junior officers spent now more time in Harad and Eriador than within the bounds of their ancient homeland, and Harad was called now the testing grounds of valor. But even lords long established in the diplomatic arena had found themselves assigned for brief spells to dwell in foreign lands, the better to understand those with whom they worked. There were some who muttered against the corruption of mingling with others, but Bergil heartily approved of all such measures, and not simply because he himself benefited from them. Gondor needed men who knew their allies as more than paper entities: it needed soldiers, heralds, and diplomats who understood that a Dwarf’s gruff tone aside, one did not refuse an offer to haggle; or that in Ithilien, one abided as much as possible by an elvish sense of time and did not seek to rush business; and that in Harad, one walked in the dark, and drank blood when water lacked. Swordsmanship was no longer enough: Aragorn and Gondor needed men who could see their own homeland as if through Haradric eyes. And I intend to be one of those men, for Harad remains divided, and beyond it… beyond those boundaries, there is Khand and Far Harad, and perhaps other places besides those that we know little of! Bergil thought, moving along the catwalk as he gazed out over the desert, shrugging slightly to move some air through the layers of fabric that draped him. It was hot tonight, even by Haradric standards, for the winds boiled up from the south-east, carrying with them the heat of a land unbroken by living water for leagues upon leagues. Sweat beaded on his forehead and was quickly absorbed by the taut cloth band that Bergil, like all men here, had tied there to keep his hair out of his face and help protect him from the stinging grit that such winds brought. He would have pulled the fine-knit top veil that hung loose within his hood over his eyes, but at night, he could not afford to surrender so much of his vision. Even had there been no cause to suspect an attack, it was a matter of prudence and principle. Accustomed to Ithilien’s forests and the shifting patterns of light and dark that came of the canopy, Bergil had never realized until his arrival just how dazzling a full moon on sand could be. Nor how treacherous, for as any Haradrim soldier would readily tell, only on moonless nights was one’s peril greater. The pale light that reflected off the sand tended to blind a man, distorting shadows, making small things seem greater than they were… and concealing the approach of raiders. Yet at the same time, the moon’s light was not so bright that one could gain relief through the screen of a veil. As Bergil patrolled the heights of the small, cross-roads fortress, he heard men bless the moon, and knew the blessing for a curse. But one took care not to curse lightly in Harad--at least one takes care not to say the words, but indeed, I would curse the moon were it not beautiful! Bergil thought, smiling slightly. "Zédohshtoia, rho’khor Bergil." A hooded and robed shadow detached itself from the deeper shade that lay beneath a sentry tower, and Gondor’s commander recognized the voice. "How do you find the night?" "Hot, Nharadh, as is ever the case before a storm," he replied. "And you? How fare you this evening, my friend?" "Uneasily, and not only because of the wind," the other replied, inviting Bergil with a wave of a gauntleted hand to come and join him. And as he drew near, the Haradrim commander pushed his hood back, and undid the band, running his fingers through braided hair. Once, such a gesture would have meant little to a young man, new to his command and his posting, but now Bergil recognized it for what it was: a gesture of respect and friendship, to risk exposure by baring his head in the open air. Bergil returned the courtesy, and the other smiled, reaching out to tug at one of only two thin braids that hung close on either side of his face. Gondor’s soldiers had no compunction about cutting their hair when it grew troublesome, or simply tying it back if they preferred it long. But no Haradrim soldier would dream of shearing off those fine braids, which marked his station in life more surely than his garb or even his sword. It had taken almost five years for Bergil and his men to realize just how deeply entrenched that attitude was, and his current hairstyle was a concession to complaints that had at last begun to make their way to his ears. Nharadh had yet to comment, for the idea had struck Bergil earlier that week, while he had been patrolling the wastelands, seeking the truth of reports of unknown horsemen watching over the land round Khera fortress. Now, Gondor’s young commander cocked a brow at his counterpart, awaiting an opinion. "Unusual," Nharadh allowed at length. "A raw youth you would seem with those, but that I know you too well. The rest is still short, I see." "One does not abandon a habit all in a day," Bergil replied serenely, sensing that the other approved in spite of his conservative words. "True. Nor should one blindly adopt another’s ways in full until they have been tested," Nharadh replied. Only a few years older than his Gondorrim ally, the Haradrim commander had adjusted readily enough to the presence of foreign soldiers in his fortress, and he and Bergil had grown quickly to respect each other, though they remained comfortably Haradrim and Gondorrim, respectively. Friendship had come more slowly, but a few months ago, Nharadh had casually addressed him as "zéa," which marked the first time anyone had ever abandoned the formal forms when speaking to him. Since then, their careful dance had grown swifter, and short of some outstanding incident, it seemed they were destined to be fast friends. Now Nharadh gazed intently at him in the moon light, fingering the braid he held and cocking his head slightly in thoughtful consideration. Finally: "I can at least find you suitable beads. Black is the basis, but you have earned the red, and perhaps even gold. We shall see. Silver might be more fitting, considering…." the other gestured minutely to the embroidery on his robes, which was done in the black, white, and silver of Gondor. "Yes," Nharadh decided. "Silver, if you earn them! We may yet begin a new tradition for your company!" "My thanks, and I shall try to do so. But you said ‘uneasily’ just now," Bergil responded, returning to business. "Yes," Nharadh’s voice sank, and Bergil came to lean shoulder to shoulder against the parapets with him so that their words would remain between them. "In your absence, we have had a few traders come north, and they bring unsettling tidings. Kharish, which lies some ten days’ ride south of here, refuses water to outsiders." At which news, Bergil sucked in a breath in worried astonishment. "But… one does not refuse water to a guest. Especially not to a caravan!" "Do you tell me?" Nharadh shook his head, and the red and black beads that weighted the ends of his braids clicked softly. "Kharish claims an epidemic, and turned them away ere they could enter. But though I suppose that that is possible, tis not the season for such things. And short of illness or a contaminated well, I can think of but one reason for such extraordinary measures." "War." The word hung heavy there, and for a time both men were silent. It was hardly an appealing prospect, even for the war-hardened people of Harad who had endured already one civil war and a number of significant skirmishes since Sauron had been cast down. Indeed, Harad was slow to recover from that defeat, though of late it had begun to show signs of real growth. Gondor, too, still suffered, but the land was more forgiving, and its traditions went deep, encompassing both war and peace. Granted, peace had been elusive since the end of the Second Age, but though Númenór’s blood had thinned, still, memories were long in the South Kingdom. By contrast, Bergil had quickly come to realize that the Haradrim had no solid grasp of the notion of a time without war. Rather, they understood periods of peace to be periods between conflicts, and so stood ever at the ready against foes that would baffle a tarakh: for even when the various houses of Harad did not make war amongst themselves, the land itself was an enemy, the sun even more so, and the unknown was greeted with grim mistrust. Doubtless, Sauron had found it useful to cultivate such attitudes, and after five years of unrelenting effort to understand and adapt to the ways of his hosts, Bergil could begin to appreciate the wisdom in such ways, even though he grieved for their necessity. "What troubles me," Nharadh said slowly, breaking the silence that had fallen, "is that southern Harad has ever been poorer than the north. And although we in the north have naturally always borne the brunt of Gondor’s assaults, we were ever better supplied to meet them. The south is a dead land, and men flocked to Sauron’s banner simply to escape it. I cannot imagine how, when we struggle here in the north, they could manage to find the goods needed to support an army. If indeed it is war that bloods the wind of late," the Haradrim added, though to Bergil’s ears the concession was made for form’s sake only. "My lord Faramir said that he saw much smuggling across the borders in the regions south of Poros, when he was still Ithilien’s captain," Bergil replied, raising a hand, palm-upwards, "I doubt not that that continues, but within Harad now, since it is no longer illegal to trade goods between our two lands. Rations are still measured carefully, and there are always those willing to take risks for an extra skin of water or food." "You are doubtless correct," the other grimaced, seeming ashamed for such doings, but Nharadh was too honest a man to ignore the unpleasant truth. "To say nothing of horses, birds, ore, or even weapons. Perhaps especially weapons. I wish you had found some trace of those horsemen that we and others have glimpsed!" "Bless the wind, it swept our own tracks away as soon as we made them. We could have passed within a mile and a minute of the riders and still our search would have been in vain. Even Ghed agreed," Bergil sighed, naming one of their most skilled Haradrim scouts, and Nharadh shook his head in frustration. "At least the same may be said for them, and perhaps we were fortunate in the end: had they been many, we would not have had the might to withstand them." "If they are many and determined, Khera could not stand against them," Nharadh said tautly, and the truth lay bitter on his tongue. Like all such fortresses strung across the unmarked dividing line of Harad, Khera was a small affair, built in a time when skirmishes were smaller, less devastating in scope, and thus needed lesser defense works. Later, Harad had been held together by the will of Sauron, and external threats had quelled internal dissent. As it would not do to give the impression that the northern Haradrim mistrusted their southern brethren, the forts had been deliberately kept too small to be truly effective against a revolt. Patently inadequate against the growing threat of civil war, the ancient forts were made to serve now because Harad was still strapped for the essentials and had naught to spare for architectural projects. Thus, despite the intimations of trouble brewing in the south, Khera had not been enlarged, save to add a rough wall of iron pikes before the gates at Nharadh’s own expense as commander. Bergil had added his own salary to the project, and he and his men had labored and sweated alongside the Haradrim to raise that line. But in terms of official aid, all that they had were another double clutch of warriors sent earlier that very year. The newcomers and some of the Gondorrim had been housed in hastily-erected barracks along the west wall, which was truly the only space available. The horses had the east wall, the keep occupied the better part of the northern quarter, and the southern wall held armories and storehouses, as well as the exercise yard. Provisions were a bit tight at the moment, but other than that and crowding, the worst consequences had yet to be felt. For despite our valor, if our suspicions over the past two years come to fruition, then we are doomed! Bergil thought grimly, hating to admit that. He had seen battle when he was ten, and as a rule, he valued valor over walls, however thick. But as it had been sixteen years ago on the fields of Pelennor, valor was but the beginning and could not always overcome numbers. And though the hints were as yet small, both he and Nharadh were almost certain that these mysterious horsemen were but the manifestation of fomenting rebellion in the south. Mithrandir shall not save us this time, and there is no fleet to bring relief. We are alone in this. That independence was both a prize and a problem at the moment, and Bergil debated sending yet another message north with a request for further assistance. "Whither think you that our smugglers are bound in the end?" "Where else? To Ghoradi city in the south. To the renegade houses that hover about Ghoradi House like flies over carrion!" "But what if they go further?" "You think again of the heralds." Nharadh said flatly, and Bergil nodded wordlessly. For there had been a number of heralds passing through Khera fortress of late, bound for Far Harad's cities--Ghoradi, Kharish, and Bhor'tarat. Whereas Western custom accounted a herald honorable, in Harad they were reckoned among the high of the land and with good reason. In a land riddled with complicated, sometimes even contradictory, alliances, it needed one of high rank to convince the other parties to deal seriously with any proposal. Heralds therefore undertook many missions that would have been accorded to simple messengers in Gondor, and generally traveled with an entourage. And conveniently, such entourages were technically immune to customs searches and inspections unless a commander had some immediate and grave cause for suspicion. Even then, it might take armed force to "convince" a herald to submit, and woe to the search commander should his fears prove groundless. Thus most of the time, heralds passed unscathed through outposts such as Nharadh’s, which made them ideal smugglers. The penalties, if one were to be caught, were correspondingly higher, but the risk was so small that the unscrupulous among them scarcely troubled to learn the penalties. To Bergil’s mind, this criminal idiosyncrasy rather undermined the rationale for choosing heralds from the noble classes, but he was careful not to complain too openly. "There must be something we can do to stop one…." Bergil insisted, trailing off suggestively as he cocked a brow at the other. "And if you are wrong, my friend, you may lose an eye, or perhaps something more significant!" "And if we are right, and weapons and information head south with the heralds, we may lose our heads," Bergil countered. "We need not search all of them, only those that seem to us suspicious. Like those of House Ya’dyahnhir," he cajoled persuasively, naming one of the Council of Eight, known as the houses major. Although as yet its head, Lord Dharu, had done nothing to warrant overmuch suspicion, his isolated position on the council and quiet but firm support of the concerns voiced by several outlawed houses were unsettling. Politics in Harad had a long tradition of serving with the left hand, an expression that Bergil had quickly learned to dislike, given that of late, there were many who said one thing and quietly did another. What baffled him still, even after five years, was that there were in fact rules that governed that game--byzantine, labyrinthine rules, but the fact remained that there was a certain honor attached to one clever enough to manipulate the system to his advantage. Honor among thieves! It must be one of those finer points of etiquette that I shall never fully appreciate. Like "the game." In Bergil’s opinion, Ya’dyahnhir was simply the most powerful practitioner of this peculiar aspect of Haradric philosophy, and he knew not whether Nharadh’s reluctance to search the heralds came in part from the other’s up-bringing to tolerate this ideology, if not respect it. They say wealth covers faults, and Ya’dyahnhir has wealth enough to buy secrecy… maybe even forgiveness, if he plays "the game" well, assuming that we are not mistaken, that is. Perhaps Lord Dharu does but speak his conscience, and his refusal to involve himself in certain matters pertaining to the suppression of renegades and raiders is but the natural consequence of honestly held conviction. And perhaps Elves fly! Bergil sighed softly, acknowledging the voice of cynicism. "We have sent our suspicions homeward, and the latest runner carries the news of Kharish," Nharadh said resignedly. "Our lords and betters know our concerns. Unless we see something, there is little more we can do here but watch and wait. Khera is too small to stand to against the wrath of one of the Eight if even the remaining Eight dare not confront each other. Walk into this sandtrap blind-eyed and we shall be buried!" "And so we are, in the end, as trout in a net!" Bergil muttered disgustedly, wishing futilely that the first line of self-defense lay not within Harad’s own borders. "‘Trout'…?" Nharadh asked, clearly seizing on a chance to move away from this uncomfortable topic. Yet there was also a genuine curiosity in his voice, and Bergil gave a slight smile for his friend’s ignorance of all things nautical, even as he made himself accept the change of subject. After all, we have had this argument before, and we shall not resolve it tonight! "A kind of fish," Bergil replied. Nharadh had told him early on that he had grown up in a town where the only drinkable water came from a single well, and until he had taken up arms, he had never seen an open body of water. And what he has seen scarcely counts as a pond in my eyes, and a sorry one at that, Bergil thought. The idea of a run of trout, of creatures who lived wholly submerged in water, while not completely foreign, was nevertheless one that came hard to the Haradrim. Would that I could take him north with me to see Anduin. Or Dol Amroth! Nharadh was obviously too young to have served in the Great War, and he had yet to cross into Umbar even, whence the Corsairs had come. He would love the river, I think. And he should see Minas Tirith, and visit Ithilien. There were so many marvels in the world, and Bergil wanted to see them all ere they faded away. "A fish. Ah," Nharadh replied in such a way that it was clear that that helped him little. "Are they large?" "Not as large as some. Fishermen bring in larger kinds from the sea, but trout you can find in Anduin and in other large rivers. I used to try to catch them in the shallows with my friends. ‘Twas a game, to see who could catch the most using naught but a shirt and bare hands. You had to be quick." "Mm hmm. Slippery, I guess them to be." "Very. Mayhap one day I shall show you, if ever you come to Gondor." "I am needed here." "Yes, but if there should come a day when you are needed elsewhere, in the North or West, then I could show you much. Forests such as you have never dreamt, my friend, and cold such as you have never known." "I doubt it not, and I admit to curiosity, but I doubt I shall have that chance. Not for a long while, at least. For the nonce, I shall rely upon your tales, Bergil of Gondor." "I should at least wait until we are no longer on watch to tell them, though," Bergil responded, somewhat embarrassed by how far his mind had wandered in that brief space. "I fear that five years is a long while to be so far away from home. And though I regret nothing, I begin to yearn for sight of open water once more, and trees to cast shadows when the day grows hot." "I fear no shadow shall cool this night, not if the winds persist!" Nharadh growled softly, turning his face away as a gust swept dust into their eyes. "Such winds surely herald a storm," Bergil said, trying to rid his mouth of sand without spitting and thereby wasting precious moisture. "You speak truly. See! The clouds begin to cover the moon. I doubt not that we have little time now ere the lightning arrives!" the Haradrim said, pointing skyward, and Bergil glanced up to see that, indeed, towering masses of clouds had arisen seemingly out of no where. "Ha! Phiri irikarekh!" Others, too, had noticed the clouds, and men called down from the heights, warning others to take cover and prepare for a storm. "I have not seen rain for a long while," Bergil said, rather wistfully. "Alas, my friend, I fear you must wait still longer ere you see water falling from the heavens. The air is too dry, can you not feel that?" Nharadh asked. "Nay, this is a wind storm, and a time for lightning. Come, best we make for the guard house over the gates, for there the others shall go who have duty tonight!" The Haradrim drew up his hood and tugged Bergil’s sleeve to hurry him along. Running half-crouched in the wind that had begun to blow steadily, they scurried to the squat tower--far shorter than those to either side at the corners of the square--that sat over the portcullis. They were not the only ones to seek shelter there, for five men were already within when the two captains arrived, and more men came in on their heels. Though rain was extremely rare, men feared the weather here as they feared little else, for winds such as these drove sand before them with such fury that the storm could strip a carcass to bones and devour the splinters. Haradrim architecture reflected Haradrim respect for such storms: towns and cities were uniformly built askew of the winds, so that the main gates never faced the direct path of a storm. Khera faced the wind on a forty-five degree slant, presenting a corner to the storm to lessen its exposure and allow the sand and wind to flow around the fort. Like water round a ship’s keel, Bergil had thought when the logic of it all had first been explained to him. The analogy still amused him in such a dry land, yet it was true enough and the Haradrim were in deadly earnest. Every opening in the fort was built to withstand sprays of sand, and windows were deep, and angled to keep the dust out. Thus it was safe enough to leave the arrow loops and spy holes uncovered, the better to watch the progress of the storm. Here and there, tiny forks of lightning showed against the black sky as the clouds rolled across the plains with tremendous speed. "How long shall this storm last, do you think?" Bergil asked. "It shall be over swiftly, as ever, but unless I miss my mark, this one is a grand-father of a storm!" Nharadh replied. "Can you not feel it, Bergil?" And as the men fell silent, tense, awaiting the storm, Bergil nodded, wondering whether it was only the taut anticipation that made the air seem to snap. Outside, the winds howled now, and when the young Gondorrim brushed a hand against the hilt of his sword by accident, a spark leapt from the metal pommel to his fingers, and he hissed, giving a soft curse. Through the arrow loops, he could see the plain: dark beneath a darkened sky, impenetrably obscure with dust and cloud, and he could smell the sweat of the others as they waited in the darkness, half-breathless, without so much as a candle…. And then the sky seemed riven as a brilliant thunderbolt smote the earth nearby, throwing an eerie bluish light through the narrow slits, illuminating the wide-eyed faces of Haradrim and Gondorrim soldiers. Thunder rolled shortly thereafter, and a sort of nervous, low-voiced chatter broke out among the guards, a mixture of hradathur and Westron, mostly, though Bergil heard a few Sindarin whispers as well. Sindarin, with its lilting inflections and pure love of sound, so ideally suited to fitting words to feeling to phenomenon…. I could wish Legolas were here to see this! he thought suddenly. The elven prince and lord of Southern Ithilien had often been a guest at Prince Faramir’s court, and it struck him that the Elf would not have found the storm troubling but fascinating… exhilarating. Another bolt touched the ground, lit the heavens, shook the tower, and half-blinded them all, and yet no one moved to close the shutters. Despite the dangers of their lofty perch, they were on duty in uncertain times, and it was not unknown for raiders to try to attack after a storm. Bergil doubted anyone would be foolhardy enough to risk it this time, however. Forked tongues of lightning flashed and died, and men counted the seconds between peals of thunder. A sense of tense anticipation pervaded the group as the storm front grew swiftly nearer-- Lightning roared over them just then, and the entire fort shook as a particularly loud crack of thunder sounded. Men cried out, alarmed and unbalanced, and Nharadh had to steady himself against the wall as two others were thrown against him. "Captain!" One of Bergil’s men, who stood nearest to the sheltered west side door, beckoned urgently, pointing. "Valar…!" Bergil breathed, staring. The south-west tower was aglow in a bluish-white light. "What… is that?" he murmured, and was not alone in his wonder. But Nharadh sucked in a breath and uttered a curse, drawing his friend’s attention to him. "Nharadh?" "Out! Alert the others: get them out of the barracks and into the yard!" Nharadh snapped, tearing his eyes from the eerily glowing tower. Rounding on them all, he shook off their collective immobility. "Get out! All of you! Now! Drach ng’oroi!" He fairly shoved men out of the door, back into the dust-laden storm winds, and grabbed Bergil’s arm last of all. "Out!" he ordered, yanking the other man after him. "We have no time!" "Why?" Bergil demanded. "What does that mean?" "Lightning!" Nharadh snapped, half-shoving men towards the stairs. "Go!" And credit to them, they went. Indeed, already the yard below was aswarm as the first of the guards arrived and began to roust men from the barracks clustered below the tower, shouting orders over the scream of the storm winds. Bergil fumbled to redo the clasp of his veil, coughing and still somewhat puzzled by his friend’s alarm. Nharadh, desert-born and bred, had his veil fastened already and stood now staring up at the heights…. At the highest point of Khera fort, Bergil realized just then, and swore at himself for his own thick-headed confusion. And the better part of the barracks are just beneath it! Thunder boomed, and in that instant, the sky seemed torn apart by the brilliant, multiple forks of lightning that came hurtling down like lances. And even as a lance strikes a shield and splinters it, a large shaft smote the tower: stone cracked as heat bled into it, then exploded, and half the structure seemed to tear itself asunder. Bergil and Nharadh hastily looked away, flinging up an arm for protection against the blinding glare. Rock groaned and split, mortar dissolved, and what little wood there was in that tower burst into flames. And as the two commanders uncovered their eyes, a hail of debris rained down onto the yard below. Warned by Nharadh, most of the men were already outside of the barracks, braving the winds. That proved fortunate, for the majority survived. But some were still too close, and Bergil could only watch in horror as the falling rubble struck hard, burying the barracks and crushing men beneath a weight of rock and metal. A moment the entire company stood rooted in place, but then reflex took over. Men scrambled to the aid of fallen comrades, and Bergil grabbed Nharadh and began hurtling down the stairs with reckless haste as trained instinct prodded him to action despite the numbed sense of shock that sang through his soul. Descending into the gloom of the open court, Bergil was grateful for the veil that kept most of the dust out, and he went quickly to the nearest pair of laborers, whom he recognized as Arendil, one of his own men, and Ghed, the Haradrim scout with whom he had ridden. Both were digging through brick and timber, trying to move enough of it to free two men who lay trapped beneath. But though one of the figures cried out in pain, the other lay still. Is he unconscious or worse than that? Bergil wondered as he and Nharadh began trying to shift a metal beam that had fallen across the sprawled figures. "If they bleed…." the Haradrim commander muttered, shaking his head as he positioned himself across from Bergil. If they bleed… if this bar’s weight is what holds blood in... then moving it could kill them instantly! The Gondorrim heard that unspoken conclusion clearly, for it had crossed his mind as well. But better to go quickly than slowly and painfully, and better to die in a friend’s arms than to slowly have the life crushed out of one by a pile of stone. That much Bergil was certain of, and he braced himself, glancing over at his friend and thence to Arendil and Ghed. "Ready? Go!" Bergil and Nharadh put their backs into the task and between them managed to hoist the beam enough for Arendil to haul one of the injured men free. Ghed, though, had more trouble with the other. "Something else holds him pinned!" the man shouted up at them. "Arendil! See? There!" The Gondorrim soldier glanced up from the other and then came quickly to Ghed’s aid, digging through the rubble to reach a larger piece of masonry that seemed to trap the unconscious victim. Bergil, meanwhile, concentrated on carefully moving to one side so that he and Nharadh could set the beam down safely. "We have him… I think we have him!" Ghed called, glancing up at his commander and Bergil as he and Arendil began to pull their comrade from the pile of debris…. At that moment, a number of things happened, and afterwards, Bergil would spend many an hour trying to piece together how precisely he had survived. Lightning exploded overhead once more. So close was that strike that Bergil felt his hair stand on end, as an odd tingling ran through his body. At the same time, an explosion shook the wall behind them, and Bergil was thrown forward into Nharadh by the force of that blast. His friend grunted and went down, curling up and covering his head as still more stone rained down. Bergil cried out in pain--and he was not alone, for many other voices rose in agony or fear--as rock fragments pelted him, embedding themselves into his back it seemed. Something struck the back of his head, and for an instant, the world went dark ere it spun dizzily back into focus again. Beneath him, Nharadh gasped, trying to pull air into his body after having had the breath knocked out of him by Bergil. Another lightning strike? was Bergil’s first, incredulous thought, as he dragged himself off of his friend, crawling painfully ere he managed to straighten up to his knees. Shaking his head sharply to clear it, he glanced back at the guard house to assess the damage and froze. Where the gates had stood, there was now a gaping breach in the wall… and horsemen were streaming through it. Mining sticks, he realized dazedly after a long moment’s thought. Of course… just like at Minas Tirith and Helm’s Deep! Curse it all, we are wide open! "Nharadh! Get up!" He clambered over to his companion, ignoring the pain as he gripped Nharadh’s shoulders. The other pushed himself up on his elbows, then slowly got to all fours. "Up, man! They are already through the breach!" "Cursed tarks!" the Haradrim snarled, and it was a sign of his disorientation that he did not even think to censor that remark. Dragging himself to his feet with Bergil’s help, the Haradrim drew his sword, and the two of them turned to face their foes just in time. Behind them, Arendil managed to crawl to his feet, and came to stand at his commander’s side as the first raiders reached them. But however dazed, however shocked, those of Khera fort were first and foremost warriors, and instinct was ruthless. With a fierce cry, Nharadh swept his sword in a graceful, rising arc that cut the throat of the nearest horse and clanged against his opponent’s sword with such force that it unseated him. Bergil ducked under a sweeping blow, bringing his blade up flat as if it were a shield, and he felt a rider’s weapon strike hard and skitter along the length of his sword before deflecting harmlessly. In the mean time, Arendil took advantage of his captain’s engagement to put a dagger through the horseman’s eye as he looked about for a weapon. "Arendil!" Bergil snapped, halting his search. "Get as many of the pikemen as you can find! Get the men behind them if you can! Nharadh! Let us try to pull the others back to the west wall!" Nharadh’s only response was a wordless snarl and a nod as he decapitated a downed rider, and then he followed Bergil’s lead. Retreat was not so difficult as one might imagine, for in truth, there was no other option. And though shaken, the defenders of Khera were not so foolish as to rush to open ground, where the riders would have the advantage. Men fell back, seeking safety amid the ruin they had cursed only moments ago, and Bergil caught a glimpse of a wedge of black and white robes: his own men, most of them bearing spears or twisted bits of poles and debris--anything that had more reach than a sword and a sharp end. They were forming a shield wall before a mound of rubble, and others scrambled to reach them, running, sliding, fighting, falling as the raiders pushed onward into the edges of the rubble-strewn zone despite the risk to the horses. And if they care not for the horses, then they mean to stay! They mean to take this fort and hold it! Bergil thought grimly as he came to stand by Arendil, sparing a moment to clap the man on the back, wordless praise in spite of the likely futility of the effort. The other offered a brief, grim smile ere he turned back to the cavalry that hovered now just twenty yards away and gripped tightly the spear that he had grabbed from an opponent. In that brief lull, Bergil squinted into the fire-lit darkness, keen eyes finding patterns in the red light cast by the burning tower on the shields and clothing of their assailants. "Nharadh… these are not horse thieves or water raiders!" "I see it!" Nharadh replied grimly, hefting a shield from a fallen soldier. The two men glanced at each other in the flickering light. Harad’s colors were red and gold, and according to custom, a man would wear the sigils of his house as well. Some there were on the other side who were clearly Haradrim--indeed, many of the figures who now streamed in on foot were of Harad. But the riders… red on black, a serpent marked their gear, and Bergil had no doubt that beneath the all-concealing veils, their features were darker even than Nharadh’s or his own tanned face. "We guessed too well, but too late!" With a cry, the Variags of Khand raised their weapons, and the infantry line streamed forward, unstoppable as the surf against the shore…. ********* On Haradric: I am making this up as I go along. None of my Haradric is any part of Tolkien's world, because I don't think he created that language, though there was one hint that I thought might be interesting to pursue (see below). The conversations in Haradric are as follows: "Tarakh ng’ Ehrini. Ahn-Rhat din irigharya!": King's man! May the moon not blind us! "Halota sa": May it be so! "Zédohshtoia, rho’khor Bergil": May you be well, commander Bergil. "Ha! Phiri irikarekh!": The storm is upon us! "Drach ng’oroi!": Get out of the tower! Further geek note: "tarakh" is my own corruption of "tarkil," i.e., Númenórean, Westerner. The orcs wore it down to "tark" and I have the Haradrim use that as a derogatory form. Otherwise, they use the full, if altered, form "tarakh" to refer generally (and neutrally) to foreigners. *RotK, p. 155 ~~~~ Chapter Five Into the Storm "Ruohk hala nhimai!" The ancient war cry of Harad rose above the winds in a braying mass of strained voices, and Bergil shivered as the words swept over and around him. Indeed, he suffered a wrenching moment of near total disorientation as he realized that he and the other defenders screamed it too, hurling that cry back into the faces of his enemies, who were as much Haradrim as his comrades. Valar, this is madness! Madness… and worse than that, as coherent thought seemed to drain away before the deadly chaos that flowed towards them. "Ruohk hala nhimai! The horses-- take the horses!" Was that my voice? Bergil could not be certain, but if it was not his, then it must have been Nharadh's, for the entire tight-huddled mass of Khera's defenders surged forward almost as one, making for the Variag line that sat still and isolated…and watching. Just watching as the blood began to flow in earnest…. Buffeted by the winds, jostled and shouldered by friend as well as foe, Bergil nevertheless felt rage in the pit of his stomach at the sight of those horsemen, sitting calmly to oversee the butchery of Khera's defenders. Pain flared sharply all along his back and shoulders as he deflected strokes, and his arms, jarred with each movement, soon went numb… but he did not care. The rage built in strength, consuming him, and he pressed onwards almost recklessly, pulling his followers along with him on the strength of sheer emotion. Trained instinct guided him through the intricately messy dance of battle, and he knew that later his mind would remember what he did, but for the moment, there was nothing. Men fell before him, fell around him: he saw Arendil scream and stagger beside him. Then there was simply a void where he had been, and Bergil knew not whether the man even lived… or whether he had ever lived. Flashes of Nharadh as he struggled forward, calling encouragement--or curses, it was impossible to say which--reached him, and were as swiftly forgotten, so that each movement the other made seemed startlingly unforeseen. A Variag horsemen went down with a knife in his throat and a familiar, wiry figure clawed its way into the saddle. Ghed was up, and then away to deal with another rider. But though Bergil retained an awareness of a friendly presence ahorseback, the rider's name swiftly drained from his mind. For there was no past, only an unending present that overwrote each moment as it groped for the future, obliterating memory. And then it was his turn. The nearest horse before him reared, obedient to its master's command, and Bergil threw himself to one side of the steel-shod hooves that lashed out, and he winced as he saw another go down beneath them. Then he ducked under the rider's downwards-arcing cut, groping at his belt swiftly. His own blade swept up to block the second blow as he moved around, following the horse's motion so as not to come within the path of those hooves again. The Variag cursed even as his blow swept Bergil's sword aside, and for a heartbeat, the two men face each other with naught between them. The rider kicked at him, catching the Gondorrim's shoulder painfully, but Bergil threw himself against the horse's flank and thrust upward with his left hand. In your honor, my lord Legolas! He knew not whence that thought came, but the Elf might well have been pleased to learn that craft of his people saved Bergil's life that day. The milk-white blade pierced the layers of cloth and metal and went in up to the hilt just to one side of the Variag's spine, and Bergil felt another's hand clutch at his own weakly. With a snarl, he wrenched his hand from the Variag's grip, leaving the blade lodged in the other. He grabbed a fistful of robes and armor, and, using the dead man for purchase, he pulled himself into the saddle, dislodging the body in the process. Wasting no time, he spurred his mount across the short gap to the next rider and the war-horse, well-trained, used its weight to knock the other animal to the ground. In an instant, a mass of Gondorrim and Haradrim uniforms swarmed over the Variag, and as the horse staggered to its feet again, it came up with a new rider. Ghed shouted something gleefully obscene and for a moment, Bergil was clear of enemies. Thought flared to life again in that brief respite, and with it came pain as well. For looking back over the field, the destruction was incredible, especially given the inequality of the forces that faced each other. There was nothing so orderly as a formation, really, unless it were the knots of defenders who fought their way forward into range of the horsemen… or else simply fought to buy time, to draw off their enemies from those who attacked the horsemen. To make our enemies pay as dearly as possible for all of our lives! There was honor in that, at least, even if it tore at Bergil's heart, knowing that most of Khera's men would not escape. There were four or five now mounted, including himself, and he saw Nharadh pull himself into a saddle just then. But that was all, and as the ends of the Variag line coalesced into two wedges, he knew there would be no more. All who had not found a mount were doomed to remain on foot. If they ran, they would never survive the journey north, unless by some miracle their attackers did not pursue. Even the few mounted Kherans might not survive, but they had to try. Ghed kneed his horse closer to Bergil's, and Nharadh and another man joined them as they spurred towards the gates, collecting the remaining two horsemen as they fled while the ranks of their own infantry closed behind them to try to hold off pursuit. But that still left the Variags before them, and Bergil braced himself. Shrieks came as the horses whinnied and screamed at each other, and Bergil caught a glancing blow to the ribs that yet was strong enough to crack bone. But the Kheran horsemen were not interested in a prolonged fight, only in breaking past their enemies so that they might have a hope of reaching the canyon's shelter. From there, they could move north, bringing their message to Rhath-Ihnfar and Gondor. And so they did not stop, though one man was knocked from his mount by the collision, and another's horse slaughtered. Still, four of them came through the ruined gates alive. Bergil cast a quick glance over his shoulder, but so much dust was in the air that he could see nothing. Even the next rider was a vague, shadowy blur as they rounded the corner of the fort and were met by the full force of the storm. Bergil bowed his head, hastily pulling the top veil across his face, and he kept an arm up to try to protect his eyes. One might live for awhile riding away from such winds, but to ride into them was an act of madness… or desperation. But the canyon was not far, and the horses must surely remember the way down into it. His own mount was faltering, however, and Bergil winced in sympathy as the wind scoured them both, abrading exposed flesh, tearing at cloth and leather and even metal. But to halt was to die, so Bergil kicked the horse in the sides, wishing he had spurs, and when that produced but little movement, he brought the flat of his blade down hard on its rump. The animal leapt forward again, and after but a short time, he felt its gait shift abruptly. He was a good enough rider to shift his own weight to aft as they began the steep descent, and after a while, the winds became less painful as they dropped below the level of the sand and dust. Wiping tearing, grit-smeared eyes, Bergil waited several moments for the sting to ease ere he opened them. And then he blinked, just to be certain that he had, so thick was the darkness. Did he not feel the ripple of muscle as the horse's hooves touched the ground, he would have doubted the earth lay beneath him, and it was worse than futile to seek his companions in the darkness. For between the howl of the storm and the canyon's unrelieved shadows, he could neither see nor hear well enough to know whether any went before or behind him. Effectively blind and deaf, Bergil fought a sense of panic at the thought of riding this trail with a weary and probably injured horse. He himself knew the path well enough, but he knew not where they were along it, and some of the turns were narrow and dangerous. But there was no question of turning back, and after a moment, he came to a decision. Reining in the horse, he dismounted (to the wall-side, rather than risk stepping off the horse and into the void) and moved as close to the rock wall as he could. And so he leaned there against the stones, stroking his suffering mount's nose, and shaking fit to collapse. Cracked ribs ached, sent little spasms of pain up his side with every ragged breath, and Bergil clenched his teeth to keep them from chattering. What is wrong with me? he wondered. It was not as if he had never fought a hard battle before, for he had won his spurs at eighteen against a horde of desperate, mindlessly shrieking orcs. Since then, he had spent much time hunting raiders, and while most would flee, there were always a few bands who were willing to fight, being mainly composed of desperate men. Nevertheless, he could not seem to stop trembling, and Bergil slowly slid to the ground, sitting heavily as he wrapped his arms about himself against a possible chill. His back and shoulders throbbed painfully, and he wondered whether he was only badly bruised or if he were bleeding as well. Under all the layers of cloth and mail, it was hard to tell. Likely that meant he was well enough, or he would have felt it by now, and though he could not otherwise explain his current woeful state, he did not think that he was in shock. Unless it were the shock of finding himself caught in a full-fledged war, civil and otherwise. And for all that I know now, I am alone, cut off in what must now be considered enemy territory. Who knows whether the othe three made it to the canyon? Who knows whether the Variags fumble along in pursuit even now? They would have to be mad to attempt any such thing, but Bergil was not convinced that the Variags were quite sane in any case. If they had failed to gain entry, they would swiftly have been lost to the storm! Mine-sticks are not always reliable, especially in a draft, or so I am told. Why would they choose tonight? And have other forts been attacked? Such questions could not be answered from his present position, and conscience sank its fangs into his soul. I could be the only one left of us to bring the message north. I should not just sit here, surely! But however loud the voice of half-panicked self-recrimination, Bergil's common sense knew that his own judgment was suspect. In his state, he was more a danger to himself than even the Variags were, and if he tried to move in this darkness, he would likely be lost. And then where would we be? Flashes of memory of the battle at Khera tormented him, and he grit his teeth as he watched Arendil fall all over again. Someone must get word to the north, or all their deaths shall mean naught! It was his best defense against the prickings of his conscience, and he clung to it while above him the storm raged, and the hours of the night waned slowly away. *** "What see you, Legolas?" The Elf shifted slightly but did not turn at the sound of his companion's voice, for he had heard the lord steward's approach long beforehand. And although Beregond said naught to announce himself, Legolas knew that he trailed in his lord's wake, holding back a few paces out of courtesy. Mablung lurked nearby as well, though at a more reasonable ten yards, for the Ranger's quarry was not the steward but Legolas himself. The Captain of Ithilien's Rangers had been quite blunt about his purposes, and utterly unapologetic as well. "My lord Faramir has ordered me to keep watch on you, lord prince. And though I doubt not that you could elude me if you wished to do so, I must ask that you not try to escape me or my men. Since you have offered your aid to the steward, Beregond and I have manipulated the guard roster to include you as well. But when you are not on duty, you become my charge. Mine, or that of whomever I assign the task. Do not complicate matters for us, lord prince!" Legolas could remember a handful of instances when another had dared to take such a tone with the Prince of Mirkwood, and save only for one exchange with Aragorn, a mortal had never dared to speak to him thus. Well, except for Gimli, but that hardly counts! Gimli was a law unto himself, after all, as was Aragorn, when the prince thought about it. And it seems that Mablung may be another such singular individual. Legolas had considered the other long enough to make the Ranger shift uncomfortably, but in the end he had relented and given his word. Satisfied, Mablung had bowed and left, and since then, he had not mentioned their conversation. But he needed no reminder other than his presence, or the presence of other brown-clad shadows who hovered ever within sight. Now, Faramir came to stand at his side and gaze out over the ramparts of Mharosh at the southern sky. The moon rode low in the sky, brilliant in its full-faced splendor, but in the south, the horizon was utterly dark where the stars shone not. And there is something there…. "Legolas?" Faramir prompted, cocking his head at him. "There is a storm brewing in the south. I can see the lightning," Legolas replied softly. "A cloud dims the edges of some of the stars, if you look just there." The Elf pointed, and the steward's eyes narrowed. After a time, he shook his head in surrender. "Among Men, I am accounted far-sighted, but this is too far distant for me. It must be a great storm, though, for even an Elf might not notice it." "A very great storm indeed," Legolas replied. "I should not like to be out in it." Faramir grunted and folded his arms across his chest, waiting in silence. Legolas continued to stare south for some minutes, ere finally he turned to the other and proffered a smile for the other's patience. "'Tis but a storm, Faramir. My uneasiness has some other source, but as of yet, I cannot discern it." "And mine has too many roots to trace!" Faramir murmured, turning his eyes back to the city below. "Many roots, yet they nourish one tree, my friend. We shall discover what lies beneath all of this, rest assured. What said lord Azhon after I left?" Legolas inquired. Lord Azhon had greeted the Elf civilly enough, but it was clear that he was not comfortable in his presence, and Legolas had excused himself from the meeting at the earliest opportunity. "Naught of great import or novelty. He and I have spoken in the past, and I know him well if mostly by reputation." Faramir gave a low bark of laughter. "He was ever involved in smuggling, and my men often clashed with his when I served in Ithlien under my father's aegis." "A pity I missed this conversation then," the Elf replied with a smile. "It can be dull indeed to listen to a meeting between old… 'acquaintances.' And truly, lord Azhon remains primarily concerned with trade of all sorts, though I believe he smuggles further to the south these days," Faramir shrugged slightly. "He is not a politician, save only in matters concerning trade and the making of a profit." "Would that not make him a valuable informant, though, since he must surely know who speaks to whom and who allies with whom?" Legolas asked. "It would, and as he has no trouble sharing such things with one who seeks not to rival him in trade, the fact that he had nothing of interest to tell seems to me significant." "The Haradrim grow discreet, it would appear," the Elf said. "Say rather 'more discreet,' and more's the pity for we who must uncover their plots!" Faramir sighed, staring sightlessly at the lamps in the streets below. After a moment, though, he spoke again, and now his voice was grown firm, as if he had reached some inner resolution. "Nay, Azhon knows naught. He is the sort of man who delights when others know of his cleverness, and so even though he may betray nothing specific, it is never a secret that he keeps secrets. So, we look elsewhere and hope that my questions have stirred Azhon's curiosity enough to make him useful to us." "What did you promise him?" "Naught but my fond remembrance," Faramir replied, raising a brow at the Elf. "I am but the steward of Gondor, not the king, after all. I am not here to grant favors!" Legolas shook his fair head and laughed softly. "Boromir never said aught of his brother's sense of humor. And your men worry that I may cause them trouble!" "Boromir was more guarded in his revelations than many gave him credit for being," Faramir replied, and to the elf, it seemed that his tone was darkened by a flash of pain…. Of anguish, Legolas realized, both surprised and disturbed by this. Though he knew well that Faramir had loved his brother, such violent regret seemed to him out of place, somehow, and he wondered at it. But there were other matters that deserved more attention than a dead man, and so Legolas let the moment pass unremarked. Let Boromir rest, as Faramir said, for he deserves his peace. It came at a high enough price, after all! the prince thought, remembering the bold warrior whose stubborn sense of honor had led him at last to an end beneath the trees of Parth Galen. And for an instant, as he gazed at Boromir's younger brother, it was not Boromir who lay dying in his memory, but Faramir. A chill swept through the Elf, and green eyes darkened suddenly, causing the steward to look askance at him. "Legolas? What is it?" "Nothing I may speak of now," the Elf replied after a minute hesitation. "Perhaps some other time, if I believe it merits it. But let us go in, Faramir, for there is naught more to see here." And inside, it may be safer for you, for there are fewer sight-lines! the Elf carefully did not add. Faramir gave him an odd look anyway, for it was not like the prince to suggest that they go indoors, but he acquiesced without question. With Beregond and Mablung following, they left the heights and returned to the room that they shared. And though they spoke no more of Boromir, nor of any matter pertaining to their journey, the chill that had worked its way so swiftly into Legolas' heart refused to leave. *** Nharadh groaned softly as he levered himself off of the ground and limped towards his horse. The cut on his thigh was not deep, but it was long and painful, and he could not remember how he had gotten it. Not that it mattered overmuch, given the choir of protests that his abused body raised. Bruises, assorted nicks, and abrasions from the merciless, flaying winds all ached and stang with every movement, but Nharadh gritted his teeth and ignored the discomfort. It was still dark, but the storm had blown over and that meant it was no longer safe to tarry on the trail. The Variags would pursue, and Nharadh did not know what had become of the other three escapes of Khera. Which ignorance he cursed bitterly, for if he but knew that even one other had a worthwhile chance to bring the news north, he might have been free to remain behind. Although tradition was by no means iron clad, and 'honor' was understood differently in Harad than in Gondor anyways, it was generally held that a Haradrim commander stayed with his company to the bitter end, unless other, overriding considerations made that impossible. And although carrying news of the outbreak of war certainly met those conditions, Nharadh had never thought to have to make so terrible a choice, and it tore at his heart to turn his back on his people. But I must! Otherwise, their honor shall have been in vain! With a final sigh, and a darkly longing look cast back over his shoulder, the young Haradrim wound the reins round his left hand and tugged firmly. Obediently, the animal began to move, though it listed to one side, and Nharadh grimaced slightly. The war stallion had picked up a rock in the debris, and though he had managed by feel alone to dig it out as he sat on the trail, the damage had already been done. I shall go faster on foot, doubtless. But for a time, at least, we go together. Once I reach shelter, however, we shall part ways, we two. For the moment, however, he and his steed were doomed to hobble along as best they could, and it amused Nharadh, in a darkly morbid way, that they limped to opposite sides, so that their uneven gaits balanced each other out. The moon's light was pale and faded swiftly as the silver orb sank downward, and Nharadh shivered slightly, feeling as though he followed the moon into the cavernous depths that (according to legend) had housed it once. Spurred by a sudden and rather inexplicable sense of dread, he quickened his pace, praying that he would not trip and turn an ankle, or plunge headlong over the edge of the narrow trail. The Variags must have moved quite far up the path ere ever the storm struck, or they would have lost too many men to such accidents. Bless that storm! He had limped along for perhaps half a mile when the horse whiffled, and drew up short, causing Nharadh to frown. What does he smell, I wonder? It was too dark for him to make out very much, but he knew where he stood now: at a bend as the trail curved back to follow the repanded edge of the canyon wall. What lies beyond that bend, where I cannot see it? As quietly as he could, he drew his sword and, freeing himself of the reins, continued forward alone. For he deemed it a greater peril to have a frightened, lamed horse at his back than to proceed on his own. At least he knew there was nothing behind him that was close enough to present a danger. Senses alert, he crept slowly downward, wishing that his injured right leg gave him less trouble, for every shifting pebble seemed terribly loud to him…. Something swished in the darkness. Nharadh turned swiftly towards the sound, sword raised. Leather and metal creaked and chimed, and the Haradrim snapped, "Hold!" All movements ceased in an instant, which might be a hopeful sign. "Who goes there?" A soft sigh came back, and then, "Valar help you, Nharadh, I would have slain you!" "Bergil?" Nharadh demanded, incredulous but unable to doubt his own ears. "Are you hurt?" "Who was not?" the other replied dismissively. "I can walk and ride still, and that is all that matters for the moment. So we two have escaped. I know not of any others, but I have not come very far, I fear. I… it was dark," the other finished lamely, seeming somewhat embarrassed. "I only began walking again once the storm had ended," Nharadh confessed. "Stay here! I shall return in a moment." Relieved, Nharadh climbed as quickly as he could back up to where his horse stood, and then began leading it down to where Bergil was, carefully feeling his way forward with one hand on the rock wall. "How much further 'til we reach the floor, do you think?" Bergil asked when he rejoined him. "If we continue walking, we should reach it soon enough. Come! I know the way well enough from here, for I got a glimpse of my surroundings ere the moon set." "I must have been too far down for its light to reach me," Bergil muttered, but he obeyed, leading his horse with his left hand, and keeping a hand on the rump of Nharadh's mount for guidance. So he felt the animal's painful limp, and asked, "What happened to the horse?" "He caught a stone ere he left Khera, but I was able to remove it. Alas, fortune is niggling in her favors of late, for though this fine fellow shall recover eventually, he shall do me no good now." With that, they both fell silent, unwilling to give their positions away by their chatter, though doubtless, if any followed them or lay before them, they could trace them by the sound of their painful descent. Perhaps an hour's nerve-wracking climb later, Nharadh let out the breath he had been holding in an inaudible sigh of relief as he set foot upon flat ground at last. Welcome to the cavern of the moon! the trite phrase washed round his mouth, but he refused to break his silence quite yet. Not until we have reached shelter. Mayhap not even until the sun rises…. Nharadh gritted his teeth against his own aching muscles, and the burning of cuts and sand-abraded flesh. Behind him, Bergil's steps faltered a bit, as if the other had stumbled, and his breathing sounded jerky and painful. So you can walk, can you my friend? he thought dryly. From the sound of it, Bergil might well have broken ribs, and Nharadh hoped that the damage was not too bad. If the bones pierced his lungs, then there is naught I can do for him, for I have not the training for that! And though he was ashamed to admit it, a part of him wanted Bergil to be well enough just so that he could send the other on in his stead. Well… we shall see. He seems to be able to keep pace for the moment. Once we stop for the day, we shall see what has been done to him. Morning came not to the depths of the canyon, however, for the rays of the sun did not reach the floor, and all remained in shadows. But there were other senses besides sight, and the desert-born or -trained learned to rely upon them, so as to know when they ought to seek shelter. To Nharadh, the most evident change was in the air, which acquired a sharp, almost metallic scent; and although the desert was generally a quiet place, the stillness became absolute as all wise creatures sought the comfort of their nests. As shall we! Nharadh thought, turning at last aside beneath a slight overhang. Behind a few boulders, and well-hidden from casual observation lay a low-roofed cave, and Nharadh guided his mount inside, pressing the horse's head down. Fortunately, the ceiling was just high enough that he had no need to stoop, and when they were perhaps thirty paces in, he stopped and sighed softly. Fumbling in his belt-pouch, he produced matches, a vial, and a shallow dish, which he set down. Pouring the contents of the vial into the dish, he then lit a match and dropped it into the oil, which quickly caught and burned brightly, revealing the exhausted face of his companion. From the look on Bergil's face, he decided he must look little better, but he gestured for the other to come and sit before him. With a grunt, the other let himself down heavily, wincing slightly. But he still raised a disapproving brow at the sight of the bandages wrapped round Nharadh's leg and left hand. "What happened there?" "Wrong end of a saber," the Haradrim replied, holding up his hand, and then shrugged, "As for the other, I know not! But both are shallow--scratches, really. But I like not the sound of your breathing, my friend. Let us see what has been done to you!" "I think my ribs are cracked, but it is not too bad," Bergil replied in feeble protest as Nharadh reached across and unbuckled the clasp of his cloak. "Then let us make certain. Come, I have one good hand to my name, so help me now and undress yourself," Nharadh chided. "I am not your mother!" "Valar be thanked!" Bergil muttered under his breath as he obeyed. It was easier said than done, however, because every movement hurt, and Nharadh did have to help him with the chain mail that he wore under everything else. The Haradrim grimaced slightly as he probed at the bruised area on Bergil's left side, and the other sucked in a breath, tensing. "Where you struck by a shield?" "I think it was the spine of a saber," Bergil replied tautly. "How fortunate it was not a double-edged weapon, then, or I fear you would be far beyond my help. Does aught else trouble you?" And when the Gondorrim's eyes flicked briefly away, Nharadh narrowed his eyes. "This is no matter for jest or needless valor, my friend. If you are hurt, you must tell me!" "My back," Bergil admitted. "Turn around then, and let me see," the Haradrim ordered. With manifest reluctance, the other obeyed, and this time, Nharadh uttered a curse. "Gebe Annataru, what happened?" For the pale skin of the other's back was marred by livid purple bruises that covered him from waist to shoulders, and in places there were cuts. Not the relatively clean cuts that came of edged weapons, but abraded puncture wounds where something had driven the mail links through the thin leather lining and into Bergil's flesh. "When the blast destroyed the wall, I was struck by some of the debris," Bergil replied through clenched teeth. "The force of it threw me against you." "Then you likely saved my life," Nharadh murmured, feeling as gently as he could along Bergil's spine, hoping to feel nothing resembling a break or a fracture. The Gondorrim shivered at his touch, fighting to hold still, and Nharadh shook his head. "You should have spoken sooner! I would have stopped had I realized how much pain you were in!" "Nay, you were right to push onward, for we dare not be found by either the sun or our enemies," Bergil countered, trying not to be too obvious in his relief when he heard the other rise and go to search in their saddlebags for medicinal supplies. "Be that as it may, my friend, I have seen men stoned who looked not half so bad: one good blow to the head ends all. I marvel that none of those rocks broke your spine! Truly, you must be fortune's favorite tonight." "Say not so, for she is a fickle mistress, and if she hears you say such things, she shall turn her back on me soon enough." "I think, Bergil, that you have used your luck already, so my saying so changes naught. Hold still if you can." It seemed to take Nharadh an eternity to clean out the cuts and the pressure of the bandages for his ribs did nothing to ease the pain in his back. Nevertheless, they did help ease his breathing, and Bergil endured all in silence, though afterwards he was exhausted. "Thank you," he managed, as he painfully pulled his clothes back on, and Nharadh shook his head. "When you reach the next town, assuming that it has not been seized by rebels, then you must see one whose skill in healing is greater than my own," the Haradrim said, offering a crooked smile. "I was taught many ways to kill and wound a man, but very little in the way of soothing the hurts that I can inflict." "I shall… when there is time," Bergil replied, and was weary enough that he did not remark that Nharadh said 'you' and not 'we.' "I wonder, though, how soon they shall move on, or if they wait now for reinforcements. It seemed to me that they had only enough men to take and hold Khera." "And seek for escapes, of course," Nharadh added grimly. "But I think that you are right. There must be others, and they must have some plan other than to sit and wait for a stronger force to come south and crush them. We may need to move soon and swiftly, even during daylight at times. Best that I see to our horses, then, while you rest." "I can help you," the other said, making as if to rise. "Nay, you shall not! Lie down and rest, Bergil." "Are you certain…?" "Lie down, or I may hit you with a rock for lack of a more elegant solution!" Which threat only elicited a pained chuckle. "You are no physician, Nharadh!" "I never claimed to be one. Now rest! I shall keep watch for a time." To his relief, Bergil obeyed, curling up on his right side, where the bruising was less severe. And while Nharadh did his best to treat the horses, who had patches of raw skin where the sand-laden wind had struck most forcefully, Bergil drifted off into an uneasy slumber. The Haradrim paused in his ministrations to listen for a time, and then gave a sharp, contented nod, for the other's breathing seemed untroubled. Good, he thought, as he smeared ointment on the horse's torn hide. He shall be able to travel, then, without endangering his life. That is a relief indeed. For I shall not be there to help him…. ****** Ruohk hala nhimai!-- Here stands honor. Gebe Annataru!-- Sauron's bones! A/N: Thank you Thundera Tiger for the suggestions regarding the pacing. I think switching the sections a bit helped here. ~~~~~~ Chapter Six Dark Night of the Soul April finally delivered of its promise and drenched Gondor with its traditional showers. The morning was wet, and the clouds hung low in the sky as the wind fairly moaned in sympathy for their rain-swollen weight. Below in the city, the streets were well-nigh empty as all sought the comfort and warmth of home or tavern. But work did not cease entirely, and particularly not in the tower of Ecthelion. In the king's study, which lay just off of the royal chambers, Arwen stood staring at a map that had come to occupy the desk closest to the fire's light, and her eyes wandered over the notes and markers that she and her husband had spread over it. Some of those notes significantly predated others, going back almost fifty years, and she traced the handwriting with a smile. Aragorn's work, this, the product of his extensive travels and a prodigious memory for detail and intrigue. Not to mention an opportunistic mind and quick hands to 'borrow' the map from an unwitting Haradrim scholar who had not missed it soon enough. Indirkan, when he had learned of the theft several years ago, had been caught between appalled admiration and disbelief. In the end, the Haradrim had shaken his head and said, "Orodruin's fires, could you have stolen something less useful to you? Desert wanderers take water, not parchment!" Aragorn's excuse--that at the time, there had been no useful maps of the deep reaches of Harad in the West--had earned naught but a dismissive grunt. The Haradrim had said nothing further about the incident ere his return to his homeland, leaving Aragorn to wonder whether he had committed a greater sin than even he had realized. That had seemed for a while to be the end of the matter, but within a month, a courier in Rhanion's livery had arrived with a gift: a beautifully drawn and much more detailed map of Far Harad, given with Indirkan's compliments to a deserving thief! Indirkan's map now graced the war room's walls, and many were the councilors who had stood before it of late, contemplating what might pass within the deep desert. But the original map remained in Aragorn's possession, and although there was naught new to be gleaned from it, she had spent much of the morning staring at it as she sought answers to her questions. Bhor'tarat… Ya'dyahnhir… Rhadi… Urudai… Eight houses and a perfectly closed figure… a perfect balance, in theory. The names of those Eight hung in her mind, clear as the streaks of rain that decked the window, each name anchored by ties to other houses, major and minor, and to Gondor and (probably) Khand. Before her upon the map's surface were markers for each, and as she moved them about, the ties that her mind imposed upon them changed, creating shifting patterns like a drunken spider weaving crazily in the night. Unfortunately, patterns that made no sense were unlikely to be the basis for political insurrection. What is it that I do not see? she wondered, frowning slightly. Something is lacking, yet I cannot say what. Not yet…. The door opened and shut quietly, and though she knew quite well who it was, she did not glance up, unwilling to interrupt her concentration. Nevertheless, a part of her mind marked the slap of wet cloth against stone as the other spread a cloak to dry on the mantel, and the fire hissed as sleeves were wrung out over it. At length, the other came to stand at her side and joined her in staring down at the map, but he maintained his silence, recognizing the peculiarly elvish quality of her meditative concentration. Finally, however, she gave a soft sigh, abandoning the effort. "Heavy thoughts?" Aragorn inquired, running a hand through rain-slick hair. "There is no balance in this," she replied, pursing her lips slightly. "I can find nothing in what we know that will balance Harad's ruling houses." "I do not slight your efforts, my dear, but you have known this for long," Aragorn said gently, and with an air of concerned puzzlement. "Why, then, return to this map and a futile exercise, love?" Arwen said naught for a moment, debating the wisdom of a full explanation. After all, so uncertain a feeling helps us not at all, and may serve only to distract him, she thought. That they could scarcely afford, but on the other hand, Aragorn was not one to let himself be led astray easily, be it by human wile or elvish intuition. And so, after a lengthy pause, she replied, "I cannot say with certainty, beloved, but it seemed to me last night that some warning touched my mind." And at the look of sharp interest that her husband turned upon her, she made haste to add, "Seemed, I say, for 'twas very brief and faint. It could be naught but my own fears making themselves felt as sleep took hold. I fear I dream no longer as an Elf, you know." "I know," Aragorn replied in a low voice. It had been one of the more unsettling changes that Arwen had undergone, and the most telling sign of her renunciation of immortality. Especially as Harad's first civil war had approached, the pair had suffered through those last nights ere his departure as Arwen had endured her first nightmares. Three millennia of peaceful dreaming had left her utterly unprepared to deal with the images that the unconscious human mind crafted, and for all that she slept now the sleep of mortals, she was still elvish enough that her dreams were much sharper, more vivid, more terrifyingly real, than any that a human might have. Unsurprisingly her husband remembered well those nights, but as Aragorn cocked his head to peer at her with worried eyes, Arwen smiled reassuringly. "I am quite well, Estel. You need not fear for me," she said, catching hold of his hand and bringing it to her lips. Aragorn chuckled at the gesture, but clearly was much relieved as he leaned forward to kiss her lightly on the mouth. "Then I shall not. Should this feeling wax, though…." "You shall know of it. But," she added sternly, changing the subject as her eyes flicked over his dripping person, "I do wonder whether I ought not to worry over you. An Elf may find the rain to be little trouble, but Men may sicken when exposed to the damp and cold, love." "After the many winters spent camping in the wild, in cold and wet far worse than this, a springtime shower is unlikely to trouble a Ranger overmuch," Aragorn replied with dry humor. Which might be the only dry thing about him this morning! Arwen thought, noting in spite of that that her husband took care not to drip on the paperwork. "I marked when you left: the sun was still an hour short of rising, and since then she has wandered a leisurely three hours above the clouds. Surely the weather merits a shorter ride, at least, rather than a longer one." "The weather troubles me little, but since I know well the opinions of others on rain, I felt that no one would miss me if I left an hour earlier." "I would feel for your guards, but that I had to placate them already this morning after they realized that you had slipped past them again," Arwen gave a long-suffering sigh and shook her head. "I think we have had this argument before," her husband responded, quirking an eyebrow at her. "We have, several times, and doubtless we shall again since you are so thoroughly incorrigible, love," Arwen said sweetly, and drew forth a short laugh. "I would contest that judgment, my lady Úndomiel, but that if I must face the council thus, I think they shall look to depose me and find another, less disreputable soul to take my place," Aragorn replied, sketching her a bow that did not conceal the rakish grin. "Doubtless that is so. Lord Dírthandar might well suggest it anyway, since he could not find you this morning." "Dírthandar?" Aragorn looked up with a skeptical expression. "He never seeks me before noon, short of a council session. And sometimes even then he is late!" "Wonders occasionally happen. Also, Khet, who has assumed, for the moment, Indirkan's role, wished to speak with you this morning," Arwen informed him. "Did he give any indication as to the matter?" "You know the way of the Haradrim around women, love!" And Aragorn, with an audible sigh, nodded. "I do at that! And I know their skittish ways around Elves, as well. It cannot be helped now, but I shall make a point to seek him out later. As for lord Dírthandar, son of Mirhal, if he would speak with me, then he can join me on my outings or else learn my schedule!" "Bold words, King of Gondor, but best that you learn to follow your schedule, then. The session begins in a quarter hour! Get you gone and make yourself presentable," Arwen ordered, exasperated but also amused as her husband, chuckling to himself, obeyed. He may wear the crown, but that star brooch remains nearest the heart, and always shall I think. For several moments, she stared sightlessly after him, and her mind was filled with memories of the irretrievable past. I never thought to love him when first we met. And yet, despite nigh thirty years' absence, I could not forget him, nor cease to dwell upon our few brief meetings. No Elf are you, Estel, but you have your share of wanderlust, and perhaps that is akin to the sea-call of the Elves, I know not! After a short time, she shook her head and made herself focus once more upon the present. For before them lay another war, and who knew how long it might last? Another war… more doubt and uncertainty for Gondor! Arwen closed her eyes as memories of last night's love brought with them thoughts of Liríel and Halareth--two young girls on whom all of Gondor's hopes now rested should the unthinkable come to pass--and she felt the familiar bite of fear and guilt unwarranted. At least Aragorn assures me 'tis unwarranted, but we have no son. And although I am mortal now, I was not raised thus and still I find the condition… frustrating… unsettling…. Arwen forced herself to abandon that train of thought ere it truly began, and she drew herself up. It was past time that she went to collect Liríel for this session, and Aragorn hardly needed her supervision. We need focus most in such times as these, she thought. Let us hope that the legacy of Gondorrim vigilance has not been swiftly forgotten! *** Indirkan grit his teeth as he swung out of the saddle, and while others milled about, he took the opportunity to stretch. Vigorous though he was, he was still the oldest member of this company (excluding the Elf, of course), and as he had not Aragorn's longevity, his body protested its abuse. Faramir was pushing the pace, for they had lost time waiting for him beyond Poros, and the Steward of Gondor knew with precision the leagues that lay between Mharosh and Rhath-Ihnfar. Fortunately, he knew also that men and horses would ride the longer and swifter for a brief rest, and Indirkan gratefully leaned against his mount, unobtrusively kneading the stiff and sore muscles of his back. At least the heat of the ground helps during the day! he thought. "May I be of assistance?" a lilting voice, soft as a summer's breeze in Gondor, murmured at his shoulder, and Indirkan waited an anxious few seconds to be certain that indeed, his heart had not seized, ere he cast a glance back at the elven prince. "Please!" Indirkan was not one to complain overmuch, and in his youth his had been a very pricklish pride, but age brought with it the wisdom to accept help gracefully when it was discreetly offered. Legolas' deft fingers played over his aching back with a musician's consummate skill, and the ambassador hissed softly as the other found knots that even he had not realized existed. Probably because one reaches a threshold of pain, and can no longer distinguish between levels of it! he decided. "Tell me somewhat of the lords of Harad, for I would fix certain of them in my mind ere I meet them," the Elf said nonchalantly. "Have you never met one before?" "None save you, though I have seen some at a distance during festivals at Minas Tirith. But I have never been introduced." "A wise decision on Aragorn's part, I fear," Indirkan muttered, and added quickly, "Meaning no offense to you, my lord prince." "None taken, for I understand that the Haradrim are wary of Elves. The queen complains that they are uneasy in her presence, even, and says that her brothers quite intimidated most of your staff." "Those two rogues…!" Indirkan growled and shook his head in the darkness, biting off the rest of that sentence. The lords Elrohir and Elladan had intimidated him, and of all his people he was by far the easiest about the Eldar race. "Yes, well, that is so. We of Harad know little of Elves, and what we do know--or at least, what we have always been told--does not incline us favorably towards your people, I fear. Were I you, my lord, I should wear my hair long and loose from now on to cover the tell-tales and keep my mouth shut until it became evident that they knew my bloodlines." "Then I shall follow your advice, though there are other ways to tell an Elf, after all!" Legolas replied, chuckling in the darkness. "But come, you were to tell me something of these lords whom I am to watch." "The first thing you must understand, then, is that we have no king. Nor have we a steward, nor any other final arbiter among the great. There is only the Council of Eight, and that body governs all. No one lord stands first before others, and none stand last when it comes to a vote or the enforcement of decrees." "But?" Legolas prompted. "But," Indirkan replied, smiling slightly as he felt muscles begin to ease under the Elf's ministrations. "The ideal is not the reality. The longer a lord has served, the greater his influence within the Eight. But a newcomer may gain much from having a powerful family name to fall back upon, or some other resource that is badly needed. This much is basic to all dealings between peoples, and I doubt not that it is so among the Elves." Legolas gave a non-committal grunt at that and by his silence urged the other to continue. "But there are other factors as well, and we esteem one who, by his cleverness, protects his own while managing at the same time to avoid both winning and losing as one might say in the West." "Do you say that your people value a stalemate?" "Nay, that we value equilibrium. That the terms of success are different among us than they are among the nations of the west. Your people seek a clear victory, where a Haradrim seeks just enough to sustain his own without inviting future vengeance from his neighbors. Again, though, this is the ideal, and few are they who have the skill to achieve ideal results. This is why Harad is a dangerous place for a novice, and why I am glad that Aragorn has sent Lord Faramir as his herald." "I hope that you shall have so high an opinion of me by the time this ends," said a new voice, and both Elf and Man looked left to see Faramir standing there in the moonlight. The Prince of Ithilien gestured minutely with a raised forefinger for Indirkan to continue, saying, "Please, do not let me interrupt!" "Very well, then. In all of this, you will wish to keep your elvish eyes fast upon two in particular," Indirkan replied, continuing to address Legolas. "Lord Mhinad of Bhor'tarat house and Lord Dharu of Ya'dyahnhir. Of the others, Lord Intahr of Urudai house is the most powerful influence, but he has not the same standing as Lord Dharu. Should aught happen, I would imagine that the first blow would be against him, and so his position on the Council is the more precarious for its prominence. This he knows, and so he has sought to make himself valuable to those most likely to act against him. Lord Mhinad is one of only two lords whose holdings lie in Far Harad, and so his position is well-known. When war comes, he shall break the council in order to govern his own. I think he would be dead but that there are no other southern lords willing to take his place, and Ghoradi has already withdrawn unofficially from the council." "Seven* lords," the Elf sighed, as if in pitying resignation, and Indirkan frowned as he saw Faramir bite back a smile. Whatever amused the prince, he kept it to himself, and Legolas, in a display of elvish agility, returned to the matter at hand as if that brief interlude had never occurred. "So," the Elf continued smoothly, in a thoughtful voice, "in a sense, we need not worry overmuch, since Mhinad's position is declared and understood." It was not truly a question, but Indirkan nodded confirmation anyway. "Precisely. He has no need of subtlety in that respect, so look for threats of a more obvious nature, should he feel the need to make any." "And what of Lord Dharu?" Legolas asked. "That one would steal an Elf's song if he could," Indirkan replied, darkly. "His house has a long history of service, and a reputation for sly politics." "I have met Lord Dharu before," Faramir interjected. "And while I agree that he is certainly a force to be reckoned with, he does not strike me as an illogical man. What would he gain by playing a double game? The current arrangement seems to favor him, after all." "Because his is a wealthy house, and his people prosper compared to others?" And at Faramir's nod, Indirkan laughed softly. "My lord, you and Lord Dharu have much in common, but it remains to be seen whose political idealism eclipses his judgment first. Dharu is not simply a politician, he is an artist, and were there any way to be certain of him, I should count him an ally. But as his aims remain unclear, we must count him an enemy. Therefore be wary still!" "An artist, you say?" Legolas spoke then, hoping to cover over Faramir's momentary discomfiture over the comparison. "That at least an Elf has some knowledge of, and perhaps it may help me to see better where lies the danger he represents. Already, he distracts attention from Bhor'tarat and Ghoradi, whom we know will break… or have broken, in Ghoradi's case… with the Eight." "Now you begin to see why we must tread softly in Harad, even while making our presence felt," Indirkan replied as Legolas stepped back from him. The old man glanced from Faramir to the Elf, and said, "Dharu has done naught that would merit censure, yet he does not hold with Intahr's faction. Whether intentionally or otherwise, he shields Ghoradi and Bhor'tarat from the worst scrutiny, which would seem to argue against his innocence since so experienced a politician cannot be ignorant of the effect he has. But whether friend or foe, assuming his house survives this war, we shall have to deal with Ya'dyahnhir. And so we must be cautious not to alienate him while we know not his intentions." "And while we are ignorant, we are vulnerable. 'Tis the uncertainty that shall kill us, if naught else does!" Faramir said darkly, and Indirkan nodded reluctantly. For a moment, the three stood silent, each wrapped in his own thoughts. Eventually, though, Faramir sighed and glanced about at the others of the escort. "I value your advice, Lord Indirkan, and I shall bear all that you say in mind. But for the moment, I think it best we get underway again, the sooner to test your words against their proper objects!" Faramir raised a hand, and called to the others, "Mount up!" Credit to them, there were no curses or muttering in the escort, but given its composition, one would not expect such complaints. Mablung would have had the hide of any Ranger who made an audible peep, and Beregond was not known to promote the faint of heart to the White Guard. And as Indirkan climbed once more into the saddle, he kneed his horse nearer Legolas' steed and murmured, "My thanks, Prince Legolas." "None needed," the Elf replied graciously and flashed him a grin in the moonlight. "I am always mindful of my elders!" And while Indirkan spluttered at that comment, the prince laughed and said a word to his horse, which darted forward, easily moving up the ranks to join Faramir at the forefront. Elves! One moment they are serious as a summer's day, the next they are as children with a secret! Indirkan thought, and shook his head as he snapped the reigns and spurred his mount forward. Was it his imagination, or did the ring upon his finger sparkle the brighter as he thought it? No time for wonder, he told himself. The night is but half over. Yet he felt himself less resigned to the notion than he had before. Mayhap I do need to laugh more often. And though I fear to inflict him on the somber dignitaries of Hradar, Legolas may, by his very laughter, prove more confounding than all our cunning! That would be a sight to see, and the ambassador felt his lips twitch against his restraint at the mental image of Dharu standing dumbfounded before the Elf. Yes… a sight to see indeed! *** Ancient and venerable tradition made of the desert a lifeless entity, a thing of horror and devoid of all beauty or merit--so said those of Gondor, whose lives were circumscribed by green fields and tall forests, by broad rivers and the endless roaring of the sea. It took time and the guidance of one born to the desert to realize that the lifeless desert was a thorough-going myth and as false as the heat-shaken images that lured the unwary traveler to his doom. Bats and hawks found places to roost, and even owls were not unknown. Around the shallow seas of Harad--which to a western eye were no more than lakes or even ponds--clustered clinging reeds and the mud-guppies that fed upon them, as well as a few other creatures peculiar to the south. In the rocky zones one could find many a lizard and lichen-eating desert mouse, and beneath the earth moved sandsnakes that preyed upon the scorpions and other insects. Nevertheless, the desert did not encourage its denizens to give strident evidence of their existence, and so the night was silent, save for the whistle of wind and the thudding of hoof-beats as two refugees wound their way through the corridors of Khera Canyon. Bergil clung to Nharadh and listened to the emptiness of the night. And for all that he had grown accustomed in the past five years to ride the desert, he felt it very foreign tonight. Part of that had doubtless to do with the fact that for once, the desert was both friend and foe. More, it was less an enemy than those who pursued him, which was something of a novelty, though one he could have done without. And he had no place whither he could return in the end: this journey had no final destination, and he felt adrift, like a swimmer who had gone too far from shore. Memories of lost friends clouded his vision, filling the darkness with pain worse than any he suffered physically. Before him, Nharadh gave their mount a hard kick to the ribs, and called a command to the laboring beast as he leaned forward into the wind. Bergil could feel the other's anger and knew it for a blind, for a way of covering over his own grief and fear. And shame. There was that, too, to deal with, for both of them: for on them in the end rested the burden of command. A captain who lost his company was at loose ends, wondering whether he could have done aught to save those lost lives, fearing that perhaps there might have been. Bergil only hoped that Nharadh would not ride the horse into the ground in a misguided effort to leave his pain behind long enough to avenge it. Bergil at least could lose himself in the misery that was his back and aching ribs, not to mention the splitting headache that had developed and which pulsed sharply each time the horse's hoofs touched the ground. Pain had never been so much a friend, and the Gondorrim willfully wallowed in it to keep his mind from thinking overmuch on all that he left behind. As the miles flew by, he heeded them little, content to concern himself with nothing more than keeping his seat. Time enough to think once more of responsibility, for their path drew them on towards it. If their pursuers did not catch them first, that is, which was a large assumption to make. During their last, brief halt, Nharadh had pressed his ear to the ground and listened, and his voice had been grim when he had arisen and dusted himself off. "They come, and they gain upon us steadily. They are closer than they were when we began this morning, and I doubt not that they began before the sun set." Had the pair of them had healthy horses, they might not have worried so. But Nharadh's poor beast had been thoroughly lamed by that stone, and so they had left him behind. Bergil's mount was hale enough, aside from the abrasions they had all suffered from the sand, but to bear the weight of two men taxed his strength and slowed his pace considerably. It would have been wise to lie up in some hidden shelter, to wipe away their tracks and allow their pursuers to pass them by and hope that the Variags gave up searching. Unfortunately, the situation being grave as it was, they could not afford to spare the time. For all that they knew, the way was already blocked, or would be soon. If they were caught behind the line, if the Variags out-raced them to take town after town, then the first warning Near Harad would have of them would be the approach of the army. And Gondor would not even be aware that aught was amiss unless a messenger could reach the garrison at Poros! he thought. That would be disastrous, and Bergil tried not to imagine the chaos that that might cause. Twenty-five days on the direct path, he thought grimly. That was how long it would take any message of his to work its way back to Minas Tirith, and that with minimal delays and frequent changeovers to fresh mounts. Twenty-five days, and in the mean time, their enemies would dig into the Midlands and march steadily northwards…. *** Nharadh sighed as he dropped a pouch filled with travel rations on the ground and hunkered down across from Bergil. Dawn had come and gone, and still they had pressed on, driven by fear, until the heat grew stifling and the blazing disk of a Haradrim sun had peaked over the eastern rim of the canyon. Unfortunately, their shelter was less accommodating than yesterday's cave: tucked beneath a narrow overhang, their campsite was nothing more than a shallow scoop in the rocky wall. There was barely enough shade to protect the two men and their horse, and if they slept, they would do so sitting up and leaning shoulder to shoulder. Ordinarily, they would have leaned back to back, but Bergil had enough trouble supporting the weight of his clothes pressing against the bruises and cuts. Both men sat now with their legs crossed, and Bergil leaned his elbows against his knees, staring at the parched earth as Nharadh searched through their food supply for something that might have some amount of moisture in it. The longer they could abstain from using their water supply, the better off they would be once they left the canyon's shelter for level ground. His efforts were rewarded when he turned up two tough, thick-skinned waterplant fruits. Passing one to Bergil, he pulled out a dagger and set to work cutting through the leathery rind. "Does your back give you too much pain?" he inquired as he stripped away the first peels. "I can continue, if that is what you mean," Bergil replied, frowning as he cut his lunch into quarters, not bothering with the time consuming task of peeling it. "What of yourself?" "Scratches, as I said. Irritating, but naught worse," Nharadh answered with a shrug, and having succeeded in skinning his fruit, he bit into it, careful not to let any of the liquid go to waste. After a long night of riding following hard upon a harrowing escape, he knew how desperately he needed the water. "Barok'an is the nearest fort, and the nearest source of water. But it may not be safe to stop there, for the Variags could have reached it in the time we have taken. I should make for Zhari instead." "Is that not still quite close?" "It is, but what would you rather? 'Tis on the direct route, and they may be able to lend a horse. Else, one must turn aside and detour through the eastern provinces, I should think. But though Dargalt is also close enough, given the water supply, it will add to your journey." To which Bergil said naught, only finished with the fruit and dug out one of the morsels of Haradrim journey bread. Breaking it, he offered half to his friend, and Nharadh accepted with a nod of thanks. For a time, they ate in silence, lost in their own thoughts. When Bergil had finished, he sighed softly and, using his knife as a stylus, he began to draw lines in the sand. The idle leisure with which the other worked said that his mind wandered far afield, and Nharadh wondered whether those fields were green. Probably, he thought, uncertain of the odd emotion that coursed through him as he considered the other's meditative expression. A place where water does not lack; where children are not constrained to lick away their tears if they must shed them. Perhaps it was the tug of loss that stirred his soul, the sudden acknowledgment of the closure of his horizon. I will never see Gondor. Into the silence he said suddenly, "Tell me more of your home in Gondor. In Ithilien, yes?" Bergil blinked, surprised by the request, but after a moment, he replied, "If you wish. Emyn Arnen is the seat of Prince Faramir's power, and thither my father and I went when I was eleven, at the king's command. Once it was called the Garden of Gondor, the Jewel of the Crown, and we who live there now would see it restored to that place. The forests are vast, and though we have had to fell some of it in order to support farmland, still, the prince would preserve the trees as much as possible, for he loves them well. Oak and ash, and a few stands of rowans in places. The fog comes in off of the river at night, especially in the fall and winter, and you would not think it was a place of Middle-earth. I think that is why the Elves love it so: 'tis like to one of their songs, or at least so I believe. But I am no Elf, to make such a judgment." "You visit these Elves often?" "Once or twice have I gone south, and they come to the prince's court fairly often. Their prince, Legolas son of Thranduil of Greenwood, is great friends with his highness Faramir." "And with you?" "I would not go so far as that. I am a child to him, and will be even should I live to see a hundred," Bergil responded. But he smiled slightly and added, "But he is somewhat different from the few other Elves I have met. More easy, I suppose--less remote. I think it is because of his friendship with Gimli of Aglarond and with the king. And with Prince Faramir's brother, of course." To which, Nharadh could only nod, knowing nothing of Prince Faramir's brother. "On a day like this, when the sun is hot, one can smell the grass and the trees. 'Tis like perfume: thick and heavy, and the air grows more humid with the deepening of summer." "More…?" "Humid. I know not the word in hradathur. I know not whether there is a word for it, for I have never experienced it here. It means that the air has much moisture in it." "That would be something to tell of. Will you return there when this war is over?" "I know not. That is a decision others shall make for me, for I have many years of service ahead of me, assuming I live, and the king sends his soldiers to many different lands. I do not mind, for I would see this world, but I do miss home, as I said." Bergil glanced up, and there was a measuring look in those hazel eyes that sent a sudden warning up Nharadh's back. "And whither will you go, Nharadh? When did you plan to leave me?" Bergil's aggrieved tone cut deep, prodding painfully at Nharadh's already burdened conscience, and the Haradrim cursed inwardly. The Gondorrim waited, clearly expecting an answer, but Nharadh found himself speechless, caught between Bergil's forthrightness and his own more subtle honesty that would yet cloak itself in misdirection. But how to misdirect a direct question? Before his incriminating silence, the other gave a soft, humorless bark of laughter. "'You must seek out a healer,' 'one must turn aside,' 'it will lengthen your journey.' I know I took a blow to the head, my friend, but my ears are intact, and I like to think my wits survived as well." "I am glad to hear it, for you shall need both to cross Hradar," Nharadh responded at last, striving for a mild tone of voice despite the feeling of sick nervousness that came to roost in his gut, and skitter up and down his spine. "Would you simply have left, or had you planned to tell me what you intended?" "I… had not thought so far ahead." Gebe Annataru, what feeble excuse was that?! "I think you lie when you say that, or why else did you say naught?" Bergil demanded, sounding rather hurt beneath his anger. "Nharadh, what is this about? What madness is this?" "Madness it may seem to you, but you are not hradari," the other replied stiffly. "And because I am not, I still understand nothing of your decision," the Gondorrim replied, pausing a moment, and his expression seemed to soften somewhat with pained confusion. "Must I beg you for an explanation, or will you give it freely?" Nharadh bowed his head mutely, unable in that moment to bear the note of pleading in the other's voice, or the look upon his face. After a moment, he heard Bergil exhale heavily, letting his breath hiss through his teeth in rush of puncuated frustration. At length, he spoke again in a low voice, and Nharadh winced at his words. "For five years, I have tried to serve as best I knew how, and to learn your ways. But if you cannot trust me in this, then why offer me your friendship? Or did I misread you?" "Nay, you did not," Nharadh said quickly. Alarmed by the turn of the conversation, he jerked his eyes back up to Bergil's face, fearful that he would be thought insincere otherwise. "Think not that it is a matter of trust that held me back, but… your ways are different," said he in earnest explanation. Bergil raised a skeptical brow, and Nharadh sought to return that look. But in the end, he sighed heavily, and admitted in a low voice: "And I did not wish to argue with you over this." "We still do not argue over 'this,' Nharadh, but over your silence which seems to me deceptive," Bergil pointed out. "I know not yet what 'this' is." "When your people go to war, they protect their leaders. So also do mine, for we cannot lose those who have our land in trust," Nharadh said wearily, yielding at last. "But a captain's place is with his men, always. We who cannot take a nation's burden upon our shoulders take lesser ones, and we are bound to them. Why else should our soldiers have remained upon Gondor's fields when the day was lost and our captains slain or defeated? Not for hatred, though there was that, I grant you; nor for glory, for there would be none left to tell of it. For honor." And at Bergil's wide-eyed stare, Nharadh smiled gently. "'Ruokh hala nhimai': did you think it an empty calling? Your people do the same, at times. The difference is that you do not seek to push the battle to its logical extreme at every occasion." "So you will simply walk into our pursuers' arms and let them take you?" "Never that! 'Tis a matter of honor, after all, and you must reach the next town and pass the message on at least. Nay, I shall take as many of them as I am able, but what happens next is not my decision. But I cannot leave my people behind, and perhaps yours need guidance as well. In all our time together, we never discussed the disposition of prisoners of war." There was a profound silence as Bergil strove to digest all of this, and Nharadh found himself playing with his dagger now in turn, awaiting a response. He was not entirely certain what to expect of the other: disbelief and confusion, certainly, but perhaps anger or disgust as well. He knew Bergil to be a reasonable man, but this was not something that had to do with reason so much as feeling, and so Nharadh steeled himself for the worst the other might have to offer. Finally, Bergil shook his head and said slowly, "Let me understand this. You would prefer to be captured than to continue north?" "I would prefer that I had not had to make the choice to leave Khera." "But this is not… workable. You would lose too often if…." "I told you, you are not hradari, and this is a more complicated matter than I have time to paint for you. Suffice it to say, there are rules within rules, but this case is clear enough: I belong in Khera, not in Zhari!" Nharadh replied, desperation adding force to his words. "But if you attack the Variags who pursue us, surely they shall slay you rather than capture you!" "If they were kind, which I am certain they are not, yes." "Is it death you wish for then?" "'Here stands honor': your king heard that cry and knew its meaning sixteen years ago. 'Twas good of him to allow them to keep their honor, for he could have had them captured, but he did not. He is remembered well for that in Hradar." Nharadh paused, realizing that the conversation chased itself in futile circles, and he sighed, defeated. "Never mind! Despite how it may seem, I do not seek death but to keep my honor. To keep my loyalty intact and hold with the fate of my people. Accept that I cannot satisfy both unless I remain behind. If you must have some better reason than that, then think on this: the Variags ride more swiftly than do we, and we have but one horse to share our weight. One of us must remain if the other is to escape them. Your people must know of this, Bergil, as must mine. You have no reason to remain, but I do. More, I can give you a reason to leave: you are under me, by the terms of the treaties signed sixteen years ago. If I order you to go, you may not refuse." "And do you so order me?" demanded Bergil tautly. "Need I?" Nharadh asked, cocking an eyebrow. Beregond's son glared at him for a seeming eternity, and he knew the other felt abandoned… betrayed. I am sorry, Bergil, but this must be! He opened his mouth to tell him so when quite suddenly, the other bowed his head. "Nay, you need not," he said in a low voice, resignation and resentment distorting his tone. "Thank you." Nharadh replied, just as quietly, and did not bother to hide his relief. Bergil jerked his eyes back up to his at that, and there was that confusion as the other searched his face intently. But at length, the confusion bled away, leaving only pained incomprehension behind. "Do not think that I approve, Nharadh. But I cannot stop you, and unfortunately, I cannot argue against the necessity, save to say that it is not necessary that I be the one to ride north." "But it is necessary that I stay." "So you say," Bergil replied neutrally. Another long pause, and then, "Are you frightened?" Nharadh hesitated a moment, feeling those light eyes upon him, and then he nodded, once. "Yes." It came out in a breathy, hushed syllable, and Nharadh bowed his head in shame. There came the rustle of cloth and leather, and the scuff of boots against the sand, and then Bergil was at his side. A moment he stood and Nharadh felt his stare, and then he sat. An arm was laid about his shoulders, drawing him against the Gondorrim. It was surprising, the strength of that embrace, and Nharadh knew that the other had to be hurting, yet Bergil did not complain. And after a split second's indecisive wavering, Nharadh sighed softly and laid a hand on the other's knee, leaning against him. There was a time and a place for strength, but if Bergil needed to be strong, then Nharadh equally needed to be comforted, for he had run out of strength with that admission. "This was not a choice I expected to make. Not so… soon," he confessed painfully, hating the slight tremor in his voice. "'Tis nothing I ever expected to face," Bergil responded tensely. "Do you know when…?" "There is a place not more than a few hours' ride from here. By then, I doubt not that they shall have caught up, but the path narrows enough that I should be able to make a fight of it, at least." Nharadh closed his eyes, feeling suddenly quite weary indeed, and he felt the other's hand leave his shoulder and come to rest against the back of his neck. "Rest then, and I will watch for awhile," Bergil urged. "You shall not run off to find the Variags, shall you?" Nharadh asked, feeling a spark of suspicion flare up in spite of his weariness. "No." "You promise me that?" "I swear it." The hand tightened, and something suspiciously like tenderness entered the other's tone as he said, with quiet assurance, "You need me, after all. Now sleep if you can, and forget for a time." Nharadh needed no further urging, and he felt Bergil adjust his position slightly to ease the strain on his ribs. His head on Bergil's shoulder and his weight braced against the other's body, Nharadh let exhaustion wash over him and hoped that flesh and friendship were shelter enough to ward off dreams. ******* *seven: hearkens back to something I cooked up for "Roots" regarding elvish numerical superstitions. In Appendix D of RotK, pp. 440-441, Tolkien noted that the Eldar preferred to reckon in sixes and twElves, and that their basic unit of (useful) time measurement was 144 mortal years, or twelve squared. I'm just playing around with that idea a bit and designating seven an unlucky number, as it is the first one after six, and the first "odd" number by elvish custom. ~~~~~ Chapter Seven Tracery Khera Fortress stood alone and high upon the plains, seeming as a sandcastle caught by the running tide. Its watchtower gone, the western wall was a sloping ruin that petered out into rubble, and there were no gates, only emptiness that opened onto a splendid vista of desert and canyon. Hawks hung in the air, drifting high on winds that never touched the earth, and the sun shone bright and hot in the afternoon. The view, however, was furthest from the thoughts of the hooded, masked figure who stood in the shade of the surviving eastern wall, surveying the fair day through the gaps in the brick-work.. His dress was hradari and bore familiar sigils, yet the snake emblems in red and black proclaimed him Variag, and one of some rank, and the hradari who crept about the rubble-strewn square were conspicuous in their avoidance of him. Etun en-Lhat en-Bharag stood still and silent as the young trees of his homeland, and smiled contemptuously behind his veil. The resentment of the hradari troubled him little, for the chill of their dislike eased the heat of the day. I know their ways. They speak of honor, of loyalty to House and homeland, yet look at them! They crawl through the blood of their own people without remorse. Animals, all of them! Naturally, he kept such thoughts to himself, for there was no point in inviting retaliation from so fickle a people, especially when he and his Variags were outnumbered. Cavalry gave them an advantage not to be underestimated in battle, yet none of them were mounted at the moment. Save our messenger and those who hunt the rats for us. They had caught one of the escaped hradari almost immediately--Etun had put his last cross-bow bolt into his back. But three others had reached the canyon, and much though it had pained him to abandon the hunt, he could not justify the risk to his own. The canyon's pathways were narrow and winding as they snaked towards the floor, and it would have been madness to dare them while the storm raged, blinding them all. Once the winds had died, though, his best riders had charged ahead in pursuit, and he waited now for their return. In the mean time, work parties cleared the square and repairs would soon enough be underway. Kharish had opened its gates to them two weeks ago, and with the news that Khera fortress was safely taken, they ought to see supplies coming soon out of that city. Even before the walls were rebuilt, however, they would need to move on to the next village, the next city, and it seemed that fortune favored them today. Such messages as had come from the surrounding fortresses were quite encouraging, and since for this stage of the campaign, all commanders acted more or less separately according to a prearranged time table, there was little he could do to help or hinder his hradari 'brethren.' If they moved quickly enough if they could only take Mahnit, the nexus of many of Harad's roads north of the Midlands line, and if they could hold the land for the next few weeks, then they would have all of summer to entrench themselves here, in the Midlands. That shall give us time to build, time to make this a worthwhile line of defense and a stronghold from which to strike out at our enemies. Oh yes, 'our' enemies, Etun thought with cynical amusement. The southern provinces of Harad might mistrust the Variags of Khand, but even House Ghoradi knew not the extent of Khand's plans. It made sense, after all, that the Variags should aid South Harad, for if the South secured its own borders and more arable land, then Khand need not sell its precious reserves of food under threat of invasion, for the hradari were indisputably more numerous than the Variags. More, if South Harad seceded and became self-sufficient, it would be one more power standing between Khand and Gondor, which would be all to the good. Yet if we are truly successful, then our victory will raise us above these hradari, and Khand shall stand secure for the first time in its history!* To achieve that goal required some sacrifices however, and his own hradari dress was one of them. Although he was Lhat's son, he was known still within Khand as Etun en-Bharag, and his grand-father's long shadow remained over him. Dwelling ever in the obscurity of his infamous grand-sire had displeased him as a child and an untried warrior, for he was no more hradari than his father had been. Bharag himself had thrown off his hradari roots as thoroughly as possible, though he had insisted that his son and grand-son learn the language of his youth. Thus Etun, like many Variags, spoke hradathur, but his speech was more subtle, and he never tripped over the aspirants, having grown up hearing and using the language. But he cared little for the hradari themselves, or their ways, and rather resented that he shared in their bloodline. Bharag might have risen in Khand's service, but he had never been fully trusted, and that distrust had been passed through the generations to Etun himself. Although it helped that he was fervent in his desire to serve Khand alone, and that his disgust over certain hradari customs was fundamental, still, others looked askance at him. This campaign, though, might well be the proving of him to his fellows, and for the first time, his hradari blood was a help, not a hindrance. For no other could claim the rule of a hradari House, and an ambassador's House at that. No other could present himself as wrongfully disinherited to the Ghoradi. A natural ally he was, at least politically, and thus he served both his "homelands" by founding his current rank of captain on his alien origins--Khand could rest assured that it had a loyal commander in place to oversee matters, whereas the hradari felt secure in the knowledge that they helped one of their own. Of course neither side is complete in its trust of me, but when I am through, Harad will be subjugated and Khand will owe its salvation to my 'tainted' blood! At the moment, however, he had still to prove himself, but despite a flare of anxiety, he welcomed the challenge. Even if we do not topple Harad, this war will leave it weakened! And mayhap that shall be enough. 'Twould not be so ill, to be remembered as he who began the breaking of Harad, even if my children must complete the task! But to even begin that task in earnest, he had first to hold the Midlands and take enough of the lands north of the line to provide a barrier between the forces of North Harad and Gondor. It was an odd thing, Etun thought as he stared meditatively at the sun-swept sands. On the one hand, Gondor's rise to prominence was but the crowning humiliation, for while it prospered, the East had spent years in painful disarray. That the king of Gondor should be so closely bound to Harad (or to the northern part of Harad) was an intolerable state of affairs to Khand, which had had its own plans for that land. Indeed, had not Gondor intervened, this campaign might well be unnecessary, for the Variags might have struck much sooner, while Harad's Council of Eight dissolved itself in a fit of fratricidal strife. But King Elfstone-- And what sort of name is that? Etun demanded contemptuously-- had proved more far-sighted than Khand had hoped, helping to end the war too soon for the Variags to take advantage of it. Since then, Elessar's allies in the north had entrenched themselves in the Council, and it would be very difficult to rid northern Harad of the entangling ties to the West. Difficult, but not impossible! Ghoradi and Bhor'tarat have broken with the Eight already, and Lord Dharu courts us, buying us time through misdirection. Given enough time, surely that fratricidal instinct would rear its head again, leaving the way open to reduce North Harad to little more than a vassal state. And of course, there was the other side of the coin to consider. Humiliating as it might be to bow to some bloodless king and a renewed Gondor and Arnor, surely there was a hopeful lesson to be learned from the West. For if some houseless wanderer from the frozen wasteland of the far north can resurrect two nations, surely Khand can do the same and better! The Variags were an ancient people, after all, and not bereft of wisdom, having learned much over the millennia. Not least of which is how to bait a trap! For while Gondor, like an untried mongoose, noses about in Harad, seeking the head of the snake, it shall be vulnerable to a bite from other quarters! Recovering Rhûn lies north of Khand, and largely open to Gondor on a direct route northeast from Minas Tirith, and for all their riches, they are weak-- a conglomerate of folk, content to sit and let the rains fall upon them. If they wish to keep those fields of theirs intact, they shall bow to our wishes in this matter... or else yield their bounty up to us! Faced with such an ultimatum and the lines of Variag cavalry, the nominal leaders of Rhûn would have been very foolish to refuse Khand's wishes, and Etun smiled again, this time in anticipation. After millennia of being trapped ever between Rhûn's politically powerful leaders and the devious, unstable, but numerous hradari, Khand was about to claim its rightful place in the East. No longer would invaders trample its few arable plains or take its people to work foreign lands, for the benefit of foreign powers; no longer would its heights-dwelling people fear hunger when rocky, steep farmlands failed to yield sufficient crops, for they would be in a position to take what ought rightfully to have been theirs; no longer would troublesome neighbors dictate the ebb and flow of Khand's fortunes. And no longer shall we stand amazed before King Elfstone of Gondor! With such pleasant thoughts warming his heart, Etun turned from the view and his dark-eyed gaze swept over the work parties. In amidst the hradari were his own folk, their brighter garb and snake emblems seeming to glow in amidst shades of brown and black, and Etun felt a spark of pride. None of them had fond memories of the hradari, yet one might not know that from how readily they worked with their nominal allies. They were few, his men--this was, after all, supposed to be a largely hradari uprising, and the presence of too many Variags in the line might raise unpleasant speculation in certain western lords' minds. Indeed, King Elf-stone seemed uncommonly cautious--word had it that he had men stationed already along the likely approaches from Mordor. But he could know nothing, truly. Not until we move, Etun thought. And then... then let him beware! In the mean time, there is much to do. We must make a sorting of our prisoners, at least, and see what use can be made of them! "Reda!" He raised his voice and beckoned with a wave of his hand to his senior lieutenant. In response, the man abandoned his own vantage point to come stand before him. "Has our hradari captain finished sorting through the Kherans?" "He had not when last I looked, but it seems they are mostly hradari." "How many Gondorrim?" "Perhaps twenty-five survivors, and several of them wounded. The rest...." Reda gestured about to the bodies being recovered and heaped on the funeral pyre. Etun grunted. He had rather hoped for more than that, but he supposed that all things considered, they were fortunate to take so many alive. "Which is their captain?" "I do not know, sir. Hrenat," he replied, naming the hradari captain, "told me that he has found no one yet who claims to be in command, and the uniforms seem to bear him out. It may be that he is dead." "And they still live?" Etun's brows shot up at that. "They are not sworn guardsmen, nor even hradari, any of them," Reda answered with a shrug, and his tone indicated that he expected little of them in any case. "Hmm... Very well then. See that we learn the truth, but do not damage them too badly. We do need hands to help repair the damage." "Aye sir." Reda saluted and then made his way through the rubble towards the keep. So the Gondorrim are leaderless, yet still alive. I wonder.... All Variags were quite conscious of different customs, for having been crushed between peoples for all their long history, they could not afford ignorance. Yet that did not mean that they approved at all of such differences, and often knowledge seemed to breed a more tenacious hatred. Etun, raised between two worlds, however, was more cautious than many in his prejudices. For much as he disliked the hradari, he knew better than to let that hatred blind him. The hradari had survived a cruel land, therefore their customs must have some merit to them, and the same must surely be true of the Gondorrim. He had heard that the Gondorrim were brave, that they fought tenaciously and well. If, indeed, they had not any custom among them that resembled that of sworn Variag guardsmen, or the intricate loyalty oaths of hradari soldiers and captains, that was no reason to underestimate them. Whatever Reda's opinion of such rough, uncivilized manners, they were not cowards. That Etun knew from the tales of older warriors, and they would bear careful watching. As careful watching as the hradari, no doubt, who were known to be unpredictable captives at best. This may prove more interesting than I had thought it would. I have never met any Gondorrim, after all! Well that I begin my education early, before we face them once more in battle! Which was why, after a but a little while longer, he left his place in the shade and followed in Reda's trail, bound for the dungeons of Khera. *** They began their journey early, ere the sun had set fully. As soon as it passed over the western edge of the canyon, Nharadh and Bergil had stirred from their uneasy slumber and made ready to depart in spite of the heat. Neither man spoke, enclosed together in a subdued, tense silence as they mounted their horse and turned north-west again. Muted by sand and the wind whistling in their ears, their mount's hoof-beats yet measured out the agonized rhythm of their hearts. With every step, they felt time slip a little further from them, and Bergil clutched at his friend's waist firmly and not only for balance. And as the canyon flowed by in a monotonous blur, he felt Nharadh's right hand slip down to cover his clasped ones. The grip was almost painfully tight, and Bergil knew that within the other's gloves, his knuckles were white with that tension. Leaning his forehead against the other's shoulders, Bergil shut his eyes and tried not to think, but his traitor mind refused to obey. And so with each stride, he was reminded--He goes now to die! For despite Nharadh's dread anticipation of captivity, he could not bring himself to believe that their pursuers would be satisfied with a prisoner. What profit in another, when already Khera's cramped dungeon must be filled nigh to bursting with survivors? Long they rode, and though they sped through the shadowed depths of the canyon, above them, the sky darkened, assuming that deeper shade of blue that hints at the coming of evening. And of a sudden, Nharadh drew rein, and their mount snorted, rearing slightly to break its momentum. The Haradrim turned their horse, staring a moment into the night of the canyon's narrowing passageway ere he gave Bergil's hands a slight squeeze. The Gondorrim released him, and Nharadh swung a leg over the horse's neck and dropped lightly to the earth. Using his teeth, he pulled a glove off and began tugging at the straps that held a small set of saddle bags to fore, across their mount's shoulders. Working by feel alone in the dim lighting, he freed them after several moments and let them fall to the ground with an audible clink! Then, pulling his gauntlet back on, he gave the gelding's neck an affectionate slap, and seemed to laugh softly when the animal laid its nose upon his shoulder, whickering. "You shall run the lighter now, my friend, so do not spare your speed!" he murmured as Bergil settled himself into the saddle, finding the stirrups. "To Zhari, Bergil, or Dargalt. But choose swiftly and well, for if you go to first one and are forced to the other, I know not whether your water shall last." "Nharadh...." the Gondorrim paused, and as swiftly as they arose he discarded a number of seeming trite and hollow farewells. Finally, "Valar protect you, and if they do not... ." "If they do not, the Lord of Gifts may yet deal out his particular 'gift' to a cunning warrior," Nharadh replied, and the pale crescent of a grin glinted in the fast-waning light. "If they do not," Bergil persevered, refusing to accept that, "then take care of yourself." And at that he saw that smile--forced and false--falter. Nharadh reached up, a silhouette without a face, yet Bergil unerringly stretched his hand forth to clasp the other's hand. "Take care of yourself, and look for our return!" "I count upon it. Now, go! They cannot be far behind, and I have all that I need for this task. Ride! Go!" Nharadh pulled free and stood back as his friend jerked the reins hard. Their horse--Bergil's horse--snorted as it turned, and then leapt forward as the Gondorrim gave it a hard kick to the sides. With all his heart, Nharadh wished that he could watch as the other disappeared into darkness, that he could listen until the hoof-beats faded away into silence. But he made himself kneel instead and open the saddlebags. A cursory inspection of them while Bergil had slept the day before had revealed that the Variags, true to form, remained prepared for all contingencies, and he felt a grim smile light his face despite the situation. I remember my father's tales of fighting beside the Variags of Khand! You were ever aloof, ever fierce... ever distrustful. Once allies, yet ever enemies at heart, we all of us served Sauron well and cursed each other often behind the other's back. There is a poetry to this, I feel it! he thought as he drew forth a spiky form from the saddlebags. A moment he contemplated it, then set it back in its pouch. Rummaging through the other pack, he found a length of tough rope and stood, shaking it out. The canyon narrowed quite severely, until no more than two mounted men could possibly ride abreast, and he sought now in the darkness beneath a rocky outcropping purchase enough for a knot. Finding a suitable stone, he quickly tied one end of the rope firmly about it, then laid the length of it across the gap. He could find nothing else to fasten the other end to, but that was not so troublesome. Returning to the saddle bags, he unclipped one from the other and tossed the one that had held the rope to one side in the shadows. The other he opened and, with his heart pounding in his chest, he tilted it and, like a farmer tossing grain to his chicks, scattered the contents all along the narrow passageway. The caltrops chimed as they struck each other and then skittered away, littering the sand that muffled their fall. In the darkness, they ought to be indistinguishable, and even if they were not, they were certainly unavoidable. Having finished his preparations, Nharadh retreated to crouch in the shadow of the wall, taking the loose end of the rope in his hands. He would need to be quick, but the noise of the horses ought to alert him long before he need act. In the mean time, he simply loosened his blade in its scabbard and felt at himself to be certain that his knives were securely in place and within reach. And that was all. Squatting on his haunches, head bowed, the Haradrim waited, listening to the desert, mind blank. Or nearly so, for Bergil's voice and words whispered in the corners, denying him that perfect state of concentration. Curse it all, have sense, man of Gondor! Leave me be and be on your way! For they come... they come, and I cannot afford the thought of you! So he thought and counted his heartbeats in an effort to remind himself that time still flowed as it always had, that there were moments and minutes and hours that had yet to come. But for Nharadh, the river of time swept past in a channel that narrowed to a point, and he knew not what might lie beyond it. He thought that the Variags must be close, must be hard upon them, for at the last measure he had made, the hoofs of their horses had been loud, reverberating through the parched earth. Variag cavalry were feared throughout the east and south, and until the hradari had encountered the Rohirrim, they had known no better horsemen. Therefore, he urged Bergil on in his mind, hoping that their poor, abused mount had still strength enough to last the night at a good canter. The swifter he can ride, the more chance we have against these rebels and their allies. Variags... what might they gain from this? The long history of feud and uneasy alliance between Khand and its neighbors was well known in the south and east, but even so, Nharadh could not quite see the logic of the Variags' involvement. Unless Ghoradi threatened them, as has happened before. Father said once that when he was a young man, Sauron sent a lieutenant to the South to mediate between the South hradari tribes and Khand.... 'Mediate!' The word was sour on his tongue, for according to the tales he had heard, the blood had been hip deep in places, and one needed both hands to count the number of heads taken ere the matter was settled to the satisfaction of the Overlord. And now that we have no Overlord to force our cooperation, old hatreds burn bright once more, he thought grimly. Although he remembered vaguely the days under Sauron, he had been too young, in truth, to appreciate the reality of life under Mordor's dominion, even as Bergil's understanding of Gondor before the Great War came mostly of a man's thoughtful meditations rather than of his childhood memories. But despite the knowledge that Hradar's position was less bad than it had been in many ways, it seemed to him that there was much to be said for life under the rule of another. At least we knew our enemies, and when we served in Sauron's armies, we were one company, no matter what our origins, and ours was a common goal. Now, though, there is no one to save us from ourselves, nor from any other. Much as Nharadh had grown to respect and love Bergil as a comrade and friend, there were times--and this was one of them--when he bitterly resented him his good fortune. For Gondor had come through the crucible largely intact and united, whereas all the South and East still suffered the consequences of their supposed liberation. Ere he could sink much further into such frustrated speculation, a sound caught his attention. Stiffening, he listened intently, clutching the rope tightly in automatic reaction. Faint but steady in the distance came the sound of hoofs. At last! Shifting his weight slightly to let blood circulate more freely, he drew a deep breath and shook troubled thoughts from his mind. As the pursuing horsemen drew nearer, he tried to make a count of them: between four and six, he judged. Steadily... patience! he rebuked himself for the sudden surge of anxiety. Closer... closer... Ride, Bergil! The first pair of horsemen appeared around the bend and sped towards the trap at a gallop. About fifteen feet ere they reached the narrowest point of the canyon's passageway, the horses screamed, stumbling as their stride faltered. Momentum carried them past Nharadh a good several yards, spilling their riders into the sand as they went down. The next horses, hard on their heels, could not stop in time and met a similar fate. But the final pair looked about to break through, and so Nharadh stood suddenly, pulling the line taut. Curses reached him even as he was jerked forward from his position and right off his feet by the staggering mounts. Dropping the rope, Nharadh rolled, gritting his teeth as the impact jarred him despite the cushioning sand. He was quick to come to his feet, however, and as he rose, he swept his sword out. A dagger dropped into his left hand from its wrist sheath and he turned towards his enemies, picking his targets. Ere any of the Variags could face him, he threw the dagger and a horse screamed. And as one of the animals that he had tripped staggered to its feet, the Haradrim dashed forward, grabbed the reins to jerk the head down, and cut the animal's throat. He hated to butcher horses, yet he could not risk leaving the Variags with useful mounts. In the dim light, it was difficult to see much, but Nharadh had spent his life learning to move in darkness. He spun to parry a lunge, then answered with a quick riposte ere he leapt sideways over the fallen horse and used a second dagger to kill another of the horses. As he turned once more, however, seeking an opponent, something glinted in the air, and Nharadh staggered as a Variag throwing knife sank into his shoulder just below his collarbone. Pain screamed along his nerves, but training was ruthless: he pulled the knife, sweeping it wide to cut the throat of one of the Variags who rushed towards him. But there were two more in his wake, and they lunged in tandem for him, bearing him down to the ground with their weight. The Haradrim snarled as he managed to shove the dagger into one of them, but the other sank his fingers into Nharadh's wound, hooking them into muscle and pulling. When the Haradrim cried out sharply in pain, his assailant grabbed his right arm and slammed it hard against the earth, causing him to drop his weapon. By now, the others had gathered round, and someone had his legs pinned so that no matter how he thrashed and writhed, seeking escape, he could not gain enough leverage to turn. And while one of his captors sat on his chest, pinning his arms, a pair of hands clamped over his mouth and nose, cutting off his air. Nharadh tried to scream, to bite, to do anything at all, but those hands were too strong. The weight across his chest was nigh intolerable-- a band of pressure slowly crushing the breath out of him, and his lungs ached. Bright spots danced in his vision as he futilely struggled to breathe, but in vain. He was sinking swiftly into unconsciousness, and one by one, his senses failed him. Sight surrendered to darkness, and his body grew numb. Words swam in his hearing, fading away, and until they were finally buried beneath a roar not unlike that of the surf upon the strand. But I have never seen the ocean! a voice protested inside his head, and then drowned, taking with it all memory of wakefulness. *** "Every line is a path, every curve is both boundary and void. Ink is the blood of the creative soul that pours itself out for others to see." Halareth drew a deep breath, lips moving soundlessly as she mouthed the words along with Kirdali, trying to ingrain them in her mind. "Find the balance: every path has its end, every boundary knows transcendence, and every horizon returns to the earth. Bleed too much, and there is only chaos and destruction." Her instructor's voice had that sing-song intonation that tended to lull Halareth into a half-somnolent state, and she struggled against the temptation. Throwing all the powers of concentration that a six year-old child had into the fray, she carefully traced the symbols that spelled out her own name. Again and again, she wrote them out, and Kirdali had told her that she would continue to do so until she was satisfied with her technique. In the mean time, the Haradrim noblewoman had drilled two or three basic teaching mantras into Halareth's head over the past few days, and the little girl found the words running ever through her mind, even in sleep. Even if I do not understand all of the words, I dare not forget them! Líriel had helped her with that, at least, but Halareth still was not certain she knew whether she truly understood what Kirdali told her. When she had rather timidly voiced such fears, the Haradrim had merely smiled and told her that all would be revealed with time. "And with practice. Therefore, take your brush and begin again!" And so Halareth had obeyed, and hoped that she would be able to remember her teacher's cryptic sayings long enough to ask Líri for help. She supposed that she could also ask her parents, for her father and mother had both questioned her about her newfound art. Yet though the King and Queen of Gondor seemed quite pleased with her initiative, something held her back from asking about Kirdali's mantras. There was, Halareth had discovered, something utterly satisfying about the fact that she knew something that her parents did not. It was an utter novelty, and although Kirdali told her repeatedly that pride had no place in an artist's heart, still, she was proud of herself, that she could answer her parents' questions for them. Even her father, who had gone to Harad when he was young, knew very little of kevan'atailit, other than that it existed. And although Kirdali had informed her that she was Not Allowed to make any serious attempts to write anything other than her own name, Halareth had nevertheless written the names of all of her family. I only do it because it pleases me, so it is not a 'serious attempt,' she rationalized. It was a way to practice her art and stave off boredom, particularly since between her father and mother, she had at least seven different names with which to practice. "Halareth!" Kirdali's sharp voice made her blink, and she realized that her attention had strayed. Casting a guilty glance upward at her teacher, she set her brush aside. "Child, you must concentrate if you wish to improve." "I beg your pardon," Halareth murmured meekly, embarrassed. "There is no point in writing if it has not purpose, and purpose does not come from daydreams. Why do you write?" "To learn to perceive," Halareth replied, dutifully repeating the imparted wisdom of generations of Haradrim artists. "That is the answer, but what would you perceive?" "What would I...?" the little girl trailed off. This was a new question, and she searched her mind furiously for an answer, aware that Kirdali was waiting. "I... would learn to see why some names are beautiful?" She hazarded, and got only a skeptical look. "Some names? All are beautiful, child. Some are beautifully terrible, others terribly beautiful, but the power of the brush is to find that beauty in all things. Now," and of a sudden, Kirdali's severity abandoned her, and she offered Halareth a kind smile. "You would not know this, of course, but well that you learn it early. And there are other reasons to write. A name is a part of a person, and how it is written reveals much of the writer's thoughts about that person. Do you understand that?" "As the stitches tell of the seamstress," Halareth replied promptly, recalling a similar lesson that Arwen had given her a few months ago. "Yes, just so," Kirdali replied, seeming pleased. "Who do you think of when you write, my lady?" the girl asked, curious. "Many people, and many things," the Haradrim replied, and then gave a slight smile. "I admit that of late, however, it is your mother who occupies my thoughts." "Nana?" Halareth asked, glancing up briefly as one of the serving women--Irin?--drifted closer, going to sit before the window so that she could see better her own needlework in the morning's light. Halareth still had yet to hear them speak in voices above a whisper in their mistress' presence, and they refused to meet her eyes for more than moments whenever she stared at them. She would have asked Kirdali about them, but she had been taught that it was rude to ask questions about another when in that other's presence. Uncertain what to make of such behavior, Halareth had decided simply to ignore them, for that seemed to be what they wished. "Your mother is the only Elf that I have ever met, and she is... complicated," Kirdali replied. "A long tale she has." "Mmm." Halareth nodded, but said nothing. She knew not what to say, in truth, for Arwen was her mother, and in a child's mind, one's mother simply is--ageless, ever-present, one not to be questioned--one not able to be questioned. Three thousand years or thirty, age made little difference as of yet to Halareth's mind, despite her precocious nature. Her Nana was wonderful of course, and very wise, and very... wonderful. That anyone could think otherwise was not quite within the reach of Halareth's comprehension--she knew that some people were uncomfortable around Arwen, but with a child's logic, she assumed that such people were merely foolish and in need of instruction. "I think she has known much sorrow, and that intrigues me," Kirdali was saying, and Halareth blinked, earning a quick but piercing stare from her teacher. "It helps me to write her name, because then I learn what my heart knows of her already. And often, one learns new things as well, things that can only be seen when glimpsed as a whole. But you are not yet ready for such explorations, I think. For now, it is enough that you continue with your exercises." With that pointed hint, Halareth grinned and obediently picked up the brush again, pulling a new sheet of paper before her. "Again! Every line is a path, every curve is both boundary and void. Ink is the blood of the creative soul that pours itself out for others to see...." *** Rhath-Ihnfar rose out of the ground in a profusion of fluted rock and brick, lit like a lighthouse on the coasts of Belfalas. Or like Minas Tirith, Faramir thought as he gazed up at the spires of the keep within the city's walls. Eight of them, tall and slender, rising to vicious points--symbolic of the council and the eight ancient provinces of Harad. For some reason, the sight recalled staves he had learned as a child. 'Nine for mortal men doomed to die'... I wonder whether there ought not to be some verse that speaks of the mortal proclivity for towers! It was the dark before dawn, and the city still bustled about them. Already, they had passed one large, open-air market, each stand lit by lamps, around which crowded customers. "This will continue 'til mid-morning, my lords," Indirkan had remarked. "Then the shops will close, reopening in the late afternoon. As summer draws nearer, the hours will shorten. Indeed, in many places further south, the stands are open only at night, for the day is too hot for such enterprises." At Faramir's left, Legolas stared about, his bright eyes gleaming in the lamplight. Indeed, he was tense as a strung bow, though not with anxiety: his was the attentiveness of an Elf in new surroundings, and the Prince of Ithilien did not doubt that sharp elven ears sought out the cadence of Haradrim speech already. For his part, the swift ebb and flow of competing voices was too chaotic for him to understand more than snatches of conversation, or words here and there, but he listened nonetheless as he followed Indirkan down the broad main streets. The Haradrim ambassador, too, was tense, or so Faramir thought, and wondered what subtleties the other read in the crowd. As they approached the keep and began to cross the last square, Indirkan suddenly held up a hand, signaling the entourage to move aside. Faramir obediently side-stepped his mount to the left, noticing as he did so the ripple in the crowd as it parted. Legolas glanced at him, as if to ask whether the steward knew what passed, and Faramir simply cocked his head slightly ere he turned his eyes back to the crowd and the bizarre figure that strode through the human aisle. Dressed in layers of black and green, with long, grey-streaked hair hanging loose, save for a dark braid down his back that ended in a gold clasp, the bone-thin man walked with an unexpected vigor. Sigils of a sort different from any that Faramir had ever seen on a Haradrim were painted upon his face, and in his hand, he bore a staff that had many beaded lengths of leather wound about it, and more signs traced along its length. As he passed, men and women bowed their heads and remained thus, muttering what sounded like a formal blessing or invocation of some sort. When the man reached their ranks, Faramir bowed his head as well, covertly signaling behind his back that the rest of his party was to do the same, and he heard Indirkan speak in a low, reverent voice: "Bless your ways, honored one! Bless all your comings and goings!" There was a long silence, broken only by the sound of the old man's movements, and Faramir felt his hackles rise at the quality of it--there was deference, yes, but also fear, and no little awe. "You may raise your heads now, my lords," Indirkan's voice sounded close at hand just as chatter broke out again, and the sounds of people hurrying to be on their way. "What is he?" Legolas asked, staring intently after the retreating figure. "A staff man. A sign of troubled times," the ambassador replied in a grim undertone. "But come, such explanations can wait for a time, and I doubt that you need pay much attention to such as he. What need of symbols have you when you shall be at the heart of the storm?" With those encouraging words, they rode slowly onward. And although Faramir had been to Rhath-Ihnfarh before, as he watched the spires rise high above the looming gates of the keep, he could not help but think of that other gate that lay now in ruin. The Black Gate is gone, and the Towers of the Teeth are no more, he told himself firmly. We deal now with mortal men! Nevertheless, as he passed through the entry and into the square, memories of Mordor whispered in his mind. "Welcome to Rhath-Ihnfar, my lords," Indirkan murmured at his side, and but for the gravity of their mission, his tone might have been wry. "City of intrigue!" ***** References for Khand and Harad are from: http://rover.wiesbaden.netsurf.de/~lalaith/Tolkien/Fr_Men.html Thanks to Isabeau of Greenlea and Gayle M for their beta-ing services. No more pointed ears, Isabeau! ~~~~~ Chapter Eight The Game's Afoot Dharu of Ya’dyahnhir House let his eyes stray over the group that approached, surreptitiously marking the positions of those within it, trying to deduce precedence and function. Of course he knew Lord Indirkan of Rhanion House, and knew him to be a fierce proponent of cooperation with Gondor and of internal reform of Harad’s political landscape. His frankness--rare in the cauldron of dissent that was Harad, and noticeable amidst steaming rumors and maneuvers hidden beneath the surface of a heady brew of intrigue--might have made him the butt of many a derisory opinion, but that all knew well that he had led the Rebels of Hradar for sixty years without once being caught. Even now, the secrets of that organization remained just that: secret. Dharu admired that, and refused to underestimate the old man, for age had not dimmed his wits, and those of his bloodline tended to remain quite active unto the day of death. Tonight, Indirkan walked beside a young man whose features in Hradar would have marked him as of Umbar or one of the High Houses from which Dharu was descended. Dressed in black and silver, with the plain, white crest of his house sewn onto aillettes, Lord Faramir, Prince of Ithilien and Steward of Gondor, appeared calm enough, but Dharu knew better. No man in his position could possibly rest easy. More, despite his youthful appearance, the prince was of an age with Dharu himself and had dealt with hradari for many years, in one fashion or another: Faramir of Gondor thus knew the danger into which he walked, even if not the precise degree of peril. As for the rest, they were clearly escorts for one or the other of the two lords--the hradari guards were readily identifiable by their dress, while the Gondorrim were equally distinct and had the somber but alert posture of men who knew well the gravity of their task. What interested Dharu was that the two appeared to be of different units--the one who walked abreast of his lord wore black and white, as did many Gondorrim troops, but the white was in the form of a plain shield upon his tabard, rather than the White Tree; the other brought up the rear in grey and brown, with a heavy, brown cloak over all, so that the patch of white upon his right breast was nearly hidden. Obviously, both were members of the Steward’s house, but unless Dharu was mistaken, the second man was one of the troublesome Rangers whose company had often clashed with hradari units ere the fall of Sauron. A Ranger and a member of Faramir’s personal guard. I wonder what that betokens, Dharu mused, as his gaze went at last to the final member of that company and paused there, unable to look away. Indeed, he wondered that his eye had not been drawn to him immediately. The man held himself one pace behind Faramir and slightly within his shadow, so that between the steward and the guard in black and white, he was very nearly hidden, save for his face, which he kept downcast mostly. Yet at the moment, he, too, was covertly watching his opponents, eyes sweeping over the assembled hradari lords, and as it happened, Dharu found himself staring into a green, green gaze. Fair of face and with hair golden as the sun, he might have been one of the Rohirrim, except that Dharu had met Rohirrim before and they had not struck him thus. The sons of Rohan did not hide, nor walk with a maiden’s modesty behind their betters--they moved with the power and pride of war horses, which might be expected of them. And none are quite so... lovely... . The hradari lord could think of no other word to describe the man, though it was wide of the mark and made him think of his daughters. Nay, ‘lovely’ was not the word, but neither was ‘handsome,’ nor ‘comely,’ nor one of any of a half-dozen words that usually could be used of men. Nay, no words of Men could describe him, for he is no Man, of that I am certain! Dharu thought grimly, even as he swiftly glanced at Faramir again, unable to bear that keen-eyed gaze. Intahr of Uradi House stood forward from the group just then as Faramir’s entourage halted. "Welcome once again, my lord steward, to Rhath-Infahr," the man said, bowing gracefully. "On behalf of the council, may I say that we are always pleased to host you?" "And on behalf of Gondor, I thank you, my lords, for your courtesy," Faramir replied gravely, including the council entire in his words and in the courtly bow he made. Straightening, he produced a formally sealed writ and handed it to one of Intahr’s escorts, as was only proper. The guard took it, examined it carefully with bare hands, testing the wax ere he broke the seal. No powder spilled out, and so he held it so that his lord could read what was written therein. After a moment, Intahr nodded sharply, and Dharu took that to mean that the letter contained naught of particular note. "The king is most gracious, to send his steward to us as his herald and negotiator," the lord of Uradi said, confirming what all had guessed already. Mhinad of Bhor’tarat House looked nonplussed, but Dharu knew the man had to be seething inside. Faramir was a worthy opponent, after all, and would make such dealings as were necessary more difficult. Ya’dyahnir’s lord made a note to himself to have a word with Mhinad ere the day was too well begun. "King Elessar views events in Harad with great concern, and as an ally, would gladly see balance restored to the provinces. War is such a costly endeavor, and our two lands have paid the price too often in recent years," Faramir replied, his grey eyes wandering from face to face as he spoke, noting reactions. A well thought-out response, and one designed to play well before the Council of Eight--or rather seven!-- which disliked to be reminded of the lack of balance within its ranks. Yet it was not unpointed, either: King Elessar knew what he could expect of the Council, and should Faramir give an unfavorable report, doubtless, Gondor would charge high for its assistance in quelling rebellion, even if there was a treaty in place to cover such happenings. There was always room to... ‘negotiate’... after all, Dharu thought, as he in his turn met Faramir’s eyes. Was it his imagination, or did the steward hold him under scrutiny a bit longer than he had others? Dharu glanced swiftly at Indirkan, who as yet had said nothing, only watched and listened with a stony expression on his aged face. I do not doubt that Lord Indirkan has tutored the prince well for this occasion. As well he might, for he knows not whether he shall have a voice in this, unless it be through another! Dharu knew that the Lady Kirdali had gone north, and he doubted not that she would remain there until Indirkan deemed it safe enough for her to return. Which might be never, for neither of them are young, and who knows how long this war shall last? It would be best for all concerned if it were swiftly over, but in his considered and private opinion, the hostilities would drag on for at least two years, and for one on the edge of disgrace, isolated in a small town in the north-eastern wastes, even a formal conclusion of the conflict would likely not bring security enough to risk a return home. "Wise words," Intahr replied then. "Gondor’s concern and friendship are of great importance to us. And while there is admittedly little hope for a peaceful resolution to the South’s protests, we pray that it might prevail." From the corners of his eyes, Dharu caught Mhinad’s brief expression of contempt and had to fight the urge to forestall him. Better to let him draw attention to himself than sacrifice my own discretion for nothing--there is no point in his hiding, after all! All Harad knows, and so Faramir must as well, that he will break with the council as soon as word of fighting comes north. "The South’s protests, as you call them, my lord Intahr, are but spurred by the neglect of the North," Mhinad said smoothly, but not without an edge to his voice. He stared at Faramir a moment ere he added, "Gondor would do well to remember that we do not wish to lose the flower of our youth to another bloodbath, but neither shall we tamely lie down before aggressors who would deprive us of our place!" "I assure you, my lord, that the king is not unmindful of the unfortunate state of affairs here in Harad, and indeed, he has seen your people’s plight more than once himself," Faramir replied calmly, but no one missed the confirmation of the fact that at some time in the past, Aragorn Elessar had managed to penetrate quite far into Harad without anyone’s notice. For the King of Gondor had come to Harad thrice in the past sixteen years, but never had he gone south of the Midlands, save only once, when the first civil war had been fought. Mhinad’s eyes narrowed as he digested the steward’s revelation, but Faramir gave him no chance to speak. "Gondor has no desire to deprive you of your young men, nor to lose her own sons in an uncertain cause. War is so ill-made a tool, unless it be a means to a clear victory or a clear defeat--do you not agree, my lord of Bhor’tarat House?" "Of course," Mhinad replied, and Dharu smiled slightly. What else could the man say, after all, when faced with so elegant a reply? "The Council has only recently concluded its business this night," Intahr intervened ere this could get out of hand. "And you and Lord Indirkan have traveled long and far to Rhath-Ihnfar," said he, nodding politely as he mentioned Rhanion’s lord for the first time. "Tomorrow we shall meet again, when you have both rested from your journey. There is space for your men in the barracks, and two suites have been prepared, if you would care to see them. Others can be found if you deem them unsuitable...." "I am certain that I shall have nothing to complain of, my lord," Faramir replied politely as he and Indirkan exchanged a brief look. "Until tomorrow evening, my lords." There was a polite murmuring of ‘good-day’ as the councilors watched Intahr lead Faramir and Indirkan away, playing servant. I wonder what he would say? Dharu wondered, then quickly dismissed the matter as the councilors began to disperse. I can guess at it already, he thought as he slipped down a certain corridor with quiet haste. Trust not the South! Trust not Ya’dyahnhir! Put your faith in me and follow my lead! The chances of that last bit of advice being heeded were quite low, for clearly nothing good brewed in Rhath-Ihnfar, else Elessar would not have risked sending Faramir. The steward clearly did not trust any of them fully, and Dharu least of all, yet Ya’dyahnhir’s lord did not fear Faramir’s suspicion. He respected the man--he would be a fool not to--but there was too much that he could not know, and so he could not be that much of a threat. And even were it otherwise, the lord steward is safe from me at least. I, for one, do not wish to rouse Gondor’s wrath by eliminating one of its most loyal and useful props! Others, however, might not be so well-disposed toward the Prince of Ithilien, and as he reached the desired intersection, he paused, listening. After but a few moments, footsteps sounded, and a dark-clad figure appeared. "My lord Mhinad," Dharu murmured, stepping into the other’s path, his escort quickly moving to block Mhinad’s minders, and to keep an eye on the lord of Bhor’tarat’s hands. "A word with you, if you would." "Dharu!" Mhinad scowled, rocking back on his heels, his eyes smoldering, his hand still gripping the hilt of his sword. "Save your breath, for I know what you would say--" "Do you? Are you, perchance, a reader of minds, my lord?" Dharu cut him off smoothly. "I think you ought to hear me ere you decide what you do and do not know." "Are you certain that this is wise? They watch me already, and you know that none trust you!" By which statement, Dharu understood him to mean that he did not trust him, either, nominal allies though they were. None of my so-called allies trust me, Dharu thought, pulling an aggrieved, slightly exasperated face. How wise of them! Aloud, he said, "We risk marring each other’s plans if we do not speak. As for the northern lords, they have always suspected me. Naught that I do can be viewed without suspicion. Thus any meeting between us merely allows them to feel satisfied with their own cleverness, to have guessed my game. Nevertheless, I would prefer that our conversation take place somewhere private, where watchful eyes cannot see us." "Oh very well!" Mhinad sighed. "Come! To my chambers, then." Which was a good way of covering himself, for at the least, it would seem that Dharu had pressed for the meeting (which was actually true enough for once!), which might deflect some suspicion from Mhinad himself. "You saw that staff man today?" Bhor’tarat’s lord asked in an undertone as they continued down the corridor. "Aye, I saw him. What matter, Mhinad? Surely you do not think we live in tranquil times!" "Nay, but I do not trust them. Sauron tried to stamp them out and failed, more’s the pity! I only wonder whether he was invited to the keep, or whether he came of his own whim. You would not happen to know anything about that, would you?" Mhinad shot him a hard look, and Dharu merely smiled slightly. "I do not believe in the powers of such men to predict the future. Which of them, after all, predicted the downfall of the Overlord? Why, then, would I have interest in such a one?" "I had rather hoped you would tell me," the other man replied in a low voice. "Come, Mhinad," Dharu said persuasively. "If you wish your people to prosper and your designs to succeed, then you must learn to distinguish the important from the ignoble. Let us waste no more words on the trivia of the day! There are larger things afoot, after all--much larger things, as Gondor shall shortly learn!" *** "I think he does not know yet," Legolas said, glancing from Indirkan to Faramir. The three stood in the middle of the antechamber to the suite of rooms that the Ithilien lords would share, while Faramir’s men stowed what gear they had and investigated the chambers. Indirkan’s people were engaged in similar activities down the hall a ways. "But he knows that I am not your common servant, at least. How often has Lord Dharu seen Elves?" "I think he may never have seen one, save for the queen," Faramir replied, thinking back to the three occasions when he had met the man. Twice in Harad, once at Minas Tirith, and on none of those occasions had Elves been present. Or so I think! ‘Twas not a festival, so the likelihood is low, but I know that he has been introduced to Arwen. With a sigh, he said, "Unfortunately, he is astute, and I doubt not that he will eventually realize what you are, my friend. And there are others who, though never introduced formally to any of your people, have seen them before at court. You know that they distrust Imrahil for his elvish airs, which is in part why I am here and he is not. Dharu may not need to think overmuch to discover your identity, only listen." "In any case," Indirkan intervened, "Legolas’ identity is a matter for later discussion. Until they are certain of your race, my lord prince, they dare not act against you. And even once they do learn what you are, nothing may happen--we fear Elves, yes, and some may seek to destroy them, but you are shielded in part because you are Faramir’s, or so they think. Dwell not overmuch on the fact that you shall be watched, Legolas. In Rhath-Ihnfar, one expects to be watched, and you may take my word that each of the councilors is discussing this meeting with his escorts, all of whom, I might add, are guard captains. As for your own men, at your request, Faramir, I have done my best over the past few days to instruct Mablung and Beregond in the etiquette of hradari escorts, so that none shall spot a weakness and try to exploit it. Nevertheless, be you cautious! Remember that poison is the preferred weapon among the high lords of Harad, so do not eat or drink anything that has not first been tested by one of your men. If you open your own letters, wear gloves! If you can avoid breaking the seal, then do so! I can tell you now that Lord Mhinad is not best pleased by your presence, and even the supposed ‘northern coalition’ is of two minds about you, Faramir. Legolas may be an Elf, but you are the king’s right hand and they remember you from Ithilien. We all do!" "Strange to say it, for I have never loved war, but almost I wish I only faced them across the battlefield!" Faramir sighed, then gave a slight smile, dismissing the matter with a minute wave of his hand. "Never mind! There is much to consider ere we meet again with the lords of Harad. And those of us who are not Elves might prefer to rest in that interval. Good day, Indirkan. Rest you well." "Rest you safely, and keep your dagger under your pillow," Indirkan replied, which response was hardly conducive to sleep. Then he bowed and quietly left, his escorts scurrying to cover him, front and back. "Is it possible that Dharu is merely cautious, isolating himself from the others to avoid sharing in their troubles?" Legolas asked when the door had closed, returning to a topic oft-debated among the three of them--Indirkan, Faramir, and himself. "I would like to believe so, but I fear I dare not! I still cannot quite believe that he is in league with Mhinad and Rhist of Ghoradi House, yet that does not mean he has not his own agenda. His aims may not be wholly in accord with our own, for all that he has professed often in the past to honor Gondor’s alliance. And so long as we do not know his plans, we cannot know how to position ourselves with respect to him." "I would ask whether Aragorn knows what a task he has given you," Legolas murmured. "He knows. We have spoken too often of this, and the king has been playing this game longer than have I," Faramir replied. And then, in a voice so low that even Legolas had to concentrate to hear it: "I hope only that I do not disappoint him in this!" "I think you need not worry about that, my friend," Legolas said softly and with utter certainty, and was surprised by the look that that elicited. For one instant, Faramir’s guard seemed to drop, and the Elf found himself staring at a very young, very weary, and very anxious man whose grey eyes evinced a desperate hope: Do you truly think so? they seemed to ask. It was a brief moment and Faramir covered it quickly and so naturally that Legolas almost doubted what he had seen. Almost. What was that, I wonder? the elven prince wondered, disturbed. Granted I have not known him long, but even Aragorn has not kept so much from me in sixteen years. This journey seems to work something in him... something that began with his brother, perhaps? he mused, thinking of their conversation ten days ago, as they had waited near Poros, and then again of that moment in Mharosh. But ere he could decide whether to voice his questions, Faramir preempted him, moving past that moment of doubt. "Well, time shall tell. And as the sun is risen already, I shall speak to Beregond and then retire for the day." "Very well then. If you could convince Mablung to rest as well, and perhaps to order all his men to conserve their strength...." Legolas added, striving to lighten the other’s mood a bit. "Then that would leave you in a dangerous city without any minders, and I would be derelict in my duty," Faramir replied sweetly enough and gave him a crooked smile. "Welcome to Harad, Legolas!" With that, the steward left him to join Beregond, who was quietly discussing something with Mablung on the other side of the room, and Legolas stared after him. Welcome indeed! Habit had him moving to a deep-set window, and heedless of Mablung’s suddenly taut expression, he settled upon the sill, letting one leg dangle over the outer edge as he drew the knee of the other leg up to his chest, leaning back against the frame to think. So many closed doors in this land... closed windows and closed minds... and Faramir is not least among those with secrets, I think! The sun shone warmly upon his face, hot even at this early hour. With a sigh, the Elf stared eastward and let the light dazzle his eyes. *** It was the heat that woke him. His dreams had been filled with fire--searing flame that had tormented him to the sing-song babble of some demonic verse. Then had come the darkness again, interrupted only by dim and fleeting nightmares of pure sensation: heat and jarring, jolting movement, and a feeling of odd dissociation from the aches that he knew racked him. No real thought, nor even vision, just the feel of pressure, stifling pressure and his heart beating out of time with the world. Just that, and the heat, which was constant, throbbing at points and diffusing more generally throughout him. And between ragged bits of dreams, there was always darkness, yet almost never silence. Ever there whispered and occasionally roared a noise not unlike the sea that he had never seen. But unlike water, which cooled and soothed, the sound brought with it the caress of flame, and Nharadh groaned involuntarily, opening his eyes to the sandy floor of the canyon. "Ha! A idat!" Laughter greeted that, a rumble of grimly amused voices and foreign words. Blinking against the brightness, Nharadh attempted to shield his eyes, but found that he could not move. A rather bleary-eyed glance downwards revealed that his captors had trussed him up quite nicely--bound at the ankles, again at the thighs, and twice round his torso to hold his arms fast at his sides, his wrists were in any case bound behind his back. His left arm was numb from supporting his dead weight, and the bonds about his thighs rubbed painfully against the cut on his right leg as he writhed a bit. He supposed he ought to be grateful that he could not feel his left hand at all, but his right shoulder throbbed as if to compensate for that reprieve. A pebble struck him, bouncing off his forehead, and he managed to glare at his captors, who only grinned back from their place beneath a thin strip of rock. A little ways further, where the ledge broadened appreciably, two horses stood with their heads down. "Awake at last, little one!" one of the Variags said, his hradathur heavily accented. "Do you want for anything?" he mocked. "For a few fewer Variags," muttered Nharadh, ere he could think the better of it. "You killed two of our men and wounded Shathi," the man replied levelly. "Three horses you slew, and we had to put down a fourth. Such company as you have, you have earned, little one." The man rose and came forward a few steps to kneel before Nharadh, reaching out to clutch fistfuls of robe. The long brigandine that the hradari wore meant that his fingers did not scrape against the knife wound, but the pressure against his shoulder made him hiss as he was lifted slightly. "Such company, and also such treatment! You have ridden your last, hradari! From today until Khera, you walk. You drink last, after the horses and only as much as we allow you. You eat last, if at all and only because your uniform makes you a captain. Were it not for that, we would slay you! Understand you me if I speak thus to you, little one?" the man sneered, giving him a sudden, hard shake that rocked Nharadh’s head on his shoulders, and the hradari twisted, trying to worm out of the other’s grasp. With a disgusted curse, the Variag simply dropped him. Nharadh winced, and then the wince became a grimace as the man caught his face in a rough, one-handed grip. "Save your strength, hradari, for the day waxes!" With that, the man released him and retired to huddle with his fellows beneath the ledge, leaving Nharadh on the very edge of the shadow of the eastern wall... a shadow which was shrinking. Nharadh caught his breath, realizing their intentions, and he craned his neck to glance up at the edge of the cliff, which was backed by a painfully bright sky. Even in the shade, the heat was uncomfortable, if tolerable, but once the sun cleared the canyon’s rim... . The sun shines on the floor of this rift for perhaps an hour or two at most, though the heat lingers long after. And I have my robes... I can survive this! Of course he could survive--the Variags wanted him to live, else they would have killed him already, as their commander had said. Even had the exposure been longer, it was possible to live through it, if one was properly equipped and trained. Nharadh had only the clothes on his back, but that included a hood. If he could cover his face with it, and if he could present less of himself to the sun’s direct glare, then he should weather the experience. It would not be pleasant, but that was the point, after all. Gritting his teeth, he rolled onto his stomach and managed to get his knees under him so that he could sit up. Numbed limbs responded sluggishly, and pain shot up his right leg, but he ignored it as he twitched his shoulders forward, once, twice, and then again until the hood fell suddenly over his head. With a soft sigh of relief, he raised his eyes to the Variag commander’s, noting the other’s slight smile and he bared his teeth in return as he settled himself to wait. Normally, he would have knelt with his legs further apart for balance and his cloak spread out to provide some shade, but the way he was bound made it impossible to take advantage of such a stance. No matter! So long as my head is covered and I do not faint, I should be well enough! Lowering his eyes, he stared at the sand, and tried to calm himself. The Gondorrim spoke of glad news as brightening the day, or of joy like a sunny day in April, earning odd looks from the hradari. As a telling counterpoint, the hradari would threaten their unruly children with a day spent in the sun, and Nharadh could feel his skin prickling already as the light spilled over the edge of the cliff and touched the back of his neck. Not since yesterday afternoon had he had aught to drink, and thirst plagued him already. Do not think of it! he ordered himself, knowing that dwelling upon his discomfort would only make it seem worse. Instead, he fixed his eyes on the sand before him and watched as the line of shade retreated inexorably toward the cliff wall.... *** "Halareth!" Líriel sighed softly, glancing up from her book when she heard Halareth squeal delightedly from on high. Her sister was in the tree across the way, ignoring the pained expressions of her nurse and the two guardsmen who watched anxiously from the ground. "Halareth, do please come down!" the long-suffering Eilith called up beseechingly. "Líri!" Halareth cried, ignoring her nurse’s entreaties. "Aye, what is it, Hal?" Líriel demanded. From where she perched amid the branches, her sister pointed out over the wall of the gardens. "I can see Emyn Arnen from here!" "Yes, Hal, I am certain you can. ‘Tis not so far, after all," Líriel replied blandly. Halareth shot her a pouting look and stuck her tongue out, dignified princess that she was. "Oh what fun are you? You sit there and read all day!" Halareth complained. "I like to read," Líriel answered back in an absent-seeming tone, lowering her eyes to the pages again. And with the book safely between herself and the others, she grinned. All the guardsmen and nurses in the Citadel knew quite well that she and Halareth were Arwen’s daughters, and therefore had a share in the blood of Elrond Half-elven himself. They were no more likely to fall out of a tree than their mother was, but neither girl had had much success in convincing their minders of this. Possibly this was because none of the guards or nurses had ever seen Arwen climb a tree, but given that she was an Elf, even if a Noldorin Elf, it seemed reasonable to conclude that she could. Certainly her daughters were unafraid of heights and quite at home in them, much to the dismay of the court. That irritated Líriel, who knew that boys her own age were already training for war and suffered far worse hurts as a matter of course. If we had a brother, would they be half as concerned if he joined us? she wondered. Which was why she yelled across the lawn: "Go find a bird’s nest, Hal, and leave me be!" At that, Eilith’s face turned an interesting shade of red as she stared despairingly up at the branches, for Halareth simply laughed and began climbing higher. Pleased with herself, Líriel really did return to her interrupted reading. She did enjoy tales, but of late, she had delved quite seriously into the library records, seeking information about Harad. Despite Aragorn’s assurance that she had time to learn Haradrim politics, Líriel found herself urgently compelled to learn more. Her tutors she had badgered with questions and she had listened carefully in council whenever Harad was mentioned, which was often of late. And in the evenings, she had taken to walking with Kirdali around the Citadel’s grounds, asking her question after question about her native land. She thought that the old woman was pleased by this, even if she seemed often sad when they returned home. Kirdali had even lent her some of her own books to aid in her studies, though none of them were political. Still, Líriel devoured them, seeking the key to understand Gondor’s ancient enemies. For if Ada must go to war again, as seems too likely, I would know everything there is to know of the Haradrim and their land. Líriel might never ride with her father into battle--and for that she supposed she ought to be quite grateful--but through her studies, she gained a measure of peace, as if by knowing what lay before him, she did travel with him. And if I am with him in thought, I can watch over him, too. If mother can do it, so can I! "Líri!" Halareth called again, and Líriel looked up again, frowning in irritation. But her annoyance drained swiftly away as she registered the fear in her sister’s voice. "Hal?" Laying her book aside on the grass, Líriel rose and went swiftly to the foot of the tree, there to stare up into the branches, seeking Halareth. It was, however, no use: the screen of leaves was too thick now that Halareth had moved higher. With a sigh, and ere anyone could stop her, Líriel hopped up onto a stone bench, and thence to the top of the garden’s wall. From there, she grasped the lowest branch and swung up into the tree, clutching at her skirts. Halareth was young enough that she did not care about such things yet, but Líriel rather wished she had worn trousers today. "Would you mind... ah... moving back a bit?" She motioned to the guards and Eilith. The adults exchanged looks of exasperation, but after a moment, they obeyed, though Eilith looked ready to burst. "Thank you!" With that, Líriel quickly began picking her way through the branches, ascending easily. At length, she saw Halareth, clinging to some of the slenderer branches. "Hal, what is it?" she asked as she drew near. Wordlessly, Halareth pointed down towards the streets of the sixth circle, and Líriel followed the line of her arm. Below, there came a horseman, moving quickly up the main street. Horses are not allowed past the second circle! Not unless.... Líriel felt her insides grow cold and tight, and she stared as the rider approached the final, cavernous tunnel that led up to the Citadel. Already, the guards there were motioning him to slow down, to dismount, and the horse had scarcely come to a halt when the rider leapt from the saddle. Cair Andros’ livery, she thought. A messenger... a messenger who cannot wait. "What does that mean?" Halareth asked just then. "I do not know," Líriel replied honestly. But I suspect! "Come, Hal, I think we had best go down now. Nana and Ada may want to talk to us soon. Come on!" She gave Halareth’s skirts a tug, and after a moment, her sister obeyed, scrambling down with a squirrel’s ease. Líriel followed more slowly, thinking, trying to compose herself. "Why must you torment me, child? Can you not see the danger...?" Eilith had already begun her lecture by the time the king’s elder daughter dropped to the ground. Halareth stood there, looking uneasy, and she threw a pleading look at Líriel. "Eilith," Líriel said, interrupting her, then glanced past the nurse to the two guards. "A rider has come-- right up into the Sixth Circle ere he dismounted. I think Halareth and I should return to the Tower. Come on, Hal!" She grasped her sister’s hand tightly, tugging her along to retrieve her book. "Something is wrong, isn’t it?" Halareth asked in a low voice, glancing up darkly at Líriel. "Something has happened, that seems certain. But wrong... I cannot say!" she replied in as soothing a tone as she could manage. "Let us go find Ada, shall we?" With that and ignoring Eilith’s protests, the two girls dashed through the gardens and across the courtyard. Through the main hall of the Tower, past the throne room and on towards the war room and their father’s offices they went, surprising the guards with their speed. "Here now!" The one stationed outside the door to Aragorn’s office made a grab, trying to restrain them from bursting in on the King of Gondor, but Líriel, though not a warrior, was not completely untutored in the art of defense. She ducked and her left hand darted up, delivering a glancing blow to the other’s forearm that caused him to miss her. Twisting the doorknob, she hit the door with her shoulder at nearly full tilt and she and Halareth skidded to a halt just inside the room. Aragorn turned swiftly away from his conversation with Lord Húrin, his hand closing automatically on the dagger he always wore. Both men stared at them in bewilderment, then exchanged a look of concerned confusion. "Excuse me," Aragorn murmured to Húrin, releasing his hold on the dagger’s hilt as he strode towards his daughters. "Father," Líriel managed, panting still. "I trust that this is urgent?" the king asked, his voice suggesting that if it were not, there would be words later on about this. "A rider came!" Halareth gasped. "From Cair Andros, Father," Líriel elaborated. "He rode straight up from the gates to the Sixth Circle ere they made him leave the horse!" "What?" Húrin demanded sharply, and Aragorn’s expression grew very intent at that, and his mouth tightened slightly, which Líriel knew was not a good sign. "Cair Andros...." Aragorn glanced over his shoulder towards the east, as if he would pierce the stonework and see the isle that guarded the entrance to Anórien. "‘Tis ever Cair Andros!" Húrin sighed. "And ever Ithilien," the king murmured under his breath. "Éowyn!" "Sire!" The guard, who had been standing speechless in the doorway ever since Líriel and Halareth had dodged past him, spoke up then, just as the sound of hurried footsteps sounded in the corridor. The four of them turned toward the noise, and after a moment, two men arrived. One was a guardsman, obviously sent to guide the other, who wore Cair Andros’ colors. "My king," the messenger said, going to one knee. "What news?" Aragorn asked, sounding oddly calm. As if he knows already the tidings! Líriel thought, staring at her father. And she supposed, given all she knew, that she could at least make a guess. For what else could send a man so swiftly to Minas Tirith, if not the news that.... "Rhûn has invaded Ithilien!" ~~~~~ Chapter Nine Bondage For though I sit, and though I knit my cares in towers high, I die, I die by you, my love, upon the far-flung fields flowery, Once for loss, and once for grief, and all for homeland’s bitter glory. --Silvaríel of Arnor, fragment from "Bondage." **** A thin, wavering ray of light pierced the darkness, growing broader, illuminating a patch of the stone floor as the door opened wider and a tall shadow slipped within the room. The windows stood open, for it was a warm night and the air was filled with the scents of springtime in Gondor: ivy and herb, tilled earth and grass, and the perfumed exhalations of the night blooms that grew below in the gardens. A soothing scent, one made to lull a restless soul to sleep--a peaceful smell. Deceptively so! Aragorn thought resignedly as he set down the candle that he bore. Folding his arms across his chest, Gondor’s king considered the two forms curled up beside each other in one of the beds, and smiled to note who had won the lion’s share of the pillows. Halareth might be the younger and smaller of the two, but she had a tenacity that even a Dwarf might admire; Líriel, trying her best to mimic her mother's stately manners and mannerisms, tended to accede to the younger girl’s impulses with a severe stare ere she politely ignored them. For a time, at least. And once her patience runs out she is every bit the hawk to the other's ferret! Aragorn thought, amused, noting the copious amount of feathers that lay strewn all about. I shall have to have a word with them in the morning. Or else Arwen shall. That uncertainty over who would have that conversation was, in fact, a part of why he had come so late. Rhûn and Ithilien. I would I could have come earlier, but there were so many other tasks that I could not put off ‘til later. For there shall be no ‘later’: we leave tomorrow. Again! Aragorn heaved an inaudible sigh as he went silently to the bedside, there to kneel down, the better to see his daughters’ faces. Halareth slept curled up, two somewhat battered pillows caught in her arms; Líriel lay at her back, cradling her sister, with one arm draped limply over the younger girl and her chin pressed into Halareth’s hair. Dark-haired, both of them, and every inch their mother’s daughters. But for all that, they are so very different from each other, and from Arwen. For though at first glance the girls seemed Arwen’s very image, a closer look revealed a subtle adulteration of elvish blood. In the sharpness of their features, which ran towards severe; in their complexions, which tanned readily in summer; in the set if not shape of Líriel’s eyes; and in that particular sly grin that Halareth affected when she was being clever, Aragorn could see traces of himself as well. But the rest… the rest was very much Arwen’s influence, and for that he was glad. I shall miss you both! Aragorn gently stroked Halareth’s cheek, smiling as she yawned in her sleep. "Pleasant dreams, little one," he murmured softly. "And you, Líriel, if you can manage the task and yourself at once, keep your sister out of trouble!" He reached over Halareth to smooth long, dark hair from his elder daughter’s face. Líriel grunted softly, almost as if she had heard him, ere she snuggled further down beneath the light blankets. A shadow fell upon him as someone passed soundlessly between himself and the candle on the night stand, and then hands settled upon his shoulders. After a moment of silence, Aragorn said in a low voice, "I thought Halareth had given up sleeping in her sister’s bed." "She only does so when she knows you mean to leave," Arwen replied. "And then she waits until you have come to kiss her ere she creeps to Líriel for comfort. It would not do to have you know her secret, after all, for only little girls are frightened!" "Little girls and grown men, say rather! And how do you know this, then?" Aragorn asked, curious, craning his neck to look up at Arwen. "Líriel told me once, for I came late to see them and Halareth slept already in her arms. It was after you went to Ithilien earlier this year, to see Faramir." "Ah." With that, he fell silent once more, and for a moment, husband and wife simply watched their daughters. But ere long, he felt Arwen’s hands tighten on his shoulders. "Kiss them farewell, Aragorn," she urged, whispering now so as not to risk waking either girl. Obediently, Aragorn did so, bestowing one light but heart-felt kiss on each forehead ere he rose and edged past Arwen to blow out the candle. "Dream well," he wished them both, glancing back at them for a long moment. Then, turning from his daughters, he laid an arm about Arwen’s shoulders, and smiled as she slipped one of hers round his waist. Together they quietly crept out of the nursery, bidding Eilith a good night as they left and exited into the hall, closing the door in their wake. Aragorn glanced up and down the corridor quickly, and since there were no others to see, he stole a kiss from his wife as they walked. That elicited a laugh from Arwen, and also a light smack on the chest for his trouble. "It has been a long day!" he protested by way of excuse, tightening his arm to press her briefly against him ere he relaxed once more. "And the night is still young enough," Arwen replied, assuming a faint air of concern. "I hope you are not so very weary as you seem to imply!" "I said not that I was weary, only that the day has been long," Aragorn said. "Are you certain that you can deal with Khet?" "He shall have no choice but to deal with me. He is here to serve Harad’s interests in Gondor, and he cannot do that if he will not speak with me, as shall be made quite clear to him," she assured him. "I wish I could have left you with Indirkan rather than with him. I wish at the least that I had Faramir available." "I doubt not that Kirdali suffers from Indirkan’s absence more than do either of us, and I am certain that Éowyn misses the steward more than you or I could," Arwen answered. "Fear not for me, my dear, one obstinate Haradrim shall not trouble me. Discretion is the better part of valor, yet I have teeth to bite when necessary." "Mmm... I had noticed," her husband replied in a suspiciously bland tone. But then, ere she could remark upon it, he sighed softly. "At least Harad is home to Indirkan, and when war comes, he shall not look on helplessly from afar. Faramir may hate war, yet he would defend Ithilien whatever the cost. He ought to be there tonight, for he has lost too many to stand by and allow others to fight his battles for him. Yet that seems to be his curse." In that instant Boromir’s ghost hovered close, and Arwen closed her eyes momentarily, letting her husband guide her steps. Faramir had never blamed Aragorn for his brother’s death, but Arwen suspected that her husband harbored still a sense of guilt for having failed to prevent it. That guilt colored his relationship with Faramir, as did the fact that the steward’s friendship kept touching upon ties and feelings that had once been reserved solely for Halbarad, whose death on the field of the Pelennor had shaken Aragorn to the core. So many ghosts! she thought, reaching up to place her free hand over the one that clasped her shoulders. She heard Aragorn sigh softly, and felt his grip tighten once more for comfort. In silence, then, they reached their own chambers, and once within, the tension in her husband lightened appreciably. Having escaped unnoticed to their private haven, it was highly unlikely that anyone would come seeking them with some final question or concern, for it was generally understood that once Aragorn and Arwen retired, they were not to be disturbed, save in dire circumstances. Given the long hours they both kept, no one could complain of that stipulation, and not since the earliest days of their reign had anyone dared his sovereign’s wrath by intruding with less than cause. Which meant that they could speak and do as they pleased without fear of interruption. "Tell me truly, Aragorn," Arwen asked, as they passed through the antechamber to their sleeping quarters, "what think you of this invasion? Since you rode against the Easterling tribes, they have not had the strength nor the leadership to muster an attack. And though it is possible that a poor year’s harvest drives them to this, they seem not to ride for a final victory. Else where are the wains that would bear their families hither?" "I know not, and I think that you are right--this has naught to do with a bad year, nor with conflict among the various peoples who live upon Rhûn’s plains. I can imagine no good reason for such an attack, not when they know what our response must be. And yet," Aragorn continued, quickly pulling his overtunic off, and taking Arwen’s mantle to hang them both on pegs set into the wall, "we have not seen such unrest in the East and South, at the same time, since Sauron’s fall. Coincidence sits ill with me." "And with me. But though I doubt not that Harad is at the heart of this, does it not seem to you odd that she should exercise such influence, over such distances, when internal strife is at hand?" Arwen asked, watching as Aragorn sat down on the bed to take his boots off. "Khand is closer," her husband replied grimly. "We may have a broader conspiracy than we had imagined," Arwen said darkly, shaking her head as she did off her girdle and loosened the ties of her dress. "How many Houses might know of this? Éowyn reminds us in her latest missive that Bergil deeply mistrusts Dharu, but has no proof of malfeasance, and would not unless he could search a herald." "Which the Haradrim shall not permit, I dare say," Aragorn replied, standing again to turn down the sheets. "When last we spoke, Faramir was inclined--cautiously, at least--to trust Dharu, for he sees it as not in his interest to play both sides, but he took care to say that Éowyn does not agree," Aragorn said, with a slight smile. "Then be certain that you listen to her when you see her, husband mine, for Gondor has much to lose in this, you not least of all!" Which brought them to matters that touched closer to home--matters that they had discussed often before, and Aragorn paused in the act of unlacing his shirt, shooting a sharp, concerned glance at his wife. "You know that I go not lightly," he said. "I have never thought that of you," Arwen replied. "I have watched over all your departures since you were twenty, after all, love. And though I have long since been convinced of your caution, the years have changed naught but the gravity and breadth of the responsibilities that you bear. And that I bear." Arwen crossed the short distance between them to stand in her shift before him, and she caught his hands, gripping them tightly, feeling the calluses that came of almost five score years of a life lived by sword and dagger, bow and lance. Aragorn raised her hands to his lips, then settled them against his chest with one of his own resting atop them. With the other hand he reached out to caress her face, trailing his fingers down her cheek, to her throat, exploring the curve of her collar bone ere he moved up once more cup her chin in his hand. Arwen ignored the caress, saying instead, "If aught were to happen to you, Aragorn, Gondor might suffer another stewardship, for we have no heir to bear either scepter or crown." "Daughters we have, and though in Gondor custom has changed, in the North Kingdom the law of Aldarion holds still. It would be a roundabout manner of succession, but Líriel would rule Arnor, and through the laws that bind those realms together again, she would inherit Gondor eventually. She, or her children, it matters not: the line holds still. In the mean time, we could do far worse than have Faramir as steward, with you as regent upon the throne, love." Arwen sighed softly, knowing that that was indeed the legal response, but they both knew well that popular opinion, though not precisely opposed to this solution, was nevertheless quite uneasy with it. Doubtless, should the worst happen--and Arwen prayed it would not--Líriel’s claim would be accepted, if only because Aragorn’s firm insistence on his daughter’s candidacy was a well known fact, and his popularity was such that the kingdom, from highest to lowest, would support his wishes in this matter. But that did not mean that Gondor would not be vulnerable for many years, until Líriel reached her majority, and beyond that until she had had a chance to prove herself. Perhaps not even until her own children grew up and a son was once again available to take up the scepter and crown would things settle. Given how fragile peace was, a decade’s instability, or even longer, was an unwelcome prospect at best. A son would, of course, render all such gloomy speculation moot, but as they had none, they had no recourse but to hold Líriel as their heir. Aragorn knew all of this, of course, and knew equally well that having spoken on behalf of Gondor, the pain and worry that shone now in Arwen’s eyes had naught to do with political concerns. Hers was the fear of wife and lover who would not be left behind, to a life of memories and an empty bed; hers were eyes that spoke of too many partings and the dread of yet another that might end in loss. I know that look too well! Aragorn closed his eyes to shut it out a moment, unable to bear the pain. "Once I thought to say farewell to such leave-takings, Arwen," he sighed as he reopened them again. He released her chin to touch the end of one long, wayward strand of raven-dark hair, then began twining it about his fingers, feeling a shiver run up his spine at the silky feel of it. "Once, when I was young, and hopeful still that one day I could lay down my labors. Foolish of me, no?" "Perhaps, but endearing nonetheless," Arwen replied, eyes flicking to the hand that played with her hair ere she resettled them on his face. His heart beat strongly beneath her hands, pulse quickening as he leaned closer to kiss her brow, her hair, and just behind her jaw--just there, where her own pulse throbbed. "Alas, we shall never see an end to such labors in our life-time," she murmured, smiling sadly as she explored with her fingertips the exposed portion of his chest, above the laces that still held his shirt half-closed. "Nay, we shall not. And though I would never be parted from you, over the long years I have come to cherish our farewells. Ask me not why!" he added, sensing the question rise within her. "I cannot explain it, save to say that I remember you as radiant in those moments," he murmured between kisses, and Arwen caught her breath as he released her hands upon his chest to slip an arm about her waist and draw her close against him. For forty years, she had asked no more--for herself, that is--than that a day should come when she could hold him in her arms and know that he was hers, body and soul. Sixteen years had passed since that wish had been granted, and still, she found that that remained in truth the one thing that she wanted, save only that now she wished it would last. Another war. Gondor rises, but there is a price for all things. Take him not from me yet, Valar! Arwen fairly purred as her husband, tracing the lines of her collarbones, hooked his fingers into the broad collar of her shift and slipped it from her shoulders, letting the garment tumble the length of her body to the ground. She felt him continue his caress, down over her back to her hips. She, impatient now, slid her hands beneath his shirt and ran her palms over his stomach, over breast and shoulders, dragging the cloth up as she went, and then off over his head. He had to release her long enough to clear his arms, but the parting was brief and then he clasped her to him once more. Arwen twined her arms about his neck, running the fingers of one hand through his hair as she let the warmth of his body seep into her own and willed it to drive away the chill born of another imminent separation. Her husband’s touch--eager, awed, hungry--bespoke his own need, and after another few moments, she felt him guide her back a few paces to their bed, and then bear her down with his weight. Arwen raised her head enough to claim a long, lingering kiss, ere she broke away to kiss his throat, nipping gently and hearing him laugh softly in response. And for all that he had the strength of many years of hard service, she pushed him firmly onto his back, kneeling astride him so she could get at the belt buckle more easily. Aragorn watched her, eyes wandering over her body with erotic speculation rife in them, and she smiled rather coyly down at him, playing suggestively with the belt, inflicting teasing caresses as she gazed at him. Her lover gave an exaggerated sigh, recognizing that look, then made a grab, missing when she swayed gracefully back, just out of reach yet close enough to feel his fingertips brush against her bare skin. "Impatient tonight, love," she murmured as if in mild reproof. "Tonight and every night--always, Arwen! Have we not had our share of waiting, you and I?" he replied. "I suppose that we have," she replied softly, relenting a bit. Trousers and belt soon joined the rest of their clothing on the floor, and she leaned down, relishing the touch of his skin against hers. Loosing her hair from its bonds, she let it tumble forward about her face, let it trail along his body as she poured herself over him ‘til they were nose to nose, staring into each other’s eyes. She kissed him lightly on the mouth, tugging at his lower lip with her teeth ere she committed to a deeper one. "Of course," she added pointedly as she drew back a bit, "you came late not only to your daughters but to your wife. You owe me somewhat, love!" "And what might that be?" Aragorn demanded, sensing that Arwen awaited his response, and willing to play along for the moment. "Your complete attention," Arwen replied. "You have it!" "And since because of that I shall sleep little tonight, I think that I shall let you speak to them about the feathers tomorrow," Arwen said sweetly, kissing him once more. "Do you love me, Aragorn?" she murmured a little breathlessly when she pulled back slightly, unable to resist the temptation to tease him a little more. And she smiled when he groaned softly as she trailed her fingers down over his taut stomach, down to touch between his thighs. Quick as a fox, Aragorn caught her up and rolled her over, reversing their positions in a breathless instant. "You know the answer to that! But since you ask: I love you… every part of you… as I always have…." His voice sank with each word, and in the pauses he kissed her, moving over her body now with his mouth, and it was Arwen’s turn to groan. She tangled her fingers in his hair, possessively, and though none would know it on the morrow, she felt afraid in the very marrow of her bones. What if he should die this time? Arador and Arathorn had died young, as had many of Aragorn’s forefathers. What would I do, if he were to die in this war? Gilraen had lived a widow in exile, as had many of his foremothers, heroic in her steadfastness. But I am still newborn as a babe to this mortality of yours, and now that I feel it in me, I can scarce fathom how you have managed all these years. So very… very… many… years…. Why did we wait so long? And why can I not tell him what fears I have? Superstition, perhaps, held both their tongues, kept them speaking in terms of statecraft if ever they gave voice to fear, and left agony to speak itself through touch, through teasing words and gestures on the eve of departure that never quite acknowledged their inspiration. For perhaps they needed that levity, something to distract them even in the midst of their love-making from the gravity of the moment; something to distract them from the knowledge that even here, in their most private, most intimate moments, there was ever a third party in bed with them: Gondor lurked at the bedpost, and would come between them ere the night was over. But even an Elf who had chosen mortality and a Ranger who had earned his kingship could not bear forever the weight of such matters, and while words remained them, they teased each other, by turns serious and then playful, ‘til passion stole their voices, robbed language of its power, and left them with naught but touch and trust. *** "Halareth!" Halareth jerked straight in her chair, and in her startlement, her elbow hit the inkpot, spilling its contents. With a yelp of dismay, she leapt up, banging her knee against one of the desk’s legs, which only caused the already empty vessel to roll off of the desk and onto the floor. Pottery shattered on flagstone, and Halareth’s brush clattered alongside the inkpot’s remains shortly thereafter. Mortified, the girl raised eyes full of tears to her mentor’s face. Kirdali’s mouth was tight-lipped, and the crow’s feet about her eyes were darkly evident as she fought a scowl, while Halareth felt as if her heart had sunk into her stomach, there to send queasy dismay pulsing throughout her body. "Child, have I not told you time and again that you must pay attention?" the Haradrim demanded sharply, even as Irin hurried forward with a much-stained cloth to mop up the ink. The shards she began carefully collecting, disposing of them in a basket in her customary silence. But ere ever Irin had moved or Kirdali had spoken, the door to the solar had opened and a guard had poked his head in, alerted by the commotion, and only Líriel’s quick gesture stopped him from coming any further. He paused a moment, took in the fact that neither princess was in danger, then relaxed visibly and retreated again, with a nod in Líriel’s direction. Halareth scarcely had eyes for any of it, however, gazing up at Kirdali and fighting her tears. "Well, child?" "Y-yes, milady. I am sorry, I,..." Halareth paused and tried to swallow past the lump in her throat. Manfully, she squared her shoulders and forced the words out. "I should not be so careless. I do wish to learn!" Kirdali stared down at her oppressively, a stark-standing shadow in the bright room, and Halareth felt her insides quiver, like a worn harp-string, ready to break with its last note, or as if her innards had turned suddenly to water. I am going to cry! she realized with horror. But Kirdali sighed then, and her shoulders drooped, as if suddenly, all her years had landed upon her at once, and she leaned against the desk, as if in exhaustion. "Yes, of course you do, Halareth. But I think that we have practiced enough for the moment. Go, girl! Take some air and take some time, and we shall speak again later, when we are both more focused." Halareth nodded, dropped a curtsey, and fairly fled out the door, likely on her way out either to the gardens or the nursery and Eilith’s arms. Arwen’s embrace would have been a more welcome comfort, but the Queen of Gondor had many tasks, Líriel knew. She had Khet to deal with this morning, and could not afford to remind the Haradrim that she was a mother, as well as a woman and an Elf, if she wished for him to listen. Líriel let out a heavy sigh, watching as Irin continued to clean up the mess with wordless efficiency, as if she were blind and deaf, and had not heard nor seen a thing untoward. I wish I were thus! she thought, feeling the ache in her own chest, knowing well her sister’s distress. She had kept a brave face when their father had come to say farewell that morning. And Halareth had done her best to imitate her, but although they had done well enough last night to convince themselves that all would be well, it needed only the sight of Aragorn in his black mail, and all the regalia of a warrior-king, to bring fear home to roost. And perhaps he had seen them flinch, or sensed their sudden stillness, for his grey eyes had held a knowing look as he had knelt and received the fiercest embrace that two young girls could bestow. "Help your mother, both of you, and also Lady Kirdali," he had told them, when he had managed to extricate himself enough to breathe more easily. "If you can manage it, do not torment Eilith too badly with your antics, hm?" "Yes, father," Líriel had replied, speaking for both of them, since Halareth still had her arms about Aragorn’s neck, and was clinging tightly. "And I shall take care of Halareth." "Líri!" That had roused her younger sister to a display of pert indignation, and Aragorn had chuckled at her expression. "Take care of each other--your uncles, in amidst all the mischief that they have taught you, should have taught you also that a sister or brother is the surest ally you could possibly have. Even if you do martyr your pillows for the sake of sorority," he had added, glancing at the feather-strewn floor. "Good morning to you both, and good night, and good day, for as many days as I am away. I love you." So saying, he had given them each a last kiss, then risen and left. They had been quite subdued after that, cleaning up the feathers in uncommon silence. Halareth had not even bothered to throw any of them at her sister. Although Aragorn had gone away on journeys before, it was the first time that she had understood what war might mean. "I grow so tired of this testing," Kirdali murmured just then, sounding weary indeed as she, heedless of the ink, sank down upon the chair that Halareth had abandoned. "Are you well, milady?" Líriel asked, concerned. Moving away from her place by the window, she came to stand by the older woman. "Yes, child, you need not fret over these old bones," Kirdali replied, offering a slight, remorseful smile as she waved her off. "My temper occasionally outstrips my caution. Your sister is a very young student, and does not need my rebukes today." To which, Líriel could only nod, unwilling to say aught and risk her own composure. Kirdali gave her a long look, then said, gently, "Líriel, have faith--he shall be well." "Oh, I know," Líriel replied quickly. A shade too quickly, likely, as her voice had a slight quaver to it. Drawing a deep breath, and attempting to order her thoughts, to quell with dauntless facts the wyrm of terror within, she continued, "Ithilien is Ranger territory--Lord Faramir trained them himself, and was part of them for many years. Neither he, nor Lady Éowyn would stand for the Easterlings to ravage their demesne. And my father shall be certain that they do not flee across Anduin past Cair Andros. That is a very great fortress, though it is smaller than some," she added, for Kirdali’s benefit. "Further north lies the Wetwang, and who would want to go there? Ada means to force them back east by boxing them in, if he can." "And can he?" "Of course!" Líriel replied, with more confidence than her swift-pounding heart might feel. Not that she doubted her father could do just as he proposed, but one thing he had taught her was that even the best plans go astray. And sometimes... sometimes one was simply unlucky. She had realized that when she was ten, when last her father had gone to war, and it had struck her as a dreadful and terrifying thing, that all the preparation in the world could not save one from blind luck or bad odds. It is not fair! All the years before, when Ada fought the orcs and in the Ring War--they ought to count for something in fortune’s eyes, Líriel thought, aggrieved. But she said not so, and smiled brightly, falsely, trying to keep up appearances. Kirdali, however, was not fooled, and lifted a fine brow at that. Líriel sighed, spreading her hands slightly as she moved restlessly about the room, trailing fingertips over the leather backs of books, over furniture and walls. "It is only that... well... it is only the third time that Ada has gone away to war." "Truly?" Kirdali asked, sounding surprised. "Well... no, what I meant was that it is only the third time that I remember. Halareth was only four when he fought against the Easterlings, and I do think she understood not at all what was happening." "I had thought that Gondor was more often at war." "In the past, before I was born, yes. And when I was very young, Father was often absent because of it," Líriel paused, frowning, and Kirdali, after a moment, gestured that she should continue. "I remember once, when I was somewhat younger than Hal, that he came home from some campaign or other. He came to see me that evening, and I... I did not recognize him. His own daughter, and I did not know him! Can you imagine?" Líriel demanded, pausing by a bookstand. Kirdali simply nodded, and in the face of silent encouragement, the girl continued. "His beard was much longer, and his hair as well; it was crinkly, too, as if he had had it in a braid for a long while. He was very darkly tanned--now that I think of it, he looked a proper Haradrim, almost, and I... I think he limped a little. I asked Nana who he was, and I remember him closing his eyes, as if he were very tired of a sudden, and mother’s face grew very still." She darted a look in Kirdali’s direction, seeming ashamed even now, or else subdued. Kirdali was not certain which it was, as Líriel continued in a low voice, "It was well for all of us that the next few years were peaceful enough. He left once to deal with the Corsair remnant, and two years ago, he rode with Éomer King against the Easterlings. Short wars," she murmured, absently flipping through the book that lay open on the stand, watching the pages fall away from her fingers like sand through an ancient hour-glass. "Short wars, but long weeks of waiting, and trying not to answer Halareth’s questions too closely." "Have faith, then, that this one, too, shall be short. But know that even a long war can bring family home at last, and there is joy to be had in relearning the face of a loved one," Kirdali replied. "Mm," Líriel replied, avoiding a skeptical answer, and was silent awhile, thinking. It will not be a short war, that I know, for I am my father’s daughter! After a few moments, therefore, she shook herself, assuming a determined air. Straightening, she closed the book and nodded to Kirdali, a nod calculated to imitate Arwen’s regal gesture. "I had best go and see to Halareth. Good morning, milady," she said politely, and the Haradrim inclined her head in response. Kirdali watched as the girl turned and marched away, head held high in defiance of all the world it seemed, and the old woman gave Irin a sad smile. So young! Her maid returned the smile with a small one of her own, then finished blotting the ink upon the desk, throwing the cloth into the basket with the shards. The stain would remain until someone sanded the surface, and Kirdali sighed as she turned her attention to Halareth’s aborted efforts. She was improving, had been steadily—she had progressed from her own name to those of others, and despite her distraction today, she showed signs of growth. Or perhaps it is because of her ‘distraction’ that she improves--my art changed when Ndirak left, Kirdali thought resigned to the truth that had haunted her all her life. There was no growth without struggle, and fear, pain, and tragedy were often a student’s best teachers, and midwives to her art, if she could endure the pangs of labor. And Halareth shall have many years to learn from them. More, perhaps, than did I, if she lives long enough. With a sigh, Kirdali rose, feeling chilled as she had not in years. The sun might be cooler here than in Harad, but she felt a need of its heat on her back. Irin, seeing that she moved to leave, hastily came and took up the ink-smeared paper. "Shall I dispose of it, my honored lady?" she asked in a soft voice. "Nay, Irin. Leave it in my chambers. I shall take Lhinya and go out into the gardens. You are free for a time." "Yes, my honored lady." Irin knelt, crouching in Haradrim obeisance, waiting until Kirdali had left the room. Then she rose, glancing after her mistress ere she cocked her head curiously at the paper. Splotched and stained as it was, one could still read what was written thereon: Adar. *** Etun stood upon the ramparts that loomed up before north, and with a gloved finger, idly traced the sigil etched into the corner stones by hradari artists. North was the quarter of death by thirst, and many were the hradari who traced the same sigil into the air to ward off that fate. His grand-father had taught him the quarters when he was a young child: North lies under the shadow of thirst; East lies under the blaze of fire; West lies under sword and curse; South lies under the spell of lyre. Go not to the north to drown in dust, Nor to the east, where ashes burn, Nor seek west for glory dear, Nor go south, temptation-lured.... Etun paused, trying to remember the last two lines of that ancient rhyme. How did it go? One was to stand still, yet I cannot recall the words. Perhaps because he had always been struck by the fact that the hradari so casually ignored the advice of the poet, and had gone eagerly to face the West, which lay under the doom of sword and curse. Since Sauron’s fall, one heard that line repeated oft among the hradari, as if Gondor’s victory were prophetic proof of ancient wisdom. Not that Etun heeded overmuch the advice of a forgotten hradari bard, yet there were elements of truth to that rhyme, and as he stood there, following the graven lines of the warding symbol with his fingers, it troubled him that he could not remember the rest of it. Two lines short, I think, and those two lines the lesson of it all. To stand still.... Perhaps he needed not the last two lines, if only he remembered the lesson, and Etun smiled slightly, closing his eyes against the brightness of the afternoon. He knew not how long he had stood there ere he heard the scrape of boots on stone and the ragged breathing of one unaccustomed to such heat. After a few more moments, Reda’s voice sounded at his side. "Captain... should you not be resting, now that your watch is finished? What is there to see in this wasteland at this hour?" "‘To see the day in the desert is to seek madness or the holy,’" Etun quoted, opening his eyes and turning to gaze at his suffering lieutenant. "So I was taught, long ago, and I would test the truth of it." Reda frowned at that and cast a wary glance out at the desert; clearly, he saw naught but rock, sand and dirt, stretching out in all directions. "What brings you in search of me, lieutenant?" Etun prompted after awhile, since Reda remained silent. "Only that our prisoners remain close-mouthed. So Hrenat tells me, and our people have had no better luck." "So. We still know not whether Gondor will trade for these men," Etun replied. "A pity none have noble blood in them, for then we might have a better lever, but common soldiers are as naught, unless they come in great numbers." "Surely some of the other captains must have captured some," Reda replied. "Some," Etun answered, pressing thumb and forefinger together at the tips, then making a brushing gesture to indicate the negligible numbers. "Hatred runs deep and boils at the surface in the South. The hradari took very few Gondorrim prisoners, preferring to slaughter them like dogs than keep them for questioning. An unfortunate decision, as the hradari prisoners have little information of any value, whereas the Gondorrim might be able to tell us more of Gondor’s position. I suppose they have said nothing about that, either?" "No, sir. As I said, a close-mouthed lot, even if they do greet us with outrage," Reda snorted, shaking his head. "They look down upon us with such an aura of right, ‘tis all I can do not to laugh. Prisoners they are, yet they seem to expect better than to live as such." "And yet they speak not. They are not soft, at least, whatever they may expect," Etun pointed out. "I may yet grow to admire them somewhat." Reda raised a skeptical brow at that, and Etun gave a half-smile. "Courage I admire, wherever it is found. And since the Gondorrim show it, it behooves me to insure that their testing respects it." His lieutenant still seemed rather skeptical, but Reda had grown used to Etun’s odd ways long ago. Indeed, he ought to know better than many that Etun’s respect for another’s courage would not stay his hand: once, Reda had accused his captain of harboring hradari sensibilities that hindered his judgment. It had been quite true in that instance, and Etun had left him with a scar across one cheek and welts on his back. But he had also made Reda his chief lieutenant after that incident. Not the most subtle man, Reda, and not one to appreciate irony overmuch, yet he was sharp and direct, both virtues for a lieutenant to have. And he is a good example, for all know well the tale of that scar and his promotion, and so know what I expect of them, Etun thought, returning his attention to the desert. Stand still.... "In three days’ time, we leave to assemble just south of Mahnit at Barok’an fort. The commander there has already struck north to take Zhari, and has sent a company to circle about Mahnit and waylay any messengers who may try to leave the city, and also to warn if reinforcements should arrive. They should not--there has been no time, even had a messenger reached Rhath-Ihnfar. You know what to do, but spare me some of the Gondorrim--those who seem to have some rank, and those who seem healthy enough to endure for a time." "You want none of the hradari?" "Save a very few--I leave the numbers to your decision, since I hope that we shall have their captain in our hands shortly--but the rest are of no use to us, save as slaves. Between Zhari and Mahnit, we shall have plenty of those, and less dangerous ones at that. But be cautious--be certain that you have Hrenat’s people help you, else we risk creating resentment. The prisoners may be hradari, and the hradari may turn on their own, yet we are foreigners here. We dare not give the impression either that we expect them to slay their own without our help, or that we are unduly thirsty for their blood." "Aye, sir. It shall be done. That at least shall make the watches less difficult to balance," Reda replied, then grimaced. "I can pick you some Gondorrim, captain, but have you any preference? We have only one who seems to have any rank, and he is sore hurt." "Ah yes," Etun murmured, searching for a name to attach to the face in his mind. "Arendil, I think it is, no?" At Reda’s nod, Etun continued, "Keep him for a time. If we find their captain, then we may be able to dispense with him, depending upon whether Gondor is willing to bargain with us for him. Else, choose whom you will. In any case, keep quiet the date. I doubt that knowing it would make them more pliable--it may increase their defiance if they know they need only last another two days." "Or it may breed a riot," Reda replied. They had had one already, and Etun had not been best pleased with the results. Of their original twenty-five Gondorrim, four had died shortly after capture of wounds sustained in battle. And thanks to the prison riot, an additional ten were now dead, either in the fight, or as examples afterward. The hradari ranks had been devastated as well. "Will you not come down now, sir? Whatever else one may say of the hradari, they are wise to sleep during the day in this country, even as our lowlanders do." Etun laughed softly, eyeing his lieutenant. "Am I your son, now, as well?" "You are my captain; your health is my concern. Our men look to you for guidance, who are all the authority of Khand in this venture." "You speak truly," Etun’s eyes narrowed, and his lieutenant blinked, wondering at the look that passed over his captain’s face: a slow, satisfied smile. "Sir?" he asked. "‘All the world is in a man, to traverse at his will/Wisdom lies not elsewhere but in learning to stand still,’" Etun answered. At Reda’s uncomprehending look, Etun waved a hand in dismissal. "Something I had long forgotten; your words brought it back." "Ah. Forgive me, sir, if I call you not holy," Reda replied, shaking his hand. A bold jest, but as he had already earned the right to test his captain’s humor, Etun took no offense. "So long as you call me not a madman, either, I shall be content to agree," Etun replied. Clapping his second in command on the shoulder, he began moving towards the stairs. And as they walked, he asked, "Tell me, Reda, have you ever heard the Rhyme of the Quarters?" "Nay, I have not, captain. What is it?" "It is a hradari verse--a poem taught early to children, but ‘tis not best suited to them, perhaps. Whoever wrought it had, perhaps, more wisdom than his descendents, for he knew the path to victory even then." "And what path is that, sir?" "The path that ends where it begins--the way of standing still, as the poem said." "Sir?" "Think on it, Reda. Khand would rise, yet we cannot challenge Gondor or Harad in a contest of arms. And so we stand still, and with such levers as we have, we move them against each other. Thus we gain what we wish, all while standing still." Reda had that particular look that told Etun that his lieutenant was being conscientious in his tolerance of his captain’s peculiarities. "You claim, then, to be a lever?" "Did you think we were aught else?" "Nay...." "You lack subtlety, Reda--I have told you before, you ought to read more," Etun admonished easily. "They call us crafty who are Variag, yet not for me such bloodless scholarly pursuits," Reda replied, as he always did. "What eloquence I have is at the edge of my sword." "‘The sword is the expression of knowledge, and in its wielding is the power of truth.’ So said Thanat, to whose memory you swore when you pledged to serve Khand. But enough of philosophy," Etun said as they paused at the top of the stairs. "Send for me should aught of note occur." "Aye, captain. Rest you well, sir." "Good day, Reda," Etun replied. Reda watched him go, and shook his head, mouth twitching as he fought a somewhat exasperated smile. It comes of hradari blood, perhaps, yet he is more Khand’s son than am I in many ways, he thought, ere he turned his attention to the task at hand. There were some men he could not trust to do the job in the dungeons, and it would need careful choosing among the hradari, prisoners and guards alike. He glanced up at the sun, which had begun to sink past the quarter mark in its journey across the sky. Three days and some few hours ere nightfall. And where is Vahn? Surely he has found our escaped Kherans by now? And if he had, then it might be a slow journey back with prisoners. With that in mind, he turned his attention back to the problem of their prisoners, and turned away from the desert. The canyon yawned dark behind him, and below the ground, creatures moved.... *** In the shadowed heat of the maw of the earth, where perhaps walked once the Moon, men left their tracks upon the dry ground. Double-mounted, the Variags rode, coaxing the injured, man and horse alike, to continue. They would walk all night and into the morning, until the heat and sun forced them to take cover. And in their wake, at the end of a rope, trailed Nharadh, and he tried not to think. Exhaustion helped to numb his mind to anything but misery, and misery, sufficiently diffused, becomes a state like any other—noticeable only occasionally, when its uniformity is pierced, providing contrast. The sharp ache whenever he stepped forward on his injured leg, the throbbing of the knife wound to his shoulder—these were the measures that marked time. Muscles burned with fatigue, his lungs ached as he trotted along, and the prickling numbness of his arms occasionally became pain when he fell far enough behind to be jerked by the rope. Then the bonds cut afresh into his wrists, and the blood would trickle its ticklish way down his arms; down, until the drops hung upon the bindings, and fell to the earth, leaving a trail for bats or insects to feast upon. The afternoon wore on, but Nharadh was heedless of its passage, conscious only of repetition--one, one, one--he could not for the life of him put together the moments to make a second or count a third; there was only now, endlessly and forever, now. Dizziness assailed him at times, and sometimes he could not see past the swarm of bright flashes that swarmed across his vision. If he stumbled, the Variags would drag him along, leaving him to regain his feet on his own, stopping only occasionally to see if he had fainted. And if he had not--Why can I not?--then he got a cuff and a curse, and was bodily hauled back up. Once, someone had relented and given him some water, but that taste of paradise only mocked his constant thirst. And then it was off again, and Nharadh staggered along until his body rediscovered what rhythm it could manage in its weakened state, and the eternal present continued. He knew not what hour it was, but suddenly, the rope went slack, and there came the sound of Khandish voices. They had stopped. Nharadh doubled over, legs spread wide for balance, as he bit his tongue against an outcry. Muscles spasmed and cramped, and he was unsure whether what he felt was nausea or simply cramps, and inanely in that moment, he felt a sudden sympathy for his mother when her monthlies struck. Someone grabbed him by the arm, and had his arms not been numb, he might have felt that grip as painful. "Move! Into the cave." And then somehow he was moving, propelled in part by his captor, in part by the sheer, habitual stubbornness that would not let him collapse before the Variags did. Once within their shelter--and did that mean that it was close to noon?--he was fairly flung into a corner, and for once no one objected when he simply lay still. Or as still as he could, as he tried to find a position that was comfortable. But no matter how tightly he curled up, the pain in his stomach did not abate, and his limbs felt leaden and numb thus. Yet he could not lie on his back, and whenever one of his captors passed by him, he instinctively drew his knees up in defense anyway. And so he remained as he was, and willed his vision to clear, his heart to stop pounding, and the pain to subside. He could hear the horses drinking, which was a special form of torment for one who could not swallow, so dry was his mouth. Two middays spent in the sun had reacquainted him with every curse he knew to hurl at the unrelenting light, and the skin on the back of his neck felt sore and hot. Sunk in a semi-conscious stupor, he did not notice immediately when someone approached him. "Wake up!" growled a voice, and a foot was laid heavily atop his aching wrists. Hissing in pain, Nharadh twitched violently, and opened his eyes to see the Variag commander standing there, holding a water skin. "Sit up, or I drink this myself." With that as incentive, the hradari managed to obey, although he had to pause and lean against the rock wall of the cave, head down, to counter a bout of dizziness. The commander shoved the spout between Nharadh’s teeth and tilted it, and although to be watered like an infant was humiliating, he could not bring himself to care much as he greedily sucked down the contents. The water hit his stomach like acid, yet he ignored that discomfort in favor of slaking his thirst for as long as the Variag would let him. All too soon, the water-skin was withdrawn, and Nharadh could not help but shoot an envious glare at the horses, who were still drinking from the bags drawn over their muzzles. The commander squatted down across from him and took a long swallow himself, watching Nharadh’s reaction. Then he stoppered the container and set it well aside, cocking his head at the hradari, gazing at him in an unsettling manner. Nharadh stared back, but pinpoints of light sparkled before his eyes, obscuring his vision, and he wanted only to lie down again. Hence he missed the other’s movement and of a sudden found the other very close--too close. A hand snaked out to catch his face in a hard grip, forcing him to tilt his head back to look up at his captor. "They say in my land that hradari are swift runners, and you have run well," said the Variag. "They say that all rabbits are so gifted, to flee their enemies. And they say that since the Overlord fell, you have run just as swift to cower before Elfstone’s feet." "And they say in my land that the Variags are cowards, who skulk in their mountains, afraid to come down," Nharadh retorted through clenched teeth. "So! The rabbit has a tongue, does he? But bold words do not cover truth, little one," the Variag replied, and then paused, his attention shifting. Running splayed fingers through Nharadh’s hair, the Variag caught hold of one of Nharadh’s braids, tugging at it until he reached the red and black beads at the end. Frowning thoughtfully, the man worried at them, rolling the beads between thumb and forefinger. "The mark of a warrior, these. I am told you hradari value your braids over your swords. But what is a warrior if he has not a weapon? And what honor has he if he bows to a foreign power?" Fingers moved up of a sudden, and the Variag grabbed a fistful of Nharadh’s hair tightly. Nharadh flinched from the flash of silver by instinct, pulling against the other’s grip. An instant, he was trapped, and then the pressure against his scalp eased suddenly. Blinking, Nharadh stared rather dazedly at the Variag, and watched as the commander let fall a handful of braids, and felt a shiver run down his back. Shock it was, perhaps, as he gazed down at the cut strands of hair, lying like black-coiled snakes on the sandy floor. And as he raised his eyes, he was aware of the others gathering at their commander’s back, eager to see the spectacle. But his attention was fixed on his tormentor’s face, on the sneer that passed as a smile. He was exhausted, in pain, and his ears were ringing in a peculiar manner, but it did not matter as, of a sudden, bound as he was, he threw himself at the Variag and knocked him to the ground. His hands were useless, but he sank his teeth into the other’s exposed throat and swallowed the salty warmth that filled his mouth. Hands clutched at him, and nails raked down his face ere someone caught him in a grip just under his jaw, squeezing. Gagging, he was pulled off of the commander, and he managed to kick someone as he was pressed down onto his back. Someone slapped him hard, and a knee landed on his groin, eliciting a cry, and then the heel of someone’s hand slammed into his stomach. Excruciating pain lanced through him, and Nharadh retched, then threw up, vomiting blood along with what little he had in him. One of his captors cursed in a disgusted tone of voice, but the others’ voices were an indistinct cacophony as Nharadh’s vision went dim, and numbness spread insidiously throughout his body. By the time someone brought the pommel of a dagger down on the back of his head, it was an unnecessary gesture--already unconscious, Nharadh never felt it. ~~~~~ Chapter Ten Entrenched Bergil woke with a start, alert instantly and for no apparent reason but habit. After ten days of heat and thirst and fear, of constantly looking over his shoulder, it hardly seemed possible that he had at last reached safety. And in Dargalt after all, not Zhari, he thought, squeezing his eyes shut for a moment, as he blessed whatever intuition had prompted him to ride east rather than take the straight path north. For once arrived in Dargalt, he had learned, to his grim astonishment, that indeed, Zhari had fallen already, and he would have ridden into a trap. And how, I wonder, did they learn this in Dargalt, of all places? I did not know of it, even! It was certain that Ghed had not brought such news, and Bergil had suffered a second (though much more pleasant) shock to learn that another Kheran had escaped indeed, and was already well on his way north to Rhath-Infahr. His questions about such matters, however, had been met with polite, but opaque, smiles. The warden of the town in Lord Indirkan's absence, and chief of Rhanion House's household retainers, Rhadam, had said simply, "We have our ways, khur'tarakh. For the moment, please accept the hospitality of Rhanion House, on behalf of my honored lord." The interview finished, Rhadam had delivered him into the hands of a healer and the chamberlain and ordered him to get some rest, promising only that all would be made clear later. And now it was later, and still, he had questions. Bergil sighed softly, rubbed sleep from his eyes, and stared at the elaborate hradari timepiece across the room. They were nothing like the clocks of Gondor, being more often driven by the steady trickle of sand, which was, after all, abundant in Hradar. They had more often to be reset — four times a day, usually — and were somewhat less reliable, but given the often windowless nature of living quarters in Hradar, they were a necessity. And if he read the time aright, it was well after sunset, which meant that the townsfolk would be about, conducting their business now that they had not the sun to fear. Sitting up, he shrugged his shoulders and was pleased to find that he could do so more readily now than in days. After a few more moments, he rose from the mattress and, snagging a clean shirt and trousers, made his way to the washroom to take care of his needs. A short time later, he emerged dressed and restless, and wondering what he ought to do. All his thought and effort hitherto had been devoted to bringing word of defeat north, but if Ghed had preceded him, then his errand was less urgent. Rhadam had told him also that he had sent other messengers north, in case something should happen and Ghed fail in his mission. There was no need, then, for him to ride even as insurance against ill-fortune, and his sudden freedom left him feeling somewhat adrift. For how can I help Khera — and Nharadh — now? Valar, I do not know whether I hope he is still alive, or beyond the Variags' power to touch him! Even worry, however, must sometimes surrender to other needs, and as his stomach growled audibly, reminding him of too many days on short rations, he decided that he might as well eat something for a change, and so left his room in search of the kitchens. As he went, he studied his surroundings with interest, for Khera was hardly representative of all that Hradar had to offer. Rhanion's ancestral home was built low and, from what little he had seen of it, on a triangular grid, with thick walls to keep out the heat. It was likely that a part of the keep was built underground, as well, though Bergil had yet to see any stairwells leading downwards. The kitchen would most likely be on the leeward side of the triangle, and right along the outer wall so as to let the heat escape easily in all weather. Bergil paused at an intersection, and then decided to turn left down what seemed a large corridor, so that he could pass through the heart of the house, rather than follow the peripheral halls. At length, however, the corridor made an odd turn, and then ended abruptly at a half-closed door. Bergil paused, glancing about uncertainly. On the one hand, he was not certain what lay beyond, nor whether he ought to be in this part of the house in any case; on the other, there were no guards, and the door was open, after all.... After another moment's consideration, curiosity won the contest, and Bergil quietly slipped within the room. He was not certain what he had expected to find, but certainly, it was not what lay before him. A low, round table of ivory and glass sat in the center of the room, with a lamp atop it, and cushions set about it. The floor was rock and, unlike in most other places, it was not covered with a carpet. Low stands set all about the room contained books or scrolls, and some larger books lay open atop them as in display. But Bergil noted these things in passing only, for his attention was drawn instantly to the walls, and to the arched ceiling. Painted onto them in a vibrant mix of red and gold and (to his surprise) green, was a large and fantastical pattern of intersecting, interweaving lines and curlicues, surpassing the most extravagant designs out of Dol Amroth. Elaborate it was, and yet it suited the room in a way that Bergil could not describe, as he stood there gaping. And upon each wall, carefully framed and centered amid the play of lines, were words written out in black, so that they showed readily against the rest of the design. "'Go not to the east, where ashes burn,'" he read, and then made a quarter turn to the next wall. "'Nor go south, temptation-lured... nor seek west for glory dear.'" "'Go not to the north to drown in dust,'" said a voice behind him, and Bergil turned, startled, to find Rhadam standing there. The warden of the town and steward of Rhanion House nodded polite greeting. "If you look at each of the books, you will find that together, their pages spell out the last lines of the verse. You know this rhyme?" "I have heard it before, sir. What is this place, if I may ask?" Bergil asked. "This is aptly named the scriptorium, if you will. The Word-room, and also a place of private ceremony for the family." "I apologize, then, for having intruded," Bergil replied hastily, but Rhadam waved the apology away. "There is no need. There are no secrets here to guard. This is a place of... thinking, of art and contemplation, yes?" "It is magnificent! The artist must be in held in high esteem." "She is indeed. This was the Lady Kirdali's domain, and her largest work — a gift for her family, and a solace I do not doubt. She was loath to leave this place for an uncertain welcome in Gondor," Rhadam replied, and then added for Bergil's sake, "The lady is Lord Indirkan's sister." "I did not know," Bergil replied, gazing up at the designs. If he stared long enough, he began to fancy that he could pick out letters in all of those lines.... "In any case, I had come seeking you, and was directed here. May I ask whither you intended to go?" "The kitchens, in truth," Bergil answered. "Ah. I can remedy that, but I had meant to ask what you would do next. But this is best discussed in more privacy, I think. Come." And with that, Rhadam led the way back out through the northern doorway. The Gondorrim tossed a last, regretful look over his shoulder, and then quickly followed his guide. As they walked, Rhadam spoke of this and that, none of it consequential, and Bergil found himself only half-listening while his mind wandered down other tracks. Red and gold were the patterns of Lady Kirdali's artwork, and Bergil's mind made of it blood... so much of it, and it bound them all together — he and Nharadh and too many countless others all caught in a web of red. Rhadam continued to talk lightly as the two of them reached another door, tucked away at the end of a small and narrow passage. The room behind proved to be an office, of sorts — Rhadam's naturally, and as they entered, a servant glanced up. "Our tarakh has not yet broken his fast. Bring what you find in the kitchens, please." The servant bowed politely and scurried away, and Rhadam waved Bergil to a cushion to one side of a low table, and then settled himself across from him. "Now," the man said, looking Bergil up and down, "you have come through much peril with your message, and you have been told that it is taken care of. What shall we do with you, then, Bergil of Gondor? Whither shall you go?" Bergil considered this question for a moment, and then leaned forward slightly as he answered, "I am not certain. Perhaps if I could ask you a question, sir?" Rhadam raised an eyebrow and motioned for him to continue. "What is it that you do here in Dargalt, sir? How is it that you know so much that even I do not, who was but one step behind Ghed? For I had not heard that Zhari had fallen, though I suspected it." Rhadam chuckled at that, pinning Bergil with a shrewd glance, seeming to study him carefully. At last, he replied, "A question with a long answer, and one that I cannot give you just yet. For if I tell you this tale, then you must promise me two things. You shall promise me them now, and when you have sworn, then I shall answer your question." "What do you require?" "Firstly, your absolute silence. You will never speak of this to another — not even to your king, should he ask. Secondly, I need one who would know something of the way of warfare who could discover how the westernmost forts in the line fare." Bergil considered this for a time. The part about refusing Aragorn an answer worried him, but Rhadam's tone implied that he doubted that the King of Gondor would ever have reason for such inquiries. And the King must know what it is to keep secrets, even from those whom he would tell, must he not? And this is the ambassador's head of house; surely there can be nothing disgraceful behind this request. As for the latter part, he could see nothing wrong with a little reconnaissance on Rhanion's behalf, since he would have done as much in any case, under either Gondor's banner or Hradar's. And so, at length, he nodded, and replied, "I swear to keep secret whatever you may tell me, by my oath to my king. And if you need a scout, then that I can be for you." "Good. Ghed spoke well of the Gondorrim at Khera, and so I trust you because I trust him. Do not make me regret my trust," Rhadam said, pausing to let that sink in a moment, ere he continued in a lighter voice. "Now, I fear that I cannot answer your questions as thoroughly as you would wish, but perhaps you know the tale of the Rebels of Hradar?" "I know that they existed before the War of the Ring, and that Lord Indirkan was their leader," Bergil responded. "More than their leader — he created them. When we lived under the dominion of Mordor and suffered the presence of orcs and tarakhe — no offense to yourself — in our land, they fought against our slavery however they could, following Lord Indirkan's example. They are his, and they are many and diverse. And they are quite loyal, for we hradari are loyal if nothing else. We who are worthy of the name, that is," Rhadam added with a certain bitter irony. "Then they still exist?" "Such societies rarely die swiftly unless swiftly found, ere they have a chance to grow." "And surely such societies are not unknown to Lord Indirkan's warden and the chief of his retainers," Bergil concluded, and Rhadam smiled. "You are his second, then, sir." "In my small way, I do what I can to aid my honored lord and Hradar. I am merely the relayer of messages." "But you know of the others. You know who they are, and what they do." "I know of some. I know locations, and the means by which they may be found. And they know that all paths lead eventually to the messengers. And all messages come eventually to Dargalt... among other places. That Dargalt is so isolated suits us well, though we must be careful. Our enemies here — the jealous among the Houses Minor — remain under our control, but require careful handling in order that they cannot plot against us, and cannot betray our secrets. But never mind that. What is important is that the Rebels of Hradar remain, and because we are not all of us warriors, we see many things, through many eyes, and few indeed can tell us from our brethren." "But you do have warriors in your service?" "We have those who can be warriors at need, and some like Ghed, who are warriors by trade. Alas, many of those were in the Midlands forts, and we have not heard from them for too long." Rhadam raised a brow, noting the thoughtful look on Bergil's face. "You have a suggestion?" "I have an idea, sir, if I may. I know Khera, and I know that most of the forts in the line are little different. Tactically, the differences are scarcely worth considering. Given enough men who are willing, we could retake some of those fortresses, or at least harry the traitors while their defenses are still weak. They cannot have rebuilt the walls so swiftly." "You would lead a raiding force, then." "We may not be able to hold the forts, but we can wear away at the forces occupying them all summer if we must. The canyons are extensive, and I do not doubt that your people know every cave worth hiding in." "And I have not many people to lend you in such an endeavor. In truth, we fear more for Mahnit now, for if that city should fall, then our enemies shall control all the routes south." "Forgive me, sir, if I speak out of turn, but I think we must assume that Mahnit has fallen. To hold the Midlands line is worthless, if one does not also hold Mahnit, for the line of forts in itself cannot withstand a determined and large force," Bergil said with bitter honesty. Rhadam sighed, seeming to acknowledge the truth of that, and the Gondorrim continued, "Raiders are a versatile lot, as I have come to know over the past five years. Even if we strike but once and hard at a smaller target, and from then on do naught else but harry the supply lines, between Mahnit and Kharish, it would be worth it. The rebel Houses will entrench themselves if they can, but if we keep them from settling, it may be easier for Hradar and Gondor to dislodge them come September. Khera I know is open to us at least, and I know it very well, and it lies directly between those two cities. It is possible, sir." Rhadam considered that in silence, eyeing the younger man shrewdly for a long moment. Then, "You have a friend in Khera, do you not?" "I have many friends in Khera. For that matter, I am the captain of the Gondorrim there, and I surely owe it to them to return," Bergil replied, attempting to cast that in as hradari a manner as he could. Rhadam simply shook his head and laughed softly. "I think you know not enough of such matters to manipulate me, khur'tarakh. But it was an admirable attempt." And when Bergil opened his mouth to protest, he held up a hand, forestalling him. "What you say is not without merit. I shall think on this, and tell you later my decision. For the moment, though," Rhadam looked up as the door opened and the servant returned with a large tray, "let us speak of other things. Tell me of your home... how did you call it this morning? Ithilien?" *** Earth was shifted, and men kept time with racking coughs, eager to have done with the grim tasks that followed hard upon a battle. Aragorn had fought in worse places, in worse conditions, and without half so many willing hands to aid him, but he had seldom felt worse. After all the years of cursing that I had not the power to protect my own, now that I have it, it cuts the deeper to have failed to prevent this, he thought wearily, knowing full well that he was being unreasonable in his expectations. Nevertheless, even the knowledge that Arwen would take him to task for such self-reproach did little to lift his spirits, for it brought her starkly to mind. There had been times, particularly in the years that had followed hard upon his betrothal, when a part of him had felt that the long road would be easier borne if he had had just one night with Arwen to remember. Ah, the folly of youth, for now I know better, he thought. One night was not enough to satisfy either imagination or longing, as he had discovered, and now nine days alone felt an eternity, let alone forty years. Thought of Arwen led naturally to memories of his daughters, who doubtless stared out at the smoke on the horizon and worried, wondering what had happened, and what was happening. In that they were not alone. It was astonishing how quickly one could reduce something to naught but dust, Aragorn thought, and wondered for the third time in a week if anyone had yet discovered what the Easterlings were using to feed the flames. Oil, some held, given the thick smoke; others were of the opinion that there had to be something more to it than that, but as of yet, no one had much proof either way. Perhaps it was simply that they had had no rain for weeks. In any case, the results were apparent to any with eyes. There had once been a forest proper where the King of Gondor stood, but now only blackened earth and scorched, leafless trunks of trees remained. Convenient ground for a large confrontation, for the lack of cover had let him easily surround the Easterling company that had gathered here. But Aragorn felt his wrath burn white hot faced with this needless destruction. And would I be less appalled were it 'needed'? It seems cruel to say that a burned homestead is somehow less troubling by comparison! he thought grimly, pulling a gauntlet off to wipe at stinging eyes. And yet he was troubled, for in truth, a burned homestead was a lesser matter in this instance. He had burned out orcs before, set fire to Imlad Morgul, and in the last war in Harad, he had razed townsteads as well, when he had seen no other choice. The logic of war, the Haradrim held, and would shrug as they tossed the torches. Not, he thought bitterly, that such sentiment marks any essential difference between us. But this... this reminds me too much of Mordor's scorched plains. Granted, Sauron had never bothered to unleash fire on his foes, which had always puzzled Aragorn, for it was a tactic as old as Arda. It had been Gondor's one reprieve during all the long years of Mordor's ascendancy. Faramir had told him once that for as long as he had led the Rangers, no one in Ithilien had been willing to question it, lest words bring down the very thing they had dreaded. Perhaps the Dark Lord had feared to hinder his own servants unduly, but it seemed that the Easterlings cared not for such matters. Indeed, Aragorn had never known them to behave thus, and as he watched his men bury their dead in ashy furrows, his thoughts spun out in long, tangled lines. Of all those who had tried to wrest land from Gondor and the West, the Easterlings were most known to settle in the lands that they conquered, and so were not wont to be wanton in their destruction. They would take hostages, but the land was something to be won, not despoiled. It seemed almost as a law among them, from all that he had heard and seen of them in his journeys, which led his unhappy speculations further south. Is it Khand who inspired this? he wondered, thinking of his last conversation with Arwen. The Variags were reputed even among the Haradrim and the Easterlings as cruel and audacious in battle — once committed, they would dare anything, if it brought a chance of victory. What, then, do they seek, if indeed they aid the rebellious southern provinces of Harad? Try as he might, he could not fathom what Ghoradi House could have offered in exchange for Khand's aid... assuming that Khand did aid the rebels, which idea grew more entrenched in his mind with each passing day. Though Khand's people were fewer than those of either Rhûn or Harad, it would have been folly to try to maintain an alliance across its borders without the consent of the Variags: the Variags were not ones to tolerate trespassers, and if the rebels hoped to succeed in breaking Harad, they could not afford war on two fronts. And neither can we! Considered alone, this invasion was nonsensical — an act of madness, and he could not help but think that the Easterlings knew it. But examined in light of the war brewing in Harad — a war which must begin soon, and which Gondor was bound to aid the Council in fighting — then the disparate pieces of a puzzle began to fall into place. There remained still far too many blank spaces in that picture, but if he were correct in seeing all the unrest as attaching to the rebellion in Harad, including this invasion, then Faramir ought to send him a message very soon announcing the outbreak of war. But until then, Aragorn had trouble enough to occupy him, and so he made himself set that worry aside. Time enough for such news as must come. For the moment, he hoped indeed that Éowyn's precautions would be enough. He knew he could trust her to know her business in war, but on Emyn Arnen's folk would fall the burden of dealing with the flames. If, as seemed evident, the bulk of the Easterlings, like the flames, had already crossed the river, then they would likely suffer even as the Rangers had. At some point, it was inevitable that they would be able to trap their foes between them, as Aragorn had originally intended to do with his men and the Rangers; but it might be days yet before they could attempt such a thing. If only we last until then, Aragorn thought, feeling his throat burn as he cleared it. He and his men suffered already from the ash and smoke, and the Rangers were in worse condition, having endured the fume and reek for ten days now. By night, they were a chorus of coughs, despite all precautions to try to keep the smoke out, and the destruction took its own toll on men's hearts. Just as the Easterlings intended it to, he thought and sighed. Letting his gaze rove once more over the charred field entire, he felt a familiar wrench — it was always surprising how little one saw of a battle, until all was finished, which made the scope of the destruction seem more shocking. Eighty years and more of warfare; one would think I would become accustomed to this. At least the messenger, whom he had sent south nine days ago with news of the invasion, had not known then the scope of the damage done to Ithilien. Faramir would be spared that shock, mercifully, and if he were fortunate, the Steward would not see the devastation 'til well after efforts had been made to speed the forest's recovery. Alas, that might be the only crumb of comfort to be had, as Merry had once said, for Aragorn winced whenever he thought of how news of Ithilien would affect the situation in Harad. I wonder, shall the Council still exist come fall? If Éowyn and Bergil are correct, and Dharu is a traitor, then on him the fate of the Council may well turn should aught happen to another of the councilors. If it fell, then Aragorn would have grounds to refuse to aid the Haradrim, beyond intervening to retrieve those in the seven forts in the Midlands. Moreover, he could at that point consider all ties between Gondor and Harad as severed, for the terms of the treaty bound Gondor to the Council of Eight as a body, not to any individual House. He had insisted on that point, despite offers to the contrary. It had been an attempt to stabilize Harad's ever-shifting political landscape, but primarily to avoid Gondor being used as a political marker among the Council of Eight, and to spare himself and his people the tangled, contradictory alliances that were common among Haradrim politicians. Not that such precautions have done us much good, Aragorn thought, before once again forcing himself to leave such matters aside. Think of the task at hand, he admonished himself. He and the Rangers would continue east tomorrow, following the line of the tributary river towards Henneth Annûn and the road, then turn south. Whatever companies might lie ahead of them, they would try to trap between the advancing line and the hidden refuge, where Damrod had left an adequate defensive force. Until Ithilien was free once more, the South would have to wait. *** "Stay behind me!" Mablung ordered tersely, shooting the prince a warning glare ere he turned his attention to the commotion in the halls of Rhath-Infahr's keep. Neither Elf nor Man were certain what had caused it. They had come in recently from the outer halls of the keep, and upon arriving in the main hall, had found it in an uproar. That boded ill, and Legolas felt a sudden, sharp stab of fear, remembering all that Indirkan had said of politics by assassination. Where is Faramir in all of this? he wondered, searching the crowd. But even elven eyesight could not pierce flesh, and if the Prince of Ithilien were in this company, he was shielded from sight by the others. Mablung had his hand openly on the hilt of his sword, and was pressing Legolas back against a wall now, tense and suspicious, and the Elf had to remind himself that the Ranger did only as his lord had ordered. Nevertheless, Legolas did not like the feeling of being trapped by the other, and he folded his arms across his chest, seeking at least that much space. Such a gesture also let him feel the dagger that he had taken to keeping up his sleeve, and the knowledge that it was close had a soothing effect on him. "Admirable concern, Ranger, but unnecessary, I should think. Only a fool would attack in full view of so many witnesses," said a voice from nigh at hand, and both Legolas and Mablung turned sharply towards it. And Legolas felt all his senses heightened as he gazed back at Lord Dharu of Ya'dyahnhir House, who, with his guards, had apparently slipped away from the crowd in search of space. And where goes he now? the prince wondered. "My lord," Mablung replied, warily, speaking for Legolas out of habit. His eyes flicked over Dharu's person, noting the alert guards at his side. "What has happened here?" "Ill-tidings come never alone. Two messengers arrived, one from the Midlands, and another from Gondor." Ill-news in Gondor? Legolas felt his sense of alarm grow, and he went very still, after the manner of an Elf facing a threat. Dharu continued then, "It would seem that the southern lords have moved against the Midlands already. Fifteen days ago, Khera fort fell to a company of hradari rebels and Variag horsemen." Fifteen days ago we stood in Mharosh, Legolas thought with a thrill of dread. This war was begun ere ever we arrived here. And none knew it until now, when it is most likely far too late. One does not fight a war in Harad during the summer. "What of the other messenger, my lord?" Mablung asked, and Dharu raised a brow, his gaze wandering over the Ranger and then Legolas in turn. Legolas stared back at the Man, and after a moment, the Lord of Ya'dyahnhir House looked smoothly away. But not ere Legolas caught the flicker of uncertainty in them, and almost against his will, a slight, smug smile stretched his lips. "Ah yes. A quite remarkable ride, his. I understand that he made the journey between Minas Tirith and Rhath-Infahr in nine days. A credit to his endurance and to the Rohirrim horses he rode, I believe. Your master, the Prince of Ithilien, can doubtless tell you more of that matter, but a word of caution, if I may. Were I you, gentlemen, I should be very careful in the days to come. I suspect that Gondorrim may be very... unpopular... unless the steward has indeed an Elf's power to twist the world to his liking by his words alone." And as Dharu's gaze slid over the two of them, it paused on Legolas at the word 'Elf.' A fraction of a moment, yet the prince noted it. "And why do you say that, my lord?" Mablung demanded, then. Dharu cocked his head slightly, and asked, "Have you children?" "What has that to do with aught?" "Indulge me. My own son, when he was young, played a game with other boys. One makes a tower of small smooth stones, and then each boy takes a stone from the structure, in the hope of narrowing it and also ending with the most stones. Done carefully, one may remove as many as twenty blocks and the structure shall hold, but most towers do not last so long. Do you know why?" Mablung was staring at the hradari with that particular look that meant he was keeping in check an impolitic remark. Dharu, however, showed no signs of continuing until he had an answer. After a brief consideration, Legolas made a decision. "Because so many hands may lack coordination, as each child seeks a stone for himself," the Elf replied. Both Dharu and Mablung turned toward him, for Legolas had hitherto kept carefully quiet in the presence of others, always seeming to act as Faramir's aide or disappearing as only an Elf could into the background. Dharu stared, and Legolas simply gazed back 'til the Man was forced to look away. But he was not so easily cowed, and he recovered quickly, saying, "Indeed, that is so. They think only of themselves and so lose the game entire, marring each other's designs. We are all of us pieces in just such a game, gentlemen, and not all of the players play with skill or foresight. Be careful, then, that you are not caught in the downfall." With that, he moved off down a corridor, his guards closing about him, leaving Legolas to stare after him. "I thought we had agreed that I would speak for you!" The prince blinked and glanced at Mablung, who seemed rather irritated. "You lost your voice," Legolas replied. "You may yet be the death of me, my lord prince," the Ranger sighed. "Considering the news we have just heard, I tend to doubt it," Legolas replied, steering the conversation towards more important matters. "There are others who would claim that honor first, it seems." "Valar, Beregond's lad is in Khera!" Mablung muttered. "And what can have happened in Gondor?" "Legolas! Mablung!" Faramir's voice reached them then, and Legolas turned to see the Prince of Ithilien approaching. "I think, Mablung, that we need not wonder long. What is it?" Legolas asked immediately, for Faramir's eyes glittered with the intensity of his emotion, and his expression was taut, mask-like. "Let us withdraw a little from this place," Faramir replied, indicating the nearby corridor with a jerk of his head. In silence, Mablung and Legolas obeyed, and the Ranger fell quickly into position with the two members of the White Guard who were Faramir's constant companions in Harad. Only when they were nigh to the end of the hallway did the steward halt, and he cast a careful glance about. "There are no others near to hear us speak, Faramir," Legolas supplied helpfully, and laid a hand upon the other's shoulder, squeezing tightly. "Now, tell us! What has happened? What word from Gondor?" "Ill-news of the sort that hits hardest," Faramir replied, drawing a breath as he searched Legolas' and Mablung's faces. "Ithilien has been invaded." Mablung's breath hissed loudly in the silence that followed, and Legolas lifted his chin a bit, feeling his back tense in instinctive defiance. After a moment, Faramir continued, "The messenger said that the Easterlings were confined to North Ithilien when he left, and could tell little of either the king or my wife, but that Éowyn has doubled the watch on the homesteads of Emyn Arnen, and should send cavalry north to aid Aragorn." "Dharu said that Gondorrim may be very unpopular," Legolas prompted. "How does news of Ithilien's misfortune make us a threat?" "It is more that it weakens us that causes problems," Faramir replied, shaking his head. "'Tis too late, clearly, to strike south and retake whatever lands the rebels have taken. They planned their attack well, for summer is upon us. But now that Gondor is threatened, I cannot promise that Aragorn shall be able to join the Haradrim immediately come the end of the season, and our forces shall be reduced in number. Not significantly so, for 'tis only Ithilien and Minas Tirith's companies who suffer, while the southern fiefs remain untouched. Then, too, Éomer is likely to offer assistance, and if need be, even Arnor's levies could be called, for there is time enough. But try to explain this to the Council, which sees only that Gondor's intervention is what stands between it and utter dissolution," Faramir shook his head, disgusted. "Without Gondor, Intahr's faction in the north cannot stand, if Dharu stands not with it. And if the Council loses two more Houses in addition to Bhor'tarat and Ghoradi, then it loses all legitimacy according to its own laws. You remember our discussion two nights ago?" "Aye, I recall it. But I recall also that we could find no reason for Dharu not to hold with the Council, and so long as he does, prudence ought to hold it together," Legolas replied. "But what if, despite our reasoning, he is allied with them, as Intahr believes?" Mablung responded. "Remember what he said to us the first night we came, that Dharu would destroy the Council and hand Harad to the South. And to me, he seemed not as one upset to hear of these misfortunes, my prince. Perhaps he does plot against the Council." "I could begin to believe it, except that still, I see not what bargain he could have made that would prevent his allies — if Ghoradi and Bhor'tarat are his allies — from turning on him the moment the other five had fallen. Of all the northern lords, his lands are richest, and he alone likely has nearly as many men as any two of Intahr's coalition," Faramir said. "But the South is vast, and its people are desperate. I cannot imagine what their alliance must be, but I cannot otherwise explain his steadfast isolation. So much for Haradrim honor, that disdains to lie down tamely!" "A child pulling stones out," Legolas murmured in his own tongue, frowning, and Faramir gave him an odd look for the non sequitur. The Elf ignored him for the nonce, however, eyes narrowing as he chased after a thread of intuition. Like a child pulling stones out... but Dharu is no child, and though others might dispute with me, I think that he is not, at base, a greedy man. No, I am certain of it. What then, does he want? What is the 'game entire' that he plays to win? "Legolas?" "Dharu has no allies, Faramir." Faramir and Mablung alike stared at him then, clearly awaiting an explanation, and Legolas sighed softly, offering a wry smile. "He has no allies, though clearly he must use others, and I think he does not fear to hazard all — he does not lie down tamely in this. Recall Indirkan's words to us as we journeyed here — Dharu is an idealist, even as you are, my prince. Did he not say just that?" "Aye, he did," Faramir replied, falling into Sindarin as well. "None of the others are, though, and so I think he plays his own game. More, being what he is, I think he plays for something other than a new Council, or a different balance between the North and the South. That tale he told to Mablung and me, of children pulling stones out of a tower 'til it fell — the difficulty, he told us, was that there were too many children playing for stones without care for the game as whole — namely, to leave the tower standing. There must be guidance or else cooperation for such a game to succeed. And as we know how well the Council cooperates among its members, do you doubt that Dharu seeks to be the guide?" Legolas asked, pinning first Mablung and then Faramir with a searching gaze. "But... if he does not wish for either side to prevail," Mablung asked, speaking slowly as his brow furrowed, "then what does he want?" "I do not know, but Indirkan was also convinced he could steal an Elf's song," Legolas replied, and then gave Faramir a somewhat apologetic look, as he added, "And in that, he may well have succeeded. At the least, he put words in my mouth today, and he knows what I am. I have no doubt of that." Faramir pressed a hand to his forehead, wincing slightly, and then tugged at a lock of hair, ere he said, "Well, we knew it could not last, and now that it is done, we shall deal with it. But you may well be right, Legolas. I wonder I did not consider the possibility before, that he might be alone in his plots, playing for something more than another balance of Houses." "Doubtless because you have many other things to think of, and have not five hundred years to inform your judgments of courtly creatures," the elven prince allowed graciously. "But I did serve my apprenticeship under my father," Faramir replied quietly, which earned him a sharp look from Elf and Ranger alike. But the steward nodded thoughtfully, then, and said, "I shall think on what you have said, my friend. For the moment, however, there are other matters I should see to ere I turn to Dharu's intentions." "What of Bergil, my lord?" Mablung asked quietly then. "We heard that Khera had fallen." "The messenger, Ghed, could not say. He thinks he might live still, but cannot be certain." "Does Beregond know?" "This is his off-shift," Faramir replied and gave a soft sigh. "I shall speak with him presently. In the mean time, go nowhere alone. I like not the feel of this city — like tinder awaiting the spark, and already, blood lies like oil on the pyre. Emotion runs high, and I would not be caught in the conflagration. Until later tonight, gentlemen." With that, Faramir beckoned his guards and left, presumably to go and speak with Beregond, who would doubtless be devastated. Legolas did not envy him the task, for even were Bergil alive, captivity might prove a worse fate than death in the South. Children pulling stones... I fear I may have told less than all the truth, Faramir, for the stones are already pulled, and the tower is falling. Bergil is simply the first to be caught in the ruins. Who among us is next? *** Nharadh woke with a start from troubled dreams, heart pounding, and he waited for pain, for the Variags to notice him. But nothing happened, and, feeling utterly drained, he shivered. And then shivered again, and realized, with a sort of shock, that he was chilled. As he curled about himself, he swiftly realized the reason for it: he had only his thin undertunic on and his trousers, and he could feel every individual stone pressing into his flesh. Opening his eyes to find a stone wall a bare foot away, he reached automatically to shield his eyes from the light that emanated from somewhere beyond him, and was greeted with a third realization — he could move his hands. The rattle of chain on stone and the painful weight on his wrists told the rest of the tale, and he let out a shaky sigh that was almost a sob. I am in Khera, he thought. For a time, he simply lay still, shivering, trying to ignore the knot of dread in his stomach. Are you frightened? Bergil's voice echoed in his mind. You do not know the half of it, Bergil! he thought, wishing vainly that honor were less difficult to satisfy. Squeezing his eyes shut, he struggled for composure, for resignation at the least. I am in Khera. I am where I belong. This is my place, he told himself. I belong here — so I swore when I took up my duties, to stand ever with my men, and they with me, to live and die together. I am not alone in this promise — there are six other captains in the Midlands Line. This is how it has always been, ever since there were hradari; this is what I have always wanted, since I was old enough to earn my braids. So he repeated, over and over to bolster his resolution. After awhile, when still nothing happened, fear either eased somewhat or else got the better of him, and he made an effort to sit up, hissing as a multiplicity of pains and aches assailed him. Left shoulder, right thigh, wrists, arms, my head — Sauron's bones, I feel weak! he thought, gritting his teeth as he twisted about to put his back to the wall. Having something solid behind him seemed to help order his thoughts a bit more, and he quickly took stock of his surroundings. Bare walls, with a single brazier set at roughly shoulder height to one side of the door, and a small hole in one corner to serve as a latrine. The light glinted off a few rings set into the walls, and following his chains with his eyes, he found that they led to a ring set into the floor. He might possibly have just enough slack to stand, although he would be unable, then, to raise his arms; and even though the room itself was small, he did not think he would be able to reach the door. What day is it? he wondered then. How long have I been here? His last memory was a vague, fleeting recollection of pain and the taste of blood and vomit, and then... then there was nothing. Try as he might, Nharadh could not remember a thing else, though he thought much time had passed since the making of those hazy memories. Oddly, that disturbed him, for however unpleasant they might have been, he could at least have drawn comfort from the fact that that journey and its hardships were in the past. He had survived it, and he clung to that fact, and to the fact of Bergil's freedom in the face of a future he feared to meet. But it might have meant more if he could have recalled what precisely he had endured, given that uncertainty enough lay before him. As if in response to his very thoughts, the lock rattled, and then the door opened to admit (barely) three men. Two of them marched swiftly forward to grasp his arms. They hauled him to his feet, thrusting him hard against the wall, and Nharadh was not particularly pleased to note that he had been right about the length of the chain. The two guards held him tightly, and he knew very well that at the slightest sign of resistance, they would break bone. The third man stood before him, in the doorway, one hand on his hip, the other caressing the hilt of a dagger, as if by habit. Red serpents coiled about each other on his robes, and Nharadh, glancing to either side of him, growled low in his throat. "Snagat!" he spat scornfully at the guards, and felt their grips tighten further. The Variag smiled slightly at that. "Your tongue has suffered no hurt, I see," he said, his speech grating on Nharadh's ears in an instant. "I had begun to wonder whether the healers were mistaken or not to say that you would soon wake. Between their potions and Vahn's treatment of you, I have expected you to remain unconscious another day. You were feverish for many days, for the wound to your leg had festered, and you were weakened already from heat sickness. It may interest you to know that the captain disciplined Vahn, that he has damaged you as he has done. The captain had hoped to have words with you ere he left for Mahnit." Mahnit! Nharadh felt his stomach clench. If they take that city, then they control the southern routes. But surely they cannot.... Except that he did not believe for an instant that the Variags, wary as they were, would have allied themselves with the rebel southern lords had they not believed they had the strength to take and hold Mahnit along with the line of forts. I should have listened to Bergil about the heralds, and tradition be damned! I suppose I shall have many a chance to atone for that mistake, he acknowledged, bracing himself inwardly. "He finds you interesting, the captain does," his captor continued then, one finger tapping the hilt of the dagger. "Myself, I find you simply unfortunate. Your companion, whose retreat you have so... enthusiastically... protected may very well reach safety with his message. Valiant, but futile — summer is upon us, and by the time your messenger reaches the Council, we shall be entrenched. We are already. The Midlands Line has fallen, and Mahnit is ours — word has come back already by hawk. The city fell within hours." Hours? Nharadh sucked in a breath. Even if the rebels had used those blasting sticks, the city should still have lasted the night at least! They must have had help from within. Which thought left a sour taste in his mouth, and he bit back a curse. "I do not know, therefore, what help you may be to us, though the captain wishes you alive for a time. Perhaps he merely finds you refreshing." Steel scraped against leather as the dagger was drawn at last, and the Variag strode forward a few paces. The point of the weapon was drawn lightly up Nharadh's cheek in an unwelcome caress, and then it paused against his scalp as the Variag reached out and caught hold of one braid. Nharadh could feel his skin prickle under the pressure, and he gritted his teeth. The Variag raised a brow at him. "You hradari are so fratricidal, that we have had difficulty to capture prisoners, but we have a collection of hradari soldiers nevertheless," he said, conversationally. "Do you know how many of the Midlands captains we have?" A pause. "Come now, Nharadh, surely you have a guess. No?" The hradari gasped as, with a flick of his wrist, the Variag sheered off the braid, leaving a thin cut behind as well. Then the dagger was repositioned, another braid seized, and the Variag gave him a questioning look. "No guess?" And when Nharadh still did not answer, another lock of hair dropped to the floor, and then another in quick succession. "Each time I must ask, I take another. A ridiculous game, but then, you hradari are so very fond of your hair — the vanity of your kind, I suppose. How many?" "What matters it to me?" Nharadh demanded, trying to worm out of an answer while sparing himself the humiliation. "Sita," the Variag sighed, and one of the guards, without warning, jabbed stiff knuckles into Nharadh's solar plexus. The hradari cried out, doubling over reflexively, and he felt the blade slide hot against his scalp. A few more braids joined the others on the floor; then he was shoved back up against the wall hard enough to make his vision darken a moment. And all the while, the Variag continued to speak. "It is a curious custom to me, to put so much pride in a few locks of hair." Another quick movement, and another braid fell. "I suppose it does take time to grow them." Another flick of the blade; Nharadh could feel blood trickling down his face now as he panted raggedly, struggling not to flinch. "It takes time to plait them — " snip! " — time to earn them — " snip! " — even blood to earn them, for you must prove yourself to earn the beads, I think. This is so? I have asked you a question!" The knife flashed twice at the edge of Nharadh's vision, and he shut his eyes, willing himself not to answer, not to think at all. "Stubborn. But perhaps I now see why it is that you care for them so — " snip! snip! " — and why you shave those you condemn. A lowering, yes? To be like gallows-fodder? This is the term, I think." A pause. "How many of your captains have we?" "I do not know," Nharadh ground out from between clenched teeth, shivering slightly at the sensation of blood tickling as it slid against his skin. Snip! "Another guess." "No!" "I begin to run short of braids, Nharadh. I must speak firmly with Vahn about that. I wonder, does this mean you become less a man? Less a warrior?" came the mild response, and this time, Nharadh hissed through his teeth as the blade dug painfully into his flesh ere flicking out again to sever another two braids. "You consider yourself a man of tradition, I am sure, else you would not have turned back when you have known that you would be brought home alive. You hold your word worth something, and so return to your men. My captain finds that admirable." Snip! "For the last time. How many more hradari captains have we?" "Six," Nharadh replied after a heartbeat, and glared at his captor. If it was the last question, then it would do no harm to guess and guess wrong, for surely some must have died. Snip! "None." "What?!" Nharadh demanded, shocked, unable to silence the outburst. "None," the Variag confirmed, and began ticking the numbers off by touching the bloodied point of the dagger lightly against each fingertip. "Three were slain in battle. Three, we captured. Of those three, one ran himself onto the blade of one of his captors immediately. Another had too long a chain and so strangled himself. The last kept poison on himself that we did not find in time. Thus did all of them escape. I note also that most of the hradari prisoners in those other forts did not quickly follow their captains in death, as custom demands. You are 'out of style,' as they say, 'backwards' — clearly in these days, a captain's oath is not meant to bind you to stand last of all your people, to the very bitter end. Perhaps it is the influence of the West that destroys the honor of your calling, or your generation is weak and fearful, and does not deserve the reputation of your forefathers. But one thing is clear to me: Hradar changes, and the old ways are swept away. You might have spared yourself much trouble, Nharadh, for I think that Hradar does not deserve your honor," the scarred man said, voice grown suddenly soft. "And it is too late for those who might have merited it: your men have died cursing your name that you had deserted them the day you have arrived. There is nothing at all that you can do." "That is a lie. A lie! I do not believe you!" Nharadh grated, even as the Variag's uncompromising tone sank in like poison. His captor shook his head slowly, and something akin to amused pity crept over his face. "You should not wish to die deceived," the man said softly. "'Tis not fitting." And then, while Nharadh searched in vain for some protest, the Variag turned his attention to the guards, his tone growing brisk and casual once again. "Strip him, search him, shave him, and mind your hands. He bites." Nharadh lunged in a last, futile gesture of defiance, and pain flared in his right arm as bone snapped. But as his tormentor had noted, there was nothing at all that he could do. He was forced down onto his back and pinned, and one of his captors reached for his hair with an obscene smile on his face.... ***** Khur'tarakh — 'stranger,' politely put. Snagat — Insulting Khandish borrowing of Orkish "slave." I don't know the name of the tributary river along which Henneth Annûn lies. The maps don't name it, and Faramir was understandably discreet in TTT when he told Frodo about how the refuge was made. So it's just going to be nameless for a time. It does cut Ithilien in two, however, and you can see it on the larger maps that focus in on Gondor and Mordor. ~~~~~~ Chapter Eleven Appendix of Names and Places You all owe Anglachel many thanks for telling me that I must write a list of characters and places, in order to lessen confusion since this is coming out in installments. Cast of Characters--Canonicals marked as such, OCs noted at first mention Aragorn--King of Gondor (LoTR) Arendil--a Gondorrim under Bergil in Khera fortress, chapter 4 Arwen--Queen of Gondor (FoTR, RoTK) Azhon--lord of Mharosh, city at the crossings of Harnen, chapter 5 Beregond--captain of the White Guard at Emyn Arnen (RoTK) Bergil--son of Beregond, captain of a small group of Gondorrim in Khera, Harad (RoTK) Bharag--disinherited son of Kirdali, took up service in Khand, chapter 3 Damrod--captain of North Ithilien Rangers (TTT, RoTK) Dharu--lord of Ya'dyahnhir House, one of the Houses Major on the Haradrim Council, chapter 2 Dírthandar--lord on Gondor's council, known for his incompetence. Son of Lord Mírhal, chapter 1 Dorothil--Elf left in charge of Legolas' forces at home in South Ithilien. Originally featured in "Roots", chapter 2 Eilith--Halareth's nurse, chapter 8 Éowyn--Lady of Emyn Arnen, Princess of Ithilien (TTT, RoTK) Etun--Variag captain, son of Lhat, grandson of Bharag, great-grandson of Kirdali, chapter 7 Faramir--Steward of Gondor (TTT, RoTK) Ghed--a scout at Khera, chapter 4 Gwithrin--a herald of Dol Amroth, chapter 1 Halareth--younger daughter of Aragorn and Arwen, 6 years old, chapter 1 Hetkahrat--Indirkan's escort captain, originally featured in "Where the Stars are Strange," chapter 2 Hrenat--Haradrim lieutenant, rebel partisan, serving under Etun, chapter 7 Húrin--lord of Gondor (RoTK), chapter 1 Indirkan--ambassador of Harad, lord of Rhanion House in Dargalt. Originally featured in "Where the Stars Are Strange", chapter 1 Intahr--lord of Urudai House, one of the Houses Major on the Haradrim Council, leader of the largest faction on the council, chapter 6 Irin--one of Kirdali's handmaidens, chapter 3 Khet--Indirkan's diplomatic second in command at Minas Tirith, chapter 6 Kirdali--sister of Indirkan, calligrapher, first mentioned in "Where the Stars are Strange", chapter 1 Lhat--Etun's father, chapter 7 Lhinya--one of Kirdali's handmaidens, chapter 3 Líriel--older daughter of Aragorn and Arwen, heir apparent to the throne, 12 years old, chapter 1 Legolas--Prince of South Ithilien and Mirkwood (LoTR) Léof--Éowyn and Faramir's second son, chapter 2 Mablung--Ranger of Ithilien (TTT) Mhinad--lord of Bhor'tarat House, one of the Houses Major on the Haradrim Council, chapter 6 Nharadh--Captain of Khera fortress in Harad, chapter 4 Reda--Variag lieutenant. Etun's second in command, chapter 7 Rhadam--steward of Rhanion House, warden of Dargalt under Indirkan, chapter 10 Rhist--lord of Ghoradi House, he broke with the Council of Eight and is now a rebel, chapter 8 Tarathil--Faramir and Éowyn's older son, 14 years old, heir to the Principality of Ithilien, chapter 2 Vahn--Variag horseman, chapter 9 Varwyn--Faramir and Éowyn's daughter, chapter 2 List of Places That Aren't Well-known/Aren't Canonical Baro'kan--one of seven forts that lie along the southern trade routes in Harad Bhedar canyon, the--a large formation that divides Harad nearly in half, and is used as a trade route, having several outlets which are guarded by the Midlands forts (not canonical) Dargalt--backwater provincial town, home of Indirkan and Kirdali, east of Khera Emyn Arnen--seat of governance in Ithilien (RoTK) Ghoradi city--home of lord Rhist, center of rebellion Harad--land south of Gondor, home to the Haradrim or Southrons (TTT, RoTK). Called "Hradar" by its denizens (not canonical). Harnen--river that once marked the southern boundary of the disputed land of South Gondor (RoTK) Khand--land hazily marked as lying behind Mordor, between Rhûn and Harad (RoTK, see maps of Mordor inset) Kharish--a city south of Khera Khera--one of seven forts that lie along the southern trade routes in Harad Mahnit--city at the juncture of the southern trade routes Mharosh--city guarding the crossings of Harnen Midlands Line--the seven forts that lie along the southern trade routes in an east-west line, marking the approximate middle of Harad. Rhath-Ihnfar--capital of Harad, three days south of Mharosh Rhûn--land East of Gondor, home of the Easterlings (RoTK) Zhari--a town north of Khera